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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

I'm stealing Mimmi's emoticon
Heading out tonight for Jordan's after work. I am so excited! la la la.

I haven't posted in a couple of days, and I won't be posting for a couple more. I'm sorry, you all will just have to learn to live with out me. heh

Yesterday was beckles birthday, I hope it was good to her. 16 is a milestone. *hands Beckles birthday flowers*

A new Wal Mart SuperCenter opened here last week. It's a monstocity. It's huge and there are people there all the time. It just adds to my hatred of Walmart. It's a terrible company, in so many ways. From their lack of benefits to their low pay scale and low quality merchandise to their use of sweatshops to pass the savings on to you and me.

I have little to write, although it was fun to chat with Shin, Ben and Azure last night. Also, to finally make the e-aquaintance of Sennen...

Oh, I finished my project. All those emails are printed. It took a long time and a lot of ink...

I need to water the plants and clean up a little before I leave, so...

I'll write a little more. heh. No, I won't.

EDIT: I didn't like this post at all from the second it went up, I almost deleted it, heh. I am already tired, so I will head out to Jordan's in the morning instead of at midnight. Red, I'm sorry I disappeared, you were away and I had stuff to do before work.

So, I'm sitting here watching Yu Gi Oh reruns, and wondering about Malik. I'm not really very sure I understand his type of evil personality. I understand that Bakura and Yugi have their Millenium personas, but what is the exact source of Malik's evil? Do they ever really cover that in the show? I haven't seen new ones in ages since I have to work on Saturday mornings, so if they did, I missed it. I also wonder why the Shadow Realm works differently for Malik than is did for Pegasus and Yami. Also, why can't Yami bring Mei back from the shadow realm? Enough Yugi!

I definitely do not want to be at work tonight, I just want to go home to Jordan and our puppy.

Something else before I go. Ellen DeGeneres is funny. Her comedy is funny, and her show is funny. It is actually helping to ever-so-slightly restore my faith that television doesn't have to be terrible.
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Sunday, March 21, 2004

The emotion and sentiment parts of my brain just had an orgasm.
I have just returned and am realing from having seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind It is one of the most romantic movies I have ever seen before, in a true Kaufman definition. Jom Carrey is great as Joel and I adore Kate Winslet. I sobbed through the whole damn thing almost.

The movie is not going to appeal to those of you who like Sweet Home Alabama or Maid in Manhattan types of Romance. This is brutal love and romance. Those kind I relate to and cherish. I have never been so captivated by a love movie. I don't know, if I tell you anything about it, I'll give it away. It's just so beautiful and painful and I did the wiggle and squeak in my chair thing too, SomeGuy...

As to the orgasm reference, sorry to be so graphic, and yet, I am having some of the same physical aftermath symptoms... it left me out of breath, I am dizzy and somewhat disoriented and I just want to lie here and relive it over and over again... Woah, very graphic. Stop there, Molly.

If you are in love, have ever been in love or think that love will find you someday, watch this movie. It's realism is abusive, but it's tender moments are so lovely.

That's all for now.
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Heroism, thy name is Patrick
I've seen there are no comment links for stuff posted tonight. huh, weird. That's okay, I don't really care what you guys think anyway. Wait, no, don't go...I was just kidding.

Anyway, back to topic. I am in a great mood. It's almost 3:30 AM, I have to be up for work in 5 hours and I'm posting. Why? Because I fucking feel like it. Take that. I just got back from hanging out with some people. I really just hung out with Pat. He's my guy buddy that I don't see often enough. He's the perfect man, I swear. He listens, he's caring and he's so ood with his daughter. I just want to put him in a jar and keep him for my own. You know, like Ben did with God in Shinmaru's shoutbox. Anyway, the man is just what I needed tonight. He neither tried to bring me up or pull me down, we just were. It was wonderful!

Patrick, though you will never see this, you get my special friend award today!
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Friday, March 19, 2004

Well, I have to work in a couple of hours. After classes today Spring Break will have officially begun and I shall be abandoned by all my friends, heh. Oh well, it's just a week.

I am almost done with my little project for Jordan. I only have about 80 left.80 out of 300 ain't bad, huh? I guess there's only like 3 of you who know what I'm talking about. I am printing out every email that Jordan and I have ever exchanged. The ones from him number about 300, the ones I sent to him that I saved, about 50... I only have about 80 left to print. It's rather abnoxious once I got started, actually.

Haha, I have some drama in my life, but I am reacting minimally. I refuse to let those people ruin my day, let alone my life with silly little rumors. I was kind enough to give a guy a ride home the other night. It was just me and him in the car. I took him to his house, he got out of the car and I waved at him. That's how the real story goes.

The new version hads evolved over the week from that to

Version 1: Molly went inside and hung out for a while.

v2: Molly has Talents she never knew before...(cencored for the youngens. -_-)

v3: Molly had a nice little weekend vacation with a houseful of men.

How ridiculous. However, it's all I was asked about at the bar last night. Slightly aggrivating, to say the least. I know the truth, though and I've got a pretty thick skin and were it a criminal investigation, a rock solid alibi of work the next morning... it's just frustrating.

Now, a silly little moment. This is just me making faces. I love this picture. Jordan hates it. I wish my hair was still that long.

And now..something slightly more flattering...

This is Lacy (my roomie for next year) and me in January at her birthday party.
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Thursday, March 18, 2004

Fight against the sadness, Artex!
I bought The Neverending Story today! Good stuff. If you've never seen it, as many of you are younger than I am, then you should, RIGHT NOW!!! Go get it. Beg your moms!

Hehe, thanks, Mimmi. I love to chat with you, you've brightened my day, week, time.

SG--Dearest, dearest boy... You're the sweetest man...ever, I think. Do not worry, no one is ever there enough for everyone, and I do monopolize a great deal of your time. Your heroism is needed elsewhere. I just like your company.

Now, on to weirder things...

I have been getting PMs on OB for a week or two now from someone named Sieg. Just one day out of the blue this person, who has never posted on the boards sends me a PM about my banner I referred him to Rules and FAQs, thinking that would be the end...but It wasn't. I have now received 7 PMs from him, each a little weirder than the one before, until in this last one, he finally admit to, "uhm, I kind of like you."

WHat the shit? I'm so confused... I don't know...talk about left field.

Here try this out...This is a copy of the last correspondence I received...

Originally Posted by Sieg
Why haven't emailed me, !!!WHAAAAAA!!!, its like no one likes me. Danmed world for turning against me, it feels I went to hell but then it spat right back out again. Oh!!! I hate my life.

Uhm, I'm not really ignoring you. I don't come by the boards a lot right at the moment. I'm kind of busy, working full time and trying to get back into school and such things.

To answer your question from before, I have 3 siblings, as we are all adults we get a lot very well.

Have you posted in any of the forums yet, or do you just PM people. I am slightly curious. I also wonder why you seem to have taken a shining to me. I'm flattered, don't get me wrong...I just thought it rather random. Do you PM anyone else in this manner?

Please don't be offended if I don't reply right away to PMs. Also, if you want more of a response, you might make them a little more coherent and less spammish.

Response of Sieg:
Whooo, you have 3, and I thought I had it made, but I was wrong, don't take it as a bad thing or something, I respect that you and your sibling get along and every thing, its just tat me and my siblings dont get along, only if our parents are late. Im the oldest of the 3of us. my brother is 15 and his name is Kyale.m 20,and our sister is 9 her name is Ren.

I did not post any forums, and I dont do this because I need to get away from my brother and sister. And I... um kind-of...like you...!!!

Weird, huh?
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If I beg, if I plead, would you please....satisfy me
I got to chat with PT today, and that was definitely a highlight. I have to say, I've wanted to chat with him for a while, but I've been slightly intimidated. He presents himself very intelligently and I am somewhat of a blubberer. I was/still am slightly intimidated. I hate to be made to feel less intelligent than anyone, even if I am. heh, I'm very competitive.

Speaking of, congrats to Shanny for passing me on the rnkings board.

It snowed yesterday and was 73 here today. weird. Thank you Kansas.

I'd like to thank any and everyone for the positive comments to my cryptic post. It was sweet. I have no plans to actually disappear...it was something else.

I have terrible teeth. I really just want to have them all removed and get dentures.

I purchased a bag of Granny Smith apples yesterday...it's the best thing I'vew done all week.

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Wednesday, March 17, 2004

I am not left-handed
I am a bitter, angry girl, with little to no reason. I therefore get angry about things normal peopl would just shrug off. I have no intention of actually disappearring, the statement made was for a specific event.

As to today... It's almost 2 o'clock and sunny. I have been running errands today, all day, and I am now resting.

Heart of Stone

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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I'm feeling catty and passive-aggressive
as if that's not completely obvious. No wonder I am not well regarded or respected, I am underhanded. I should know better than to post right at the moment, but at least I am careful what I say. *glares off into space and burns a hole in the universe.

I'll not apologize for disappearring. I am not accepting apologies today either, all applications will be denied.

Respectfully submitted,
Molly
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I am just a girl
I cannot be all you want me to be.
I am small
and petty
and jealous.

I am not good.
I can't be evil,
though I try.
I've failed at coniving.
I not a mastermind of anything,
except perhaps my own fall from grace.

In this place I stood,
I surveyed my surroundings.
It was not where I belongs,
and yet I had, have no escape.

Tomorrow is a bright new day.
Think of all the future hold...
the monotony,
the work,
the boredom.

I am just a girl,
I'm not sure what that means.
I cannot come to terms with myself,
what it means to just be me.

I've lost a grip on what I know,
and all I see is green.
Jealousy
I never even get to red.
I have no anger,
just coveting.

What's yours should be mine.
I worked harder.
I helped make you.
You are safe from the flood waters,
I am engulfed as you stand on my shoulders.

As I sit here,
The Sweet Vermillion
of my Life's Blood
slips away.
The deposit wasn't enough to cover recarpeting,
I hope the stain won't stay.

Those of you who find me here,
I pity your position.
Discovery is not the grand thing
it used to be.
what's better?
Indecision.
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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

broken glass popcicles
Ack... I have to work the night shift. Boo! I just want to stay home and watch the last DVD of Mirage of Blaze. If you don't like Shonen Ai or yoai, it's not for you. It's nothing graphic, just some overtones. Dagger, I think you'd really enjoy this one. There is a lot of history wrapped up in the story. I've been marathoning for a day now... It seems it's only 13 epis long.

ok, what's really going on...I think my car is sick. It's all of the sudden getting terrible gas mileage. Oh well.

I need to finish my fafsa to get some $$ for college in the fall. ugh, that means I need to get a copy of all my tax stuff back from my dad. I also need to schedule my advising session so they will let me back in.

I miss Jordan and cannot wait until next wednesday when I have some money to see him. I am going to go, he just doesn't know it yet.

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