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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Parting is such..............crap
I can't afford my internet anymore right now. I'm cutting a lot of my frivilous costs, so your internet lives will be without me for a bit. Love me, miss me. I hope to see you soon.
Molly
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Welcome to Wednesday!
Ahhh, some relief, I guess. Invitations are mailed, and the officiant will be hired by the end of next week. All that leaves is food and the DJ, which my mother and I will be meeting to discuss this weekend, I hope. I am feeling much better. Still a bit of stress as I haven't heard from the dress shop yet.
My Shower is on the 4th, I guess. I don't even know where. They didn't tell me. Hopefully tey'll show up and take me there. *shrug* Now that I'm past some of that stress, I am really excited today. I'm getting married. *insert girly squeal here.*
My new diet appears to maybe be working. I'm not overly faithful to it. I'm horrible. Actually part of the problem is I'm not eating enough. It's one of those 5 small meal things, but I don't have that kind of time... I'm losing weight though. I'm afraid I'll never look how I used to though. I had the misfortune of putting on 65 pounds during pregnancy and the skin on my stomach will never recover. Time to start saving for that tummy tuck (mostly joking).
I have had a pretty good week. After absolutely breaking down in front of Jordan, he has taken it upon himself to hire the officiant, especially since he unloaded the food on me. That's what I've been stressed out about. I don't know why I have this weird phobia of contacting people via phone. Even if I have a legitimate reason for a phone call, I hate talking on the phone. I always have. That why most of my wedding has been planned face to face or via email. I'm great with either of those 2 media. Wow, that paragraph took a completely different direction than where it started.
I still haven't seen much of Jordan lately. BOO. Stupid two jobs. My college roomate was in town this weekend. I was so glad to meet her. She brought her new boyfriend. I like him much more than her ex-husband. They are much better suited to each other. Ex-Husband was a low-life.
I'm going to see Brokeback Mountain on Thursday. I'm so excited. I still haven't seen Narnia or Kong. I want to though. Actually, there are several movies that I'd like to see... But there are time and money constraints.
That's all. *smooch*
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Friday, January 13, 2006
Not excited either....
Well, here I am, first post of 2006, and it's almost 2 weeks in... how courageous of me.
I'm in a weird place right now. I'm stressed out to a point that I feel ill. And yet, I am completely apathetic about everything and utterly unmotivated. It's weird.
Anyway. I've got almost all of my weddign invites done, but I'm afraid to send them because I still haven't hired an officiant. It's a bit of an important step, you know. Otherwise, I just have a dress and a party. I also haven't hired the DJ and I have to find a caterer. God help me. I'm never going to get this put together.
Jordan is no help, through little fault of his own. He got a second job and is working 90 hours a week. I literally haven't seen him in almost 3 weeks. I think that's a big part of my mood. I miss him and I'm lonely.
My friend is pregnant. About 6 months. She's put on about 7 pounds. Now, in a healthy pregnancy, you put on about a pound a week, not a pound a month. I've been telling her she's not eating enough. It's not healthy... She faint on Tuesday. The ER doctor told her she was malnutritioned... I told you so.... Everything is okay. The baby was stealing all of her nutrition, so it's fine, she's the one that suffers. Serves her right. I just like to say, "I told you so." That may explain my lack of long lasting friendships. *shrug*
My store has been ravaged by shoplifters lately. I can't search or detain them, so even if I catch them redhanded, which I have! I can't dop a damn thing about it. Fuckers.
I miss chatting with Mimmi and Lea. Lea, I hope everything worked out for you. I've been worried.
While I'm at it...I miss chatting with Shanny. We used to have these great chats, then I went away for a long while.
Jordan just called. "I'm sorry I'm no help in the whole thing." Blah blah. I can't even make him help me because he doesn't have any time. Growl.
I have inventory tonight, so now I have to go. I am sure I have lots more bitching to do... It'll just have to wait.
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Ancient History: The Day of my Birth
I'm feeling weird today. It's 10 pm on the night before my birthday. I don't feel very well, but that may be because I ate too much ice cream. I also have a headache, for weeks now. It's this knot in my lower neck and should. Stupid stress.
Duo, I didn't ditch you last night, my PC died. It shut itself off in the middle of my trying to fix it and won't turn back on. I'm on Jordan's laptop now.
Wednesday is my 25th birthday. I don't know if I'm telling everyone so that I get more happy wishes or because I feel old at the tender age of 25. Oh well.
LOOK THIS WAY, I NEED THE ATTENTION.
Eh. So, what have I been up to? I hope everyone had a good Christmas. If you're not into Christmas, I hope you had a good Sunday. I went to Missourri (sp?) to see my brother. He seems ok. I saw my parents and my older brother's family too. I got along rather nicely, though I fell asleep in midnight Mass.
I am dogsitting for my sister. They are moving into a new apartment in January. Her dog is awful. He eats my furniture and he tried to eat DUO's Christmas presents from SG. Jordan thankfully saved them. He also likes, it seems, to poop in my dining room. Stupid fucking dog. He also chases my cat.
All of my VERY expensive dental work is selfdestructing, or something. All of the cement holding my crowns on is failing, and them moving around makes my gums sore and bleedy. BOO
SHORT STORY:
I believe, at least now I do, that there are people in the world that you are destined to encounter for you whole life. I met a boy my freshman year and we were friends, then I moved, and he joined the seminary. He was going to be a priest. during this time, we were completely out of contact. He happened to do a summer job for my older brother that I knew he went to the seminary.
While I lived in Manhattan, I was at a party and found out through a weird conversation that I was partying with his roomate. Weird. Well, yesterday he walked into my store. weird again.
END
God, my fucking teeth hurt.
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
I am in love with today
It is snowing beautifully outside. We've already got almost 2 inches. I love it.
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Everything gets so hectic this time of year.
I haven't touched the PC in days. Frankly, I'm thinking of cancelling my internet and cable. I might die, but it's just so expensive.
Julie moves in sometime in January. That's awesome, I hope. She's a neat freak, and I am definitely not. oh well. Someone to split some bills with at any rate.
Do you ever miss yourself? You see something that used to be your favorite thing, or talk to someone who is the same as ever and you miss yourself. The person you were, once, but are not now. I have a pair of blue leopard cat ears. I used to wear them everywhere. I found them in my car today. It just made me thing about how loud and fun and impetuous I used to be. I started to think about why I am so very different now as to how I was then. I have decided at least part of it. I always hung out with extraordinary people. Whether they were beautiful or musical or smart of hilarious, there was just always something about them that went beyond the reaches of normal people. I always was fighting for attention beyond them... My own spot light or something. I was incredibly outgoing, and I knew everyone from one end of the state to the other. To those who haven't noticed, I am prone to hyperbole... Anyway, once I found someone who gave me the entire spotlight, I no longer had to fight for that of others. and so, now, in many situations I am a shrinking violet. I leave the world to others and sit alone. Never knowing or revealing what I may be able to bring to a situation. I'm a wall flower. I'm not quite sure I'm happy that way.
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005
Once again, I have negleted all of you...
I'm sorry about that. I've been ignoring the machine lately.
Sooo, what have I been up to? Well, on Friday I had a long list of things to do. Guess how many got done. ONE. That was getting the oil changed in my car. Yeah, one thing down.
The thing that prevented my list from prgressing was the fact that I dropped my engagement ring down the drain of my bathroom sink first thing in the morning. I was absolutely mortified. X_X Luckily I'm pretty damn handy, so I grabbed my wrenches to take the drain apart. When I looked at the pipes, I thought it would be okay, but the second I tried to turn the joint nut, the pipe broke at a rusty spot. I therefore spent almost all of Friday afternoon either at Lowes trying to find 1 1/4 inches drain pipe or trying to fit under my sink to fix it and make to new one, which was too long btw, to fit. Finally I got it done, and all was right with the world...Until I turned the water back on. The faucet worked for about a minute, and the no water came forth. I called my dad, and he skipped the easy answer and went for something else, and when that didn't work, Jordan's like, "Oh, no, you've just blocked the filter with sediment. Take the cap off the faucet and clean it out. It'll be fine." You know what? It was.
Saturday was a whole lot of working and Sunday was a whole lot of being lazy and Christmas shopping. Monday was work gym and shopping. I finally was back on line for a bit, but got off to pay bills. That depresses me. I hate paying for stuff. Stuff can be sooo expensive.
Oh, a misadventure of mine, while I was shopping on Sunday, I used my MasterCard at the bookstore, and they forgot to give it back to me. I didn't realize this until Monday morning when I was going to pay for breakfast with it... I called the bookstore, and they had it, so all was well. but Damn if I didn't freak out for like 10 minutes.
So, that brings us to Tuesday. It's 7 pm on tuesday right now, but I won't be posting this til later tonight to get the friends list marking for a whole day... I'll sucker all of you into coming to see me!
Tuesday. Dentist this morning. I got a crown put on. Boo and expensive BOO! From there I went to check out a very unimpressive photographer. I decided "no" on him.Than, at 11:30 am on a Tuesday, I could not find a damn parking space at Toys R Us... Doesn't anyone have fucking jobs they have to be at? The mall was also kind of a mess, but except for one, maybe a couple of people, Christmas is TAKEN CARE OF!!!! Then home to make lunch and call the cable company to fix my signal.
After that I wrapped present and cleaned, and just half an hour ago, MY WEDDING INVITATIONS ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm exhausted from just talking about my day.
So, I forgot to come back and post this last night. It's snowing here! I love it!
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
I never post...
I suppose I have nothing to say.
Eh, life has been moving on. I worked on turkey day, fucking capitalist comsumer bastards! One day I will actually see my family on a holiday. I swear it!
I met with a photographer today. He seems like a nice guy, and I like his work. He's about 300 dollars more than I want to pay though. I'm going to meet with a couple more soon, I think and then make a decision. Haha, he looked like the guy from Sports Night and Six Feet Under, Peter Kraus.
I don't even remember how long ago or what my last post was about...
Matt was here. I think I posted about that. He's gone now. Back to Arizona. Stupid desert. He and Jordan bought suits. I hear they are very nice.
Gods, I'm getting married, and I', so excited, but stressed. More excited though. *sigh* I'm suck a lovey dork... I always tried to avoid that before. I'm dumb, it's alright.
Mom wants to know what Jordan wants for christmas. They've already gotten him something, but she wants to know what he wants. He's furious. He hates getting stuff. He's a bit of a freak. Frankly, I have no idea what he wants or what to get him. I hate Christmas this year, I'm too wrapped up in Doctor and wedding bills to think about it. NOT TO MENTION, my parents have carried me (us) financially this year, and to ask for gifts on top of that just makes me feel greedy and evil.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
Happy Thanksgiving, Everyone
I guess I'm thankful for time and a half, as I got to work all morning. I get to work again at 7 am because of the next day sales. Fucking consumerism...
Oh well, I guess I'm thankful that the entire economy hasn't collapsed and people can spend money. You know me, always the optimist...
I tell you one thing I am not thankful for. Ineptitude. I was checking movie times last week and it said that Serenity was going to be playing THROUGH FRIDAY. My sister, a longtime fan of Firefly, had not been able to see it yet, so I called her and told her. We checked the movie phone just to make sure before she drove for an extra hour to my town just to see it. So, we were going to just meet there as she was running late. I went ahead to buy the tickets, and the manager at the counter said it's no longer playing. They had changed for the holiday. I pulled out my phone and played her the movie line that said it was still playing and told her someone was driving 60 miles just to see this movie today. The only reasponse I got was her putting her hands to her mouth in a mortified fashion and saying, "I'm sooo sorry." and then she turned to another employee, "Kim didn't change the movie line last night." No, what can we do to fix this, or anything... Bitches. We went to another theater to see Harry Potter again. Becky hadn't seen it yet. Ineptitude. However, by the time I ws out of HP4, the movie line had been changed...
I am dying to see RENT. I'll never be able to afford to see it on stage, so I'm so excited that the movie's out.
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
I'm drunk
And I'm not afraid to sayso...
The two loves of my life, one more than the other, are sitting in the living room talking music. Really, it's sick... My friend Matt. I introduced him to my boyfriend, and now they're best friends.
Story time! sorry for any typos, I'm drinking.
Alright, so... Once upon a time Molly moved to a new town. One Friday she went to a football game with her new friends. She was sitting near the band when a band member came over and sat inher lap. "Hi, my name is Matt." That was the beginning of a beautiful friendship. Matt and I have always gotten along too well. He has excellent taste in music and movies. I started dating Jeff before I really felt seriously about matt, and then, not long after Jeff, about 3 months of promescuity, came Jordan... and there I stand today.
I really believe that I was afraid of Matt for a long time. I didn't believe in love, but I could very easily see myself falling for him. I never could see myself falling for Jeff. I think that may be why I attached myself to him so quickly. If I hadn't I could probably very easily be marrying Matt in 4 months instead of Jordan.
I introduced them, and now Matt is the Best man in our wedding...
PLEASE, no one constue this incorrectly... I am IN love with Jordan. I am soooo happy in our relationship. Matt is my one htat got away though. WHen the three of us are together, it's only awkward for me... Drinking only makes it worse. I'm dumb D-U-M-B
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