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Sunday, December 7, 2003
Quiz Time!!!
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Weird, 9 is my favorite number...
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Yea!!! I got Miroku, he's my favorite character.
Your Miroku! all that matters in life is who is
going to be your next boyfriend/girlfriend and
where to take him/her next. Not to worry
though, because you are bright and you do your
school work. And hey, you even have a fan club!
What Inuyasha Character are you?
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Passive anger...
You know that kind of rage that you get when your hands are tied? Let me tell you a little bit about it as I seem to be an expert in all kind of rage.
Right now I am not even mad anymore...well, that's not true, it's just very latent. I'm actually very relaxed, because I've completely given up.
Right now, it's 3:30 in the morning and I am just home from work. I had to do an inventory tonight, which was fine...until we were summing up what was missing...
It's shoplifting season, kids. We were missing enough shit for my boss and I to loss out bonuses. Boo!!
Then we were REALLY look at what was missing, and we realized it's employee theft...or ex-employee theft. Some kid quit with no notice the week of Thanksgiving and took $300 worth of merch with him. How do I know this? Well, there's is a cabinet full of stuff that employees hold til payday to buy, it was all in that cabinet under his name... now it's gone and so is he. I wnated to call the police, but boss man and district manager lady say we can't do that without proof he did it...I said the police can find them in his house, it's $300 worth of stuff, that's a serious charge... Our hands are tied, but Monday I get to spend all day reviewing security tape from his last week.
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Saturday, December 6, 2003
I'm just not sure...
Well, I cannot got onto OB. It won't even show me the homepage. It says my IP is banned... I used to be able to get to the homepage at least when is was banned because of AOL.
So, I wonder if I really am banned and if so, what got me to that status so abruptly. If I'm not, Great!!! I would be nice to know for sure though.
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Friday, December 5, 2003
meh...
Back to green. I'm getting back to normal. Which means my typing is back to awful. However, last night when I was drunk, my typing was better than normal...I think SG will back me up on this.
I'm off to a couple of keggers tonight, kids. mmmmmmm, beer! I can say that as self-proclaimed co-founder and co-president of the Otaku Drinkers...
I'm trying to watch Gigli...just to see if it's as bad as all the press said it was. They weren't far off. It's not good so far. hmmm, I was holding out a hope for them. It's not working. I have always hated Affleck, but Jennifer Lopez can be a good actress (Out of Sight). She just has stupid tastes in movies and music.
Ok, well, I'm in no mood today, just kind of existing...surviving I guess...It's finally cold here, lots of wind and that makes my hands hurt. I'm trying to get excited about my parties, but one is a going away party for a pretty good friend of mine. He can't afford school here anymore, so he's moving back to Minnesota *sniff*
Affleck is the worst actor ever...except maybe Pauly Shore.
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Thursday, December 4, 2003
Just a fast note today, stuff to do.
My washing machine just died in the middle of a spin cylce. I am not even half was y done, and ALL of my socks are now sitting in the washing machine that is doing nothing.
I think I finished my Christmas shopping for real this time. My neice and nephews are making out like bandits!!!! I love to give gifts all year long and I love to see how happy people are to recieve them. I often go REALLY over board though and they mean it when they say, "You shouldn't have.." Oh well, I love it!
Just a reminder, I'm doing Christmas cards, if you are comfortable with it, email me a snail mail addy to moletta@mail.com. If not, I wish you a merry Christmas without a card!
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EDIT: I just thought I'd put this beofer this monster... I'm doing Christmas cards this year. If you are one of my friends, and wouldn't mind getting one, email me you snail mail at the adress in the contact me section and I'll get it sent out to you!
Taking a moment for a post...
I am tired. Right now, it's about 2 in the morning and I am cold.
Things are circling in my head. It's so fast that I can't keep a hold of them.
So... Molly is just a litte...I don't know...lost, I guess. I can't concentrate on anythign at all for weeks... I am totally slacking in bills, and house cleaning, I'm sure Lindsay must hate me right now. I am just so apathetic...At least I care that I don't care I guess... The amount of laziness that I am exhibiting is bothering me, A LOT.
Sadness, there is a lot of this. It's not abnormal for me to be sad, or depressed. I have been diagnosed depressed steadily since second grade... This time is weird though. I'm thinking of myself and being totally selfish right now. All my thoughts and actions are completely centered around me.
Another topic, please. i cannot take my incessant whining...
Jordan. I think I will post about my long time love and how dis connected and disjointed I feel from him right now... It consumes my thoughts, why not my journal...
I moved away from Jordan the first tiem in Aug 2000, when I moved about an hour away to go to school. I came and stayed with him almost every weekend. It was ok. We still had a lot of similar friends...blah blah.
In May '01, I moved to Colorado for a summer job. He came out for a week to see me. I moved back in August for school, and he moved about a 20 minute drive from my house... I saw him almost everyday at that point. I started getting really depressed there, so I moved, to save my own life. That was a year and a half ago. I used to go down all the time, but now I don't have the free time and I can't afford it.
Anyway, in that year and a half, he's been through 3 or 4 jobs, and hes mett a lot of new people. I don't know many of them. He could say the same thing about me, I guess. The difference there lies in the fact that I've tried to introduce him to my friend whereas I am not afforded that same courtesy. He hated all of my new friends on sight. Now, if I'm staying with him and his friends want to go out he never asks if i want to go, he just decides that he'll stay with me. I would love to go out and have fun with his friends, meet tham, have them know I am actually a part of his life.
Meriam...
Meriam is Jordan's friend. I have met her, and she is a nice sweet girl. She is always around though. Jordan goes out with her and their friends a lot now... I am not threatened too much by this, but I am really jealous. Jordan never wants to go out with me. I never used to be able to get him to go to a bar or anything, now he's out twice a week. Petty, jealous thoughts are always in my head... grrr. I don't want to be that kind of girlfriend, and I don't want to hate and resent people I don't know!!!! I don't want to hate and resent Jordan either... There is a lot of hared in Molly... Most of it is aimed at myself lately too...
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This is a little interesting...
Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!
What kind of porno would you star in?
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Wednesday, December 3, 2003
meh
Do you ever have those days where you feel like a void. Feel is actually the absolute wrong word. You don't actually feel anything. You see things happen and your psyche just refuses to react to them. You're completely apathetic... That is me over the last couple of days. After being fiery angry on Saturday, I think I filled my emotional quota for a while. Things happen and I think to myself, "That should make me angry/laugh/smile/kick something." But none of these reactions take place. I am almost perfectly void of feeling yesterday and today. It's an interesting place, and if I ever regain my emotions I'll tell you whether or not I like it.
I don't know, I say things right now because they are appropriate. I'm sorry, oh great...Whatever... it's all the same right now. It's not that I don't care...well, maybe today. If this is insensitive, then that's what I'm talking about.
I'm worried about Jordan, that's the only thing I do know. I'm feeling so disconnected to him lately... I wish I'd never moved away this time...I think I'll post that stuff later...
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Tuesday, December 2, 2003
ehh...
Today's post is black, like my heart...
Pex, I thought of you tonight as I was in the drive thru at Taco Hell... I wished you worked at my Taco place because the guy that was working was DUMB. Maybe he was just new...
I had a good day, and if I say so myself. I worked, but it was alright, almost no stress.. WaHoo, no stress.
I hope things stay that way. Too much to ask for, im too highstrung...
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Sunday, November 30, 2003
It's a new day
It's all new here, and I am determined to make it a good day. I am going to watch movies til about 4:30, then there's the dreaded place that shall not be named...I have to go there, but I am going to not hate it today. I am going to not sit at the desk amd stare longingly at the razor blades in the drawer.
WHat do I want for lunch?? hmmmmmm
If anyone objects to my whining about my job, tough cookies...It's my journal. *sticks out tongue*
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