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Saturday, November 29, 2003
Somthing to make me Happy!
Pictures of Jordan and his band... to counter act my awful day...
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I am so fucking pissed off!!
I warn you, there is a lot of vulgarity and harshness in here...welcome to the real Molly...
Holy Shit, how much more stupid can my job and the people there get?
I go to work, I do my job, what else do they want from me? Evidentally they want me to be happy and be fucking nice to people..
We have a new girl. She's cool, I don't dislike her, I don't particularly feel any sort of affinity for here either... I had a talking to today. I need to be nicer to Lindsey. What the fuck is that? I've never been mean to her, I am just not the type to just always love someone right off the bat. I don't have to like anybody, ever at all. That's my fucking perogative... I haven't given her a hard time or made work difficult for her.
I am tired of all the people at work who are "Let's go dance in meadows! We're BFF, best friends forever!" I have friends, lots of them. I don't need to fucking have more if I don't fucking want to , and the fact that she's mushy with the mushy crowd...not my cup of tea...ya know? I hate the way everyone acts at work, they waste time, they...blah blah blah, no one is still reading this, I guess it's theraputic for me...I cannot stand my job, or the people there. They are fake, dumb, fucking juvenile,and, evidentally get their feeling hurt way too easily.
Any complaint Lindsay makes about me, I could make about her too, If I fucking cared... ie...Molly doesn't talk to me boohoo, most people don't want me to. Lindsey goes out of her way not to talk to me, I think she's intimidated. I don't laugh at her jokes... I am working, dammit! I don't fucking have time to laugh at your fucking jokes, I doing your fucki9ng job while you are standing around telling fucking jokes. grrrr.......
Everday I leave work thinking, "can I afford to not work for a while? can I afford a job that pays less or gives me less hours?"
My answer is always no, and so I will come here and fucking cuss and complain.
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Friday, November 28, 2003
Not hungry anymore
No more food, please...
I am tired, so not much tonight...
Jordan came to my parents' house for dinner, yea! Jeff and Sarah came and brought the new baby. I didn't kno wthey were coming. I don't like kids, and there older child is a toddler... She's everywhere. She causes me stress, not to mention she's not a quiet one.
I have a hard time dealing iwth noise and stress... I tense up and explode... My parent's house is an unhealthy place for me, as it is small and there is no where to escape to if you just need some quiet. I go crazy. I was geared for the quiet of me, my parents, John and Jordan...5 people. I got 9, the five of us and Jeff's family. Too many people for a small space.
I don't understand Jeff and Sarah a lot of the time either. If Regina (the toddler) is doing something wrong she gets a stern, "regina, no.".........from across the room. She is never going to learn what NO means this way, you have to stop her from doing the action that is wrong, not just say "no" and giggle at her for being cute from across the room!!!! As someone that doesn't have and doesn't want to have kids, i feel it is not really my place to give parental advice though...
Wow, I thought I was going to have a short post tonight. Nope, i lied. I ate too much...So, my family is loud...and opinionated...and none of them agree with me one most things, they're Republicans... It makes for interesting conversation.
My parents and brothers were playing cards in the kitchen, Sarah was in the bedroom with the kids, Jordan and I were trying to watch a movie... Everything was just too loud, i couldn't even hear the TV... I was rather annoyed all day. There are too many things to list that I was annoyed about, i don't know why I keep coming back here... I guess I kind of like these people, but they drive me crazy.
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Thursday, November 27, 2003
 Holiday Drunkeness
Here I am, at my parent's house, and I have once again made an ass of myself...
I started with wine at dinner...and didn't stop til the bottle was gone. Then on to the beer, just a couple. I am not even sure I was drunk, but i was feeling good. that in turn made my family think i was drunk, whether or not that was the case (the jury is still out ~_-)
Happy Turkey Day, everyone, I hope you all get fat like me. I wish i didn't have to work on Friday... Boooo, work.
Alrighty, this last part is a bit of a girl rant, MALES BEWARE!!!
I hate my period. I hate my period more when it is a fucking week early. I have cramps, and that totally explains my mood for the last couple of days. i don't want any kids, why should my uteris line and purge said lining every evidentally 3 weeks? That should be something that is optional to turn on. I wish that I could have had the growth spurt and the breast development without the bleeding and discomfort. Life would be better for everyone.
Rant over, thank you.
Matt called me from Phoenix tonight. It was a surprise. A pleasant one, but still a surprise. I have to laugh every time I think about Matt. I don't know why...I am really attracted to him, always have been, but it's slightly weird ever since he pulled a line on me at Bear's wedding in Aug...That's a story unto itself, and maybe you will read it one day. he told me I should move to Phoenix...I hate Phoenix, It's an ugly city.
Well, have a good turkey day and stuff yourselfs!!!!!
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Monday, November 24, 2003
Ack!
Tired of green...blue today... Tired of lots of things. Tired of being lazy, tired of not feeling well..
Well, looks like Im whiny today, here it goes:I had a good dat at work today, I guess...tedious. I got home and I went to Lindsay's vocal recital. That girl rocks my socks off. She's amazing, and I pity all of you for not being able to hear her.
Now, here I am, but not for too long. I have to get my room clean so I can leave for Thanksgiving tomorrow. I am so tired of the lack of quality of television. I watch it too much. It makes me stupid, and God, am I tired of feeling stupid. I am feeling mean...vicious really, but lately I don't have the brainpower to back myself up. I am not articulating well... I need to go back to school, exercize my brain.
I'm going to cut back on my ol-line time for a while. I have been neglecting things here and being an escapist on the PC...
I am not feeling good today. That's different from not feeling well. There's lots of stuff on my vacuous mind. I know that contradicts itself, but that's how I feel... very laden with nothing... It makes me worry, which makes my stomache hurt. I'm going home to be driven crazy with boredom for Thanksgiving...
Good gods, what the hell is wrong with me??? Someone fix me, please...
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
Been lazy all day...
Oh, well. It happens... So, a good part of my day was spent trying to read the Bush thread in OB... Good gods. What a mess. It is back and forth about personal insults and attacks more than politics. I posted in it, and thankfully no one has torn me apart yet... I may have to kill someone. It could be you. Watch out... It could be such a good discussion, but people take it personally when someone disagrees with their politics. Then they calle dthem stupid or hipocritical...it gives me a headache. It's opinions, people, really! Sure, I've read these things and you've read those. they conflict, don't call me stupid, suggest that I check out what ever you've read... Polite discussion, we're civilized, right?
Vote Molly in 2004!!!!
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Saturday, November 22, 2003
You're a Yaoi fangirl.
Are you a yaoi fangirl?
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Just as things are looking up...No, I'm not down again, don't work, but work SUCKED!!! For real, I can't rant like Pex, but wow...I hate work, at least today, and I'm going to tell you why right now...
I am so glad that we're all friends at work, really I am. But, in the store I am the asst manager. I am there to work, and I wish that everyone else was too. I mean, come on, I don't want to do everything, and watch you guys chatter in the corner...No, I don't want that. I also don't want you to roll your fucking eyes at me when I tell you to do something, I'll fire you ass...watch out!
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Ah, the relief.
Here I am, fresh from work. Work sucked tonight, a lot. No details, just to spare me.
Soooo.... how cool is it that I am feeling GREAT? I went to see the baby, and he's pretty cute. He was really quiet, but I guess that's to be expected, he's not even a week old yet. I did some housework for them, since Sarah isn't able to move a lot right now...
Now, to the real happy thoughts!!! I saw Jordan, and while he teased me a bit about my dreams and how I was angry at him for 2 days over nothing. I was quick to remind him that one time he didn't talk to me for half a day because of a dream... He got home on Wednesday, and we stayed up til 3:30 watching movies, just hanging out... *sigh*.
Thursday, we slept late, had luncg, then he went to band practice and I went back to see my brother's house. He got in pretty late, and we just went to bed. I spend the day with him today as well, and I am realing!!! OH SO HAPPY!!!!!! *spins and spins*
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Friday, November 21, 2003
hmmm
Just a short post tonight, kids, at least until I get home from work. I'm feeling better, and i can't wait to tell you about my nephew... he's cute.
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