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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
JUst the enamel
Tra-la-la I went to the dentist today. I"m going back next week. I hate dentists.
I went to a wedding this weekend. It's almost nothing how my wedding will be. I guarantee they spent at least 15 thousand dollars. I'm trying to keep mine around 3 thousand... She was wearing a dress very similar to mine though. I thought it was mine for a second, just in white. I was ready for violence! Luckily it wasn't, so I was not enraged.
As the couple was lighting the unity candle, a man on the brides side collapsed and stopped breathing. Rumor was he had a stroke. Just add that to the list of things I hope will not happen at my wedding.
The dentist wants me to get braces. I'm 25 and the dentist wants me to get braces...
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Friday, November 11, 2005
I've got my hopes up.
OH, Lord, please let it work out...
I called aobut a space this morning, and it sounds perfect on the phone... I hope it's not already booked. My fingers so oco figuratively crosssed...
God, if my wedding doesn't kill me I may live happily ever after.
It seats 300, but I only need 200. THey set up and tear down, I get the space from 10 am to midnight, and I can bring in my own food and alcohol! The space only costs 900 AND IT HAS A WINDING MARBLE STAIRCASE... How much fun would that be?
That's really about all I know. I am too excited to perhaps know more.
Later that day:
I got it. 10 am to midnight... Now I'm thinking of just doing both there, Wedding and Reception. On to officiants and photographers. I'm so jittery. Things are finally in motion and getting done and I've cememted a date! MARCH 4TH-be there or your ear may melt off. Who wants to have no ears? No one, that's who.
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
This is the Puppet burn unit............It's Relatively New
Nothing so exciting as a gas leak to report today. That's good, I guess. No good is good news. Isn't that what they say? Who are "they" anyway? And why do they say things?
Fun stuff, my cousin is getting married on Saturday. Now I can go ans see how someone with money does it. I'm so frustrated. Oh well. I should just hire someone.
I had a very minor surgery a week ago. Nothing to worry about, but there are some restrictions that I have to follow for another couple of weeks and they are driving me nuts, not to mention the itching.. X_X
Yay for libraries and YAY for DUO. More for DUO, I think.
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Sunday, November 6, 2005
Little Bits and Pieces
So, I am alive, and I thank my lucky stars for that, and my nose. There was a HUGE underground gas leak from the pipe under my house. It filled my crawl space under the house and saturated the gound around it for several feet. I hae never been so glad to be a nonsmoker.
That was Friday, and I was told I would not be able to stay in the house that night (duh). they turned off my electrcity and the gas to the house, and I won't have heat or hot water til Tuesday. Thank God I can stay at Jordan's.
I don't want to explode today...
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Thursday, November 3, 2005
I didn't wear any pants today.
I also never left my house. I just sat around on my fat ass and got fatter, but that's ok, I say the doctor told me to. She said to just get some rest today. So I took her waaayyy too seriously. Anyway, back to work for close on Thursday. It's awesome. I just started to get the cramps they warned me about. I bit my lip when I was under the anestesia (sp) I woke up and had a big hunk missing out of it.
My brand new coffeetable already has cuprings on it. *pissed*
My sweet tooth is running my life right now, and that sucks.
Jordan and I were watching Inked tonight, about the tattoo shop in the Palms hotel in Vegas. Anyway, the manager, Thomas, was pining over this chick, and she came back to him in the end. They got married 2 months after getting back together. I started to throw a minifit about putting a wedding together in 2 months, then I realized they live in Vegas. So, anyway, I started throwing out hypothetical elopement ideas, and they are starting to sound really good... We'll run off and throw a big party when we come back. Or maybe we'll still just plan a modest little ceremony here and a big party... I just want to wear my pretty dress. Dressie *drools*
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005
I Don't Fucking Like You
Not to be confused with any of my sweetness friends here. I am whining because I am a member of a message board that my friends from high school and I keep up on. Someone invited Bobbie... -_-
My senior year, Bobbie and I were really tight, at least the first semester. We hung out all the time, and she helped show me the ropes of my new town. It was really good. She was a god-fearing churchy, as were many of my new friends.
At some point both of our personalities were changing. She was making a brave attempt at not leaving the church, but making a distinction between herself and her faith. Trying to show there was more to her than that. That's incredibly awesome, if that's what you want. However, doing that and having a holier-than-thou attitude don't really go together.
One problem I had with her doing thiswas, to me, her new opinions were unfounded. She was trying to have opinions aobut everything without thinking about it. It seemed to me she was spewing whatever sounded smart and arguable. I really resented the fact that everyone thought she was smart. I'm not saying that she's not. There's definitely a brain up there. It's just a bit misdirected.
She's also intrusive. Sam had some friends up from her hometown, and the next thing you know, Bobbie is going there to visit them, without Sam... She also took my boyfriend with her. It sounds worse than it may have been. Sam and Jordan are from the same town, and Bobbie didn't really know her way around...So fucking take Sam, why don't ya.
Anyway, I'm a really petty, jealous person when we get right down to it... so it leads to the reason I don't like Bobbie. It was when Jordan and I were still fresh in our realtionship (ages ago, I guess). It stepped on my toes, and whether or not it was innocent, it sent me over thee edge on the whole thing. Up until that point I was ever only annoyed by the whole thing. After that, and an unrelaible source telling me she tried to make a move on him. I never actually believed that, but it's a bug in my head. I don't like Bobbie. No one has ever really noticed either, I guess, except Lynnette. I told her though, so it doesn't count.
I had a conversation with Bobbie a few months ago, at a grad party for Nett. It was pleasant and no judgemental. Perhaps (more than likely) I was wrong about the whole thing this whole time. Or perhaps she mellowed out , or both. I still can't make myself think I like her though, I'm sticky with grudges, founded or unfounded.
So, that's my whining for the day. I don't like Bobbie, and she has be invited to invade my turf. I'm actually kind of surprised it didn't happen before, we're a big open circle of friends, it just took me by surprise to see her on the board...
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005
I've got bird flu
That's a damn lie, don't believe a word of it. I don't feel well though.
I miss chatting with Lea. *smooches* Lea, I love you, and I am sorry I don't catch you online. I'm missing you. *smooch again*
Nothing to eat or drink after midnight and off to the doctor tomorrow. Not looking forward to it, no sirree. Get it done before the end of the year, since the deductibles already paid up, though. why can't I just be healthy and normal. I'm not going to work on Wednesday either, even though they told me I could. 3 days off this week. I'm not sure what to do with myself. Maybe just good solid rest, since that's probaly what I need.
Wedding-wise, I think we're going to take Megan's advice, have a legal or non-denominational service and seek Catholic recognition later. It sounds easier. My brother talked to a priest he knows about it because I asked him to. The Priest said the first thing anyone is going to ask me is if I am ready and willing to recommit to the church. I'm not exactly sure why I don't go to church. I disagree with Catholic Docterine on homosexuallity and birth control, but those are my only REAL problems with DOCTERINE. Sure, there is corruption in the ranks, but that doesn't effect the teachings. There are teahers who:there are liars who teach. Take you pick, dear...cause it's all a facade. Sorry, broke into song.
Anyway, attendance and participation in Mass is not a priority at this time in my life, and I'm not about to compound my Mortal Sin by lying and saying I'm ready to recommit. For all the help it will give my soul when I do die of Bird Flu. My dad was talking to me about how he and my mom pray a lot that I will fid my way back...but it's a decision I have to make. Borderline manipulation, thanks, Dad.
I think the scarf shall be a blanket. I find the deft movements of my hands very relaxing. It's slow going, and I have trouble reading at the same time, but it just soothes my tattered nerves.
I refuse to move the date. I've told every person I've evr known that we're getting married on that day, and Matt already bought tickets from phoenix. IT'S MARCH 4th DAMMIT!!
So, I have a MySpace that I haven't ever done anything with except amass my online friends in another forum. My face toface friends know nothing about it, and that because I did it under durress and there's nothing there, so, why??? subject people to nothing? Beside, I check Jordan's every once in a while, though I don't ever tell him I do. I often wonder if he ever looks here. hmmm It is a quandry. It's not like it's off limits, it's my freaking home page when you open IE. I bet you he peeks. Heh, one day I had written some things about him, and he came up behind me to say hello or goodbye or something and switched pages really fast, looking very guilty...Silly me. It's not wrong that I e-spy on him is it? It's not maliscious or anything, it's just that I know that if I knew he were looking here, or even that people from my immidiate tangible world read this thing, it would look a lot different. I don't want that to be a factor in his blogging or whatever. Haha, I laughed though when some girl left him a comment that he's cute and should, "holla back at her sometime."
*SAPPY TIME*
I fall more in love with that man everyday.
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
Stop lighting matches, You're using up all the oxygen
I am stressed out to the point of tears this week, children. I went to the church I want to get married in because it's pretty to get the Preparation for Marriage packet that the website said I need. THe priest wasn't there ad the office girl was new, so she gave me what she thought I needed. It was very helpful. That is if helpful mean to dash all my hopes of using that church, at least on the date that I want... I have to notify the diocese this week if I want to get married in March. I don't know who to talk to since I am not a member of a parish and I don't know any priests personally. I called my brother who used to work for the Diocese to see what his advice was, and I won't hear back from him until tomorrow at least I don' think. He's in charge of Homecoming activities at Benedictine.
Anyway--back to the Church. You have to be a registered member of the parish for at least nine months in order to get married there, and have the pastor's approval, whether he's going to be your celebrant or not. I have a feeling that it's going to be the same or similar at ost other parishes.
I realize that I am not currently practicing, but I love Catholic weddings and in my head a church is the proper setting for weddings, although that does not rule out other settings, it is my preferred one.
I called my mom this morning to freak out and she won't let me. She says that stuff will work out, so long as I'm trying to work it out, so breathe and don't give up. It may not be the exact thing I want, but things will be fine and I will be happy aobut them. thanks, Mom. Why not just tell me to get married in a cardboard box and be happy about it. X__X
To Die, To Sleep NO MORE
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Friday, October 28, 2005
What the hell?
Since when does random nonsensical humor and bad animation automatically equal genius?For the love... Squidnillies is on TV tonight, as is 12 oz mouse on Adult Swim. The latter makes me giggle a bit, but Squidbillies is dumb and I don't care for it. That is my opinion in my journal. Fell free to disagree, but if you do, FUCK OFF.
Mo Rocca has a Kansas obsession, i think. He once wore a University of KS (KU) sirt on one 80s rememberance series for VH1 and for this new series he's wearing a K-State shirt. Everyone loves KS! Except me, fuck you, Sam Brownback.
I'm very vulgar lately, if you haven't noticed. Oh well. It's my mood, deal.
So, I had a conversation with a woman today who made me look like a damn bush-ist conservative. Wow, she was really REALLY leftist. It was awesome. She was retired, adn she had 2 masters degrees and was very well educated and informed. I think my new best friend is going to be an old lady... She was so cemented, and while I was not as "radical" in my opinions and views, sohe was so much fun to talk to. I want to have coffee with her once a week or something.
So, I'm crochting a damn scarf, and I don't know what I'm going to do with it. I've got 6 already, and they look nice, not molly-made. who wants it? give me $1. Ok, don't but who wants it?
Meiers (sp?) Took herself out of th running. I'm glad, but after talking to that old lady today, I am wondering if she was right. If her nomination was an elaborate ruse. He nominated her for one of 2 ends, that he would either 1)Get a croney on the bench, or 2) Show people (women) that he was for equality. "I mean, I nominated a woman, y'all. You said she was underqualified and no good. You forced me into nominating another conservative white man." Can't you just see him saying it with his ugly squinty lying face?
HA! And Plame indictments!! All kinds of news this week. I love how the Conservative base is saying that charging them with purgery would be shameful and a move they make when there's no REAL crime. YOU FUCKERS TRIED TO IMPEACH CLINTON ON A PURGERY CHARGE.
Enough of that. Despite what I'm showing here, I have actually been in a great mood the last few days.No particular reason. Believe it or not, this post kind of reflects it. I feel really free right at the moment, and it makes me show my vulgar side publicly. weird, I know, but I get less vulgar when I'm angry.
I'm going trick or treating on Monday. We're taking Mike's nieces so we don't look stupid.
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
I Have This Tendancy to Freak the Hell Out.
I woke up this morning, and realized that I'm scheduled to get amrried in 4 months, 1 1/2 weeks, and I haven't booked a church or reception hall yet, let alone an officiant. Jordan's no help at all, and all of the sudden I feel like hyperventilating. I've literally got all the little stuff done, Dress, flowers, wedding party, jewlry. It's the big stuff I have trouble doing.
The major thing I need to do is notify the diocese. They require 4 months notice. I am not active in any parish, so I don't know what I need to do for that or finding a priest to do it.
That's my daily freak-out.
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