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Thursday, October 11, 2007


   The past couple weeks
These weeks have been terrible and I can't get to where I am happy a lot of the time. Been called mean names and shoved into a wall. I am tired of all this crap with people especially one, is Angela my friend. She just keeps complaining all the time and it is getting me down. Why is it that I can't be myself anymore with anybody who knows me. The people who know me knows that i am nice and sweet and yeah. But I don't know how to show that person anymore. I've been hurt so many times that I don't trust anyone. Everyone doesn't understand how much i've been through and felt and cried a lot. I have cut myself several times and it doesn't help. But i feel like when I cut my parents actually care even more about me, especially my dad who treats me like crap sometimes. I just want to yell and cry my heart out but I keep it all inside. Which makes everything worse and it pours out of me in different ways. Please kill me now the feeling of life is to hard to take. There is no way to get out of where I am what should I do except to cry. Well I am going to go now bye.
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