Wednesday, December 6, 2006

Is it really embarrassing?
A guy’s saddest excuse for asking a loan

Well today as I was getting out of my socioeconomics class a friend of mine stopped me and asked in his words something embarrassing, he asked for a loan from me, the part he was saying was embarrassing was the fact that I am a girl. In his little view of reality is embarrassing for a twenty two year old male to ask a loan from a seventeen year old female. This for me is extremely fascinating as well as appalling, guys still think that is embarrassing to look weak and hopeless in front of a girl. Well they should not because in my opinion, anyone who needs a loan needs to get away from all their prejudice. With this I leave you readers.

XOXO,
Gabby

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Friday, October 13, 2006

Peanut lost
Well I had a nice time on a trip to discover what my cousin and my aunts were hiding from me. My favorite male cousin, Ricky, lost his first child. Well his wife who is really cool had only a couple of months but we all such expectations. I mean I´m used to loosing people who were aged, friends, even a sort of boyfriend but never one so young that is lost from the womb. I guess that makes it more tragic. I mean the day was so happy and then I get the news from my aunt, to top it all, I guess God heard me up there that I was mad at him and he made it rain, in the wrong season. To get me more mad, I just can´t stop thinking about the 4 x 4. the 4x4 is something that happens in my family, four deaths every four years. It hasn´t been 4 years yet since the last one in 2004, it was suppossed to come in 08. My mom is trying to calm me down by phone telling me that the baby is an angel by now and that everything goes for a reason but WHY DOESN´T THIS KIND OF THINGS HAPPEN TO BAD PEOPLE???? The bad only occurs to good people. I know they are both good because of the fact that Ricky has always acted as a second dad to me and Vanessa is a really good friend. Please someone try to explain
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

   Sadness
I´m sad, guess why. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I talked to my friend Eric and he says he would like me to come back, IT KILLS, I can´t go yet. I wrote some new stuff, its sad, more like tragic stuff. The only things that have kept me alive have been movies. My aunts have me picking up dead rats that my dog attacks and pretty much I can´t sleep anymore. Insomnia is my fifth name now. One of my cousins from the US is coming and that makes me feel bittersweet, one because she will be here but what if she doesn´t want to spend time with me.
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Well
Well I´ve been writing a lot more, new songs called hollow, and I can´t get through. Visited some family, got visit from other family members, volcanoe exploted, aliens are rumored to have something to do with that. Well my life has been hectic, I have been acting like an ant, working like a maniac at hime, guess what I got my first pay check, so exited. Well got to run.
See ya all lovelies,
Gabby
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Monday, August 7, 2006

Not so fun times
Well my house seems like a war zone lately, nothing has been calm there. My g-pa against my aunts, my aunts against me, everyone is nuts. Good part, I saw my new baby cousin Dylan, he is so cute and doesn't cry when I carry him, I mean he still looks like an alien but what baby doesn't. Well I have to go.

Much love,
Gabby
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Monday, July 17, 2006

Fun weekend
Well I had a blast this weekend, I spend with cousins. First I found those chinese candy things that you can eat with the wrapper. Then I bought a whole armamment of incense. Then I went to this place of termal waters, it was great, except for the fact that we were locked out of the car for 2 hours. I had cafe pasado, its very yummy(coffee) Then I spend with a couple of cousins and we were locked out of the house for an hour til everyone got there, my cousins are great, well they are not really my cousins but they are like cousins. One of them fixed my compy ^_^.

Much love to all.
Gabby
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

   Strange occurrences
Well I'm writing again well like always a person can find me either reading or writing or drawing. Anyways, yesterday at night some strange occurrences happenned, first of all a black bird followed me in the night, second a bat kept flying towards me and away. The last thing was that I saw my dead great-grand-mother in the aura of my aunt. I know I'm suppossed to have my third eye opened but this is absurd, I mean. I guess I'll have to go to a priest today because I'm scared out of my wits.
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

Crazyness in the Carrillo household
Well my aunts are crazy everyone knows that fact about my life. Well Fridays seem like war zone there so I make sure not to get out of my room that much because if the sisters fight they end up insulting me, jejeje, its actually funny. My grandpa and I laugh about the crazyness of the life almost everyday, mostly when we have dinner together since its the World Cup of Soccer he doesn't get out much. Latin men and their soccer, luckily its going to be over soon, but then the regional cup of the country begins -_-;;
I was talking the other day with some friends from NC, my friend Erik has his back sour from a football game or something like that,my dad says he walks like a mummy poor Erik, I talked to him and he and my parents say he spends almost all the time at home, is crazy, reminds me of the good days in Florida. My health is doing ok, I haven't somathized anything, my emotions are kind of free. ^_^, I'm getting used to the funny wars at home and talking a lot with my other relatives so with no more to say
Ciao
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Saturday, June 17, 2006

   I´m so crazy
I´m crazy, that is all folks
Much love,
Peace out
Gabby
Chocolate covered caramel sundaes rule!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Last wish broken
Well guess what! The sad, melancholic, wanna just dissapear from this worl Gabby is back. I came to realize that when almost all of my birthday wishes were coming true, they were only mirages of the crude reality I was faced with. The people from my college are lying, disgraceful thieves. They basically charge us for everything, the only thing they don't charge for is the air we breathe. Then comes question, I came upon my dream and a wall, my dream was to go to college and become a professional, I'm in college yet I feel like no time in this whole world I'm going to graduate. I'm feeling down and sick and my parents are making a huge sacrifice for me in paying my college. I think in the end I'm going to end up dropping out.
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