Thursday, March 1, 2007

Yomiko and the children of Hades
Well Yomiko is the name of my computer, yeah it´s kind of stupid naming your computer but I did, now Yomiko is been treated by one of my cousins who promised to have it ready for use within the week. Children of Hades is my new master piece, is one of the books I just started with Castles in Orion and the Mystery of Messer. I got nothing to do but write apparently, but to tell you the truth, writing is the only thing that has calmed me down for the past week, since I´ve been stressing about school, luckily today is my final and I get a two week vacation. Sadly on the other hand is that I want to travel yet with all my compy problems I´m out of money. Well I´ll tell you guys when the books are done.
See ya.
Much love and kisses
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Thursday, February 22, 2007

My computer crashed
Well my computer crashed and now I feel like a part of me died with it, my cousin was able to start it again but the wireless connection router was lost, it has no sound whatsoever and I cannot put it in hibernation or stand by because it lost those functions, if anyone is a computer genius can you send me an e'mail on how to get it back to how it was I need it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I´m desperate
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Thursday, February 15, 2007

Lonely Valentine's day
Well yesterday was quite the lonely day, my aunts went out and came back home late, my grandpa was in his room and didn't want to talk to anybody and my great-aunt was up til today in a bad mood which is taken out on me, she calls me fat and that no one will ever hire me in a job because I'm fat, what kind of person tells that to family!!!!!!! Well I'm kind of pissed, no one has the right to tell me that, well besides all my friends were out with their partners and I was with my dog, how sad. Luckily the memory that I'm an aunt keeps me going or else I would have dressed in all black and wrote something agnsty on the web. Well gotta go talk about the great Khan and his many ladies. Take care everybody.

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Thursday, February 8, 2007

Regardless....
Well as it is to imagine, I found myself in an awkward situation, I met a guy when I was hanging out with a group of friends, and well he was also a friend and at first we didn't talk, he was in a bad mood and stuff but then I got him to smile and eventually I seemed to like him, big mistake. Lately my emotions have been out of wack and knowing my chances this year for getting a bf (slim to none) I should really close myself to liking all of their kind, another big mistake as I have to deal with guys every day of the week. So what can I do? I really just want to place all this stuff about love and relationships away from me as possible as much as I can but on the other hand I don't want to even though my heart knows I cannot be corresponded
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I am kind of happy
Well after the low blow on bronchittis on new year's I have had a pretty good year so far, I have had no fights with my aunts which is practically a miracle, I'm getting good grades although I have exams tomorrow *run around like crazy* I'm nervous, if it's multiple choice I'm doomed but if it is an essay I'm okay, but in my international negotiations class we are all in hanging in the line because we don't have actual material to study from because it's a lecture class. Well I have to run, study study study
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Monday, January 22, 2007

Men are from Mars.... REALLY!!!
Well I got to say that I admit that I no longer understand guys, well I understood them when I was treated as one of the guys by my brothers' friends and stuff but since I no longer find myself in my normal surroundings I have to say I just don't get guys, mostly Latin guys, I find myself the most confused I have ever been in my life. I wish I could go back a year ago and stay where I knew how to treat people, because here I don't understand anyone. Well I got to say, finally acting like a girl has caused me more trouble than I thought, I was prefectly fine when I was so and so's sister or the geek or the girl in the softball team. HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Feeling better
Well onto the second week of the year I'm feeling better, sure I still cough and sometimes at night I can't sleep but what can I do it's fate. One good point though: I got closer to my cousins, even though one of them got on my nerves. Lovely. Besides from that I find my world civilizations class very interesting and besides from that there is nothing new, except that for some reason I know the lyrics to Evanescence songs that I never heard before, talking about dejavu
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Just my luck
well I had to be the oh so lucky person to get bronchitis during new years eve. yeah I spend my dearest year in the clinic. lucky for me my cousins were my doctors sadly for me I am still sick and regardless of that little factor I'm still going to school, ironies of life, before with one simple cold my parents used to pull me out of class and now that my lungs have once again annoyed the crap out of me I have to stand class. Well got to go to class, see ya around and happy new years
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Friday, December 29, 2006

Year of craziness is almost over
Well since it´s almost new years I must place the accomplishments and stuff and regrets.

1. Graduating High School
2. Spending time with my dearest cousins in Jersey
3. Making peace with former enemies
4. Moving to Ecuador
5. Reuniting with old friends

that´s the good stuff, now to the bad.

1. Being sick most of the time
2. Trying to fit in and being unable to do so
3. Being away from the ones I love

Only three bad things, I thought it be more. Well my resolutions are kind of private so I´m not gonna post. So good luck to everyone in the new year, Have fun and remember I´m always here.

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Monday, December 18, 2006

I don't belong
Well I guess I had to figure it out one day or another, I don't belong here in Ecuador, maybe if my parents would have never decided to move to the States maybe I would have had a a chance to fit in here but everywhere I go I don't feel like I belong, I just don't belong, here comes the rising question then... where do I belong??? I don't know I feel like an outsider everywhere, after being absent for 6 years I guess that is what happens. I'm afraid, what if my parents decide to move here, I'm bound to stay here then, no more moving for me.... I just can't deal with that idea. I need to go back to NC as soon as I can, asap. At least over there I had friends. The worst part is that my aunts think that by saying it loud enough that I don't have friends that someone is going to take pity in me and miraculously become my friend. I'm just pissed, confused and very tired
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