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Friday, January 23, 2004
Weekend Getaway
I have the weekend off, so I am going to see The Jordan. I have no idea what this will bring about, or even how I want it to go. I am blank. I am sick though, really sick. My glands are swollen and it makes me ears hurt. I will be needing to go to the doctor soon I am afraid. I won't be on at all this weekend, as Jordan doesn't have internet, So we all will just have to wait and see what kind of personal drama Molly inflicts on her life. Well, I sound absolutely pitiful, and I apologize, but I'm going to leave it up there ecause I'm allowed to sound pitiful, as I have been feeling that way for quite sometime.
In othernews, I ruined my favorite bra today, and I shall have to buy a new one. Oh well, it was bound to happen sooner or later, I guess. I also did all the dishes and some laundry today. Overall, it has been fairly productive, but man, am I ever tired... I am going to make some coffee and/or tea before work. The tea would probably help my throat, but I have no honey. I am going to cough on everyone's video tapes, too. I don't want to be alone in this sick misery.
Classes started up again this week, not for me though. Town is completely over-run, and I cna't drive anywhere anymore. I love the breaks, becaue 15,000 people bail out of this town and it is basically deserted except for me and my friends and the townies...ah, heaven. No longer though. Oh well.
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Thursday, January 22, 2004
This post is sky blue because I am on cloud 9! My friend has returned to our little community, and that makes me more than happy!!!! Yay *does happy chibi dance*
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
So, I'm lazy again today...
I stayed in bed forever this morning. I have to work at 5 tonight. I went for a walk today, and I am feeling slightly better. For the rest of the day I am going to be paying my bills and watching movies, that is until work time.
[rant]So, I hate being a girl. I hate being emotional and having mood swings and all the other stuff that goes along with that. I hate that for 2 days every month I an completely irrational. [/rant]
I have plans for the weekend. I made them last week, Thursday in fact. I called Jordan to tell him I had this coming weekend off and I could come and see him. He actually sounded happy aout it. Yay...It is also the last time I talked to him. I don't know if I am going... It's weird, as angry as I get about the way things are,a dn a aloof as I seem to think I am about him, I have two days off together next week... my first thought was I can go see him... That helps me know that there still some feelings there. Can a person really become so disallusioned and fall out of love as quickly as I try to convince myself I have? Who knows...
Why does Lain wear that bear costume?
Well, kids...I off my rocker. Later
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
My goodness, did you read that last post? Was I throwing a whiny pity party or what. Don't drink and have PMS all in one day and expect good things to come of it, I guess. Anyway, as to breaking up with Jordan, the thought is still there, though it doesn't have as firm a hold as it did. I am just not sure things are going to make it past this point back to a good one, let alone the greatness that used to be our love.
University hasn't started it's classes yet here, they won't start until Thursday. My friends that go to school want to party everyday until that point... I'm not sure I'm up for that. I've partied everyday since Thursday, and frankly, I am rather tired. I need some sleep...Maybe that will help clear my mind and emotions.
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Love Cannot Exist For me...
I am a killer of all things good... Jordan and I will be done as of this weekend i think. I just don't have any feelings toward him anymore, which is really sad. I loved him... I was in love with him, and it just died all of the sudden. I'm not exactly sure what happened, but I became completely apathetic to our relationship. I cannot be where love is not, and therefore we are done. This may sound like a hasty decision, but it's actually a long time in coming. I am too tipsy to think about it right now... sorry Danny, I said 2 beers, and that's right, but they were both in the last 20 minutes...
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Monday, January 19, 2004
well, well, well...
since it has been officially 2 months since DES posted, i am not using capitals in my post, like she used to. i miss her, and i wish she would come back. more than that though, i hope she's doing well, whatever she's doing.
well, i'm really sleepy and I have a lot of cleaning to do... i can't really think of anything worth posting... so i'm going to go.
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
 I am this smily...
Pretty exciting weekend, Kids... I wanna rock and roll all night and party everyday. Or so it would seem. I went crazy this weekend. Ahh, the college years.
So, anyway, on to a point. I watched a bunch of movies today. Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Cabin Fever and I am currently watching Open Range.
Cabin Fever was AWFUL. Don't bother with it. It's gives a gore factor, but it's not scary and there's absolutely no flow or continuity. It makes no sense what so ever.
That's all. I am making it an early night. I have to work at 7 tomorrow. BOO
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Saturday, January 17, 2004
Ack!!! I am so damned tired. I still haven't slept all that much, and I have a party tonight... I swear to behave better than I have the last couple of days... As to that... I will not specify my bad behavior, but it's scary that I don't feel really anything about it one way or another...It's kind of scary. Oh well, a lack or moral fiber has always been on my resume...
Work...I'm working a lot later. I am not so much a fan of this. It keeps me from funness.
Well, off to the Beer Store.
Mole
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Friday, January 16, 2004
 So, I woke up this morning...
An d that was a feat in and of itself... I drank too much. I havve to work in a few hours and I am tired and I just want to not go to work.
I am missing buttons off my shirt, and that confuses me...
I have developed a cough. I didn't have it bfore yesterday, and I am quickly growing to hate it. BOO
A friend of mine turns 21 today... I hope she has a good time.
Wow, am I fractured today or what? Anyway... There is a girl at my work. We'll call her Brecken. Why? Because that is her name. I try very hard to like Brecken, but I don't. I have finally come to the point to know that Breckin and I don't like each other. I think it's because we're actually very similar, I'm just moe mature than she is. We both fill the hard-core girl niche at the store, and we seem to be locking horns... She is just so juvenile and ridiculous though. She's 20 fucking years old and acts like she's 14...and what drives me crazier than her, actually, is that EVERYONE else loves her and treats her like a wacky younger sister. Ack! Aggravating! ok, well. That's all for today, kids.
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