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Friday, April 9, 2004

Happy birthday to my younger brother, John. Not that he'll see this, but I sent him his own greeting as well.
I feel really strange today. Not physically, but well, emotionally and not all at the same time. I think that I am starting to forget how to deal with people. I went to a small party at a friends house last night, and I don't know. I knew every single person there, and am good friends with all of them. I just felt strangely out of place. So I left. I woke up this morning and I, for some reason, was overtaken by a feeling of guilt ans sadness. A heaviness I still have not gotten control over. I'm not exactly sure how to describe it.

It's good Friday. A day of solemn reflection and rememberance of Jesus' death. It is genuinely my favorite church service besides Easter Vigil. I think it is so sad and lovely. I am meloncholy like that I suppose.

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Thursday, April 8, 2004

Well, good-bye, old buddy.
I appear to be a myO widow. Flint has deleted his site. No more Thursday night special. I wonder how long ago he did it. If it was that long ago, I will be really upset I didn't realize sooner.

Another reason for sadness. My Fruits Basket 1 DVD broken in half in my hands today while trying to extract it from the case to put in the player. Sadness all around, I guess.

Man, that kid was funny.
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Wednesday, April 7, 2004

Stupid Ovaries.
The female reproductive system is ridiculous. I'll leave it at that.

So, Today is going rather well, I think. It's my day off, and I put a picture of silly penguins up on this page, and really who doesn't like penguins. Thank you Mimmi for the picture.

I had to get rid of one of my plants today as a colony of ants had made it their home. Oh well, it was Lindsay's anyway. I just took care of it. I felt bad though, it came from her grandmother's funeral.

I watched Perfect Blue today. It was an odd anime movie, but I liked it. Very graphic and disturbing. It makes you watch out for the weirdos.

It looks like it might try and rain this evening or tonight. It was supposed to rain yesterday, but it didn't. I was rather disappointed.

I am going home for Easter. It should be loud if nothing else. In my parent's very small house there will be a total of...14 people. I hope I can handle it. It will be nice to see the whole family though. Both my brothers and my sister and all attached spouses and children. It could get a little (or a lot) overwhelming. Speaking of family, my younger brother's birthday is Friday. I shouold call him today as the Seminary spend all of Good Friday in Silence. *makes note* Goodness, he'll be 22. I forget that I am not the only one growing up. He'll be graduating college in May. He's always been an over acheiver. I don't really know anything else of interest. I really want something sweet, but I'm out of money and it's a week until I get paid, so I can't really justify a trip to dairy Queen that way... How do people survive on minimum wage. I couldn't do it. I have a relatively good paying job for my age and geographic region...and I scrape by... I don't know how all my friends, who DO NOT have jobs have so much money to burn. THey were probably smart enough to not sell their soul to Visa.

I'm going to eat some canned peaches, see you later.
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Tuesday, April 6, 2004

Well, let's see here. It's been a couple of days and I have little to report. I live a boring life and that bothers me only a little, heh.

On to other things: I don't have alot of other things. I've been online a lot less the last couple of days. All I've really been doing here is putting up buttons. If you haven't clicked on the buttons, feel free. All those sites and people are awesome, and Sarah, yours will be up shortly, if it's not already. I think you should leave Bjork up, by the way. She rocks my socks.

I haven't really been checking site overly religiously. I have been lacking in attention span lately, and if your posts are long, then I have to challenge myself to read them. This is not a reflection on how exciting they may or may not be. It is all about me. I am antsie lately and I'm not sure why. I am coming to not trust reality lately, and I'm not sure why. Mostly because I am not satisfied with it. It's my own fault, really. I'm tired of having to spend all my time with myself, I really don't like me that much. The thing that i have gotten tired of this tired and have once again vowed to change is the victimization. I turn myself into a victim a lot. I twist things until in my POV they were done TO ME, not just in my vicinity or around me. It's an outlook thing, and not so easy to change. Oh well, I'll work at it.

I am also PMSing... that's all I have to say about that.

I am tired of being so lazy. That's another reason I haven't been on as much. I don't want to just be at the PC so much. I want to do things tht entail going outside, seeing people.

Edit 1: Removal of Stupid time with Molly.

Edit 2. onewingedangel is picking up on Flava's tourney. He made that website and stuff. He put a lot of hard work into it. Please don't take this as an invitation to to think I like tournaments. This is the only one I do or will participate in. Visit his site for details if interested.

Visit my site, damn you! My rank is falling! [<--this is a joke, please don't think me whiney.] Do or don't it's your weblife...

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Saturday, April 3, 2004

I too have jumped on the button bandwagon! Much thanks to CrH for making my button! I love it! Wuv it. ~__^ If you want to use it to link to my site, thats great. If not, also fine. If you link to me, let me know, I shall try and return the favor.

And now...my lovely button:

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MEH
I think Lindsay gave me her damn coldm, just when I got over the Flu. *Shakes angry fist in Lindsay's direction*

It's 1 am on Friday night/Saturday morning. I just got off work about half an hour ago... I want to go to bed, but I am not tired, not enought to sleep anyway...

I finished cleaning my room today. I didn't find anything unexpected...too bad. *shrugs* I went to the park to practice my tennis swing now that the weather is nice... There's no practice wall at the park here! Since I had no partner at the time, I just went home.

I put up buttons! I am so excited about it! Ben, when you get yours done, let me know, I'll put it up too.

Anime stuffs: Since I finished DoD, I am looking for a new series to watch...I am looking for suggestions...[/anime] Books, I am also taking suggestions for books to read. Speaking of anime and books in the same paragraph... I picked up FMP vol 3 and Fruits Basket vol 2 this week. I haven't had a chance to read them, maybe I'll start there, heh.
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Thursday, April 1, 2004

Well, today is a rather nothing day. I wish I was busier, or that my friends would ditch class to hang out in this weather...

It's April Fool's Day. I have pulled any prank, nor have any been pulled on me that I know of. That's absolutely fine with me.

I finished Desccendants of Darkness today. I think the first and last arcs are the best. It ended well enough. I had the dub on and I almost couldn't get past the fact that Yu Gi Oh's voice was the voice of the main character... I kept waiting for him to challenge the villain to a duel. heh.

Ugh, I hate bill paying day. I did that yesterday, and it put it me in a bad mood. I'm actually still a bit put out by it. Don't get under the thumb of credit cards, if you'r taking advice... It's bad stuff. The visa bill also puts me in tears every month, and I haven't used that one in over a year...

Oh well, on to other things. Going out tonight for dollar wells...good stuff. Today I don't know much else, except they have bad movies on TV... This morning Volcano was on, and so was Scooby Doo. The saving grace was Quiz Show. I love that movie. If you haven't watched it, you should. That's about it for me...
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Good God, after today it will be April... Where did that come from. It feels like Valentines Day was just a couple of weeks ago. My balloon still is slightly inflated.

I have decided I got the Flu because I took a sick day while I was in Wichita to stay with Jordan longer. I guess God doesn't want me to abuse my sick days. hmmm.

I watched the first 6 episodes of Descendants of Darkness today. It's pretty good, but it didn't grab my attention the way I thought it would. I will probably finish it off. Mirage of Blaze was better, I think. In DoD, there is hinting at characterization, but things at this point havne't reached very much depth, and I'm halfwayish through. The animation is pretty good, though. The stories are entertaining. I'm usually a sucker for Supernatural anything, though skeptical about that type of thing in real life...

I also watched a FAKE DVD. I didn't like that at all. I found all the characters to be loud, over the top and annoying. It was just one hour long segment though, perhaps there is a better example of it, though I doubt I will ever find out.

Work tonight was CRAZY. I don't know if at chapter meetings this week all Greek Society decided they would descend upon Blockbuster tonight or what, but they were in in droves... It was like a freaking Friday night at times. Weird. Texas Chainsaw Massacre caame out today, as did Something's Gotta Give. TCM was awful, that's the one people wanted though, for some reason. peopel at 11:30 at night were all angry that it was gone... Listen, guy... it's 11:30. Everyone else who wears letters on their shirts and hats and jackets already came in to get it. We've got 110 copies and their all gone. Back the fuck off!

Well, I'm off to catch some zzz's or watch some movies, which ever suits my fancy. Oh, and I'm gonna do site visits Wed. daytime.

COMMENTS ON COMMENTS

Chie It is kind of cool, I just don't like being a schill.

Yugo Chicken is also my favorite ramen flavor, I am eating some right now.

Shinmaru Too many indeed! I hate them, and will be one no longer!

heero yuy I'm just so glad you were able to stop by!!!! *gives you a HUGE FREAKIN' HUG*

lea2385 I wouldn't have thought it, ever!

malajusted I think I might just try and get ads for wacky things a time or two from now on...Prozac's not a bad start.

anatema Meat ads is kind of strange. I wonder what would have prompted those.

OWA I didn't mean to bring the evil entity here! I promise!

SomeGuy Protect me from the evil ads that think they're people! *hides behind SG*

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Monday, March 29, 2004

A point brought to light by Boba and Sara...The google ads at the top of the page usually have something to do withthe page... The other day I complained about Wal-Mart, and now...whose ads do I get? Wal-Mart!!! I am a Wal-Mart pimp without meaning to be.
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Hey, kids.

I'm back and I have the Flu. It's better today than yesterday though, so few complaints. Well, one...it appears that Lindsay is also sick, and therefore home as well. The woman cannot be quiet, even in her sleep. It's not all her fault though, her Flu version came with a terrible cough.

I arrived at Jordan's house on Wednesday to the news that we have to get rid of our dog. She violates a municipal law against pit bull and pit bull mixes in the city limits. Evidentally she is 1/8 pit and therefore a threat to everyone in the city. Pretty shitty news. Jordans parents took her for us so we wouldn't have to put her down. Now she is in Tulsa, and I probably will never see her again, as we never visit his parents.

Well, we hung out for a while until I said that we should go to Wichita to see my mom. My father had gone skiing for sprng break and so I thought we'd aleviate some of her boredom/loneliness. As it turns out, my father was coming home that evening, so there wasn't a lot of loneliness to aleviate. *shrug* She was happy to see us though. "So, you're coming for dinner, right? What would you like?" Forget the fact that I had driven 2 hours to get from Manhattan to El Dorado and the half an hour to Wichita to see her. Their house is in Hutch, another 45 minutes away... I said I'd have to see if Jordan had anything else to do that evening and he didn't dissent, so we went and stayed until about 10, at which point I drove another hour and a half to get back to Jordan's... That's too much driving. *nods to accentuate point* The visit with my parents was nice though.

Overall, it was a really nice visit, and now I miss Jordan much more, because 3 days is just a small amount of time, and who knows when I will get the chance to see him again...

I went to 2 different birthday celebrations on Saturday. Had 3 beers all together, went to bed at 4 am and woke up Sunday morning at 7 am with the Flu... BOO and I worked ALL day with the flu. I felt awful. I feel a bit better today, but I stayeed home anyway... I need a break after my mini-vacation.

And so, now I sit here at this computer typing while I watch the new version of The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. It is not good... The first had much more charm.
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