Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Last wish broken
Well guess what! The sad, melancholic, wanna just dissapear from this worl Gabby is back. I came to realize that when almost all of my birthday wishes were coming true, they were only mirages of the crude reality I was faced with. The people from my college are lying, disgraceful thieves. They basically charge us for everything, the only thing they don't charge for is the air we breathe. Then comes question, I came upon my dream and a wall, my dream was to go to college and become a professional, I'm in college yet I feel like no time in this whole world I'm going to graduate. I'm feeling down and sick and my parents are making a huge sacrifice for me in paying my college. I think in the end I'm going to end up dropping out.
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   Craziness Craziness and more craziness
Well I'm crazy and everyone knows that. Yesterday as usual I joined a protest for one or another reason. I love protesting against the government when they are not doing their job, this time it was against insecurity. There are a lot of people killed daily because of crimes and we are trying to stop that. I declared for the press and stuff like that, it was amazing. I think my best (guy) friend likes me not just as a friend anymore. He was pissed because I didn't go to school with him yesterday and his brother(older) keeps on annoying me everytime he sees me saying I'm the Mrs. crazy ain't it. Well more updates later
Much love,
Gabby
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Monday, June 5, 2006

   Good news
Well I made 7 birthday wishes on my birthday because I had to blow the candles 7 different times. So far all of my birthday wishes are coming true and I'm really happy. I'm patching things up with the people who were once friends and then weren't. I might be able to see my parents sooner than I expected which is great because I miss them too much to explain with words. I'm getting along much better with my aunts and my cousin's baby is stable now ^_^. Even though I have a cold I feel much better because so many good things are going on it almost makes me want cry of happiness. Things are taking shape when I thought they would never do. I guess all the praying had effect too, I spend so many months praying to everyone I could pray to, from God to saints to angels, I bought a Budha and chinese lucky coins and a lucky bambu. I guess things work. All I need now is my last wish to ome true and is the strongest wish, well I'm not going to tell what it is or it will not come true. I shall delight people with my new song, its called windows and mirrors.



Windows and Mirrors

Open your eyes
Look at the person you really are
Open the closed mind you were
Born with at the time

The windows and mirrors
Do not reflect who
You really are
No reflection
Upon a human made artifact will tell who really are
Tell if your soul is clear or not

Lie wake
In a bed
Look at the sunlight
Through your window
Nothing ever tells what is broken and what needs to mend

Shut all sounds
To envious tongues
Deny every word
And tell me if I’m wrong
Are you the person you want to be
Or are you the person they want you to be

Look at people, is not what you think
They all wear a mask behind the reflection of mirrors
Listen to their hearts
Open up you mind
And you’ll be free.


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Monday, May 29, 2006

17 years old now
Well my birthday that seemed to be a natural born disaster was actually great. The cakes I baked were a success amongst the chocolate lovers. Well besides that. I'm happy I got a bambu and chinese lucky coins and a bunch of necklaces. Accordingly I still have 4 presents to be received by the people who could not come which is crazy, I mean I'm not the person who adors to get presents but I'm happy they did get me something. I made a pizza, well it was a disaster until my Aunt Monica came to help me, God Bless Her. Almost all my friends send me a good birthday wish, except for the people here T_T well Gene did so he is out of the group.

Much love peps,
Gabby(I feel old)
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Monday, May 22, 2006

Birthday on Saturday
Well it had to come, my birthday is this Saturday. My friend Adriana called me last night and told me to call her today, weird eh? well its crazy down here,people really need to come and visit me and give some sanity to my insanity. Anyways I'm gonna bake my own cake and I'm starting a business with my massaging skills! cool right? I have to go now but I expect my inbox to be full of b-day cards X3. Much love,
Gabby
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Friday, May 12, 2006

Birthday coming up
Well my birthday is coming up and more and more uncertainty is coming o me, well first because I'm thinking about changing colleges, mainly because the one I'm in is full of preppy stuck up people, not all of them are like that but most certainly are. This is the first mother's day I'm gonna spend without seeing my mum and that is kind of killing me. I wrote a new song called Hellfire, is one of the new songs that I would record if Neutral Sentiment got together again. Calculus is killing me and its just been the first week. Back to my birthday, I don't know how I'm going to celebrate it since the fact of the matter is that I got friends and two families that hate each other except for a few exceptions which are my aunt Francisca and her family who are extremely nice, now I don't know if to celebrate my birthday because I got one day and three sets of people. I'll just go to the mall on my own and stay there the whole day watching movies. Well my loves, I gotta go, calculus quiz coming up, chao
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Friday, April 28, 2006

   New classes
Ending exams with 2 B's and an A, enough to kill me since I was expecting to do much better. I signed up for new classes today, elements of Law, calculus(-__-) and Mandarin, I decided to go for the toughest of languages. I'm gonna teach those teachers who is the best even if it costs me my soul. Anyways,to answer the comment made my Gene is not that I didn't like the book is just that the deaths of those soldiers were too sad and messed up and I'm not into suffering I'm more a peace rally person. I ended that class with an A on a thesis on how war can damage a person psychologically got life, studied my ass off those days. Anyhow, life is good a little pissed at the president of the school because he is making us pay for the rights of graduation now, and I don't even know whether or not I'm gonna stay studying here, I might move to China or Canada or whatever the wind takes me. Besides, I love to travel and see my friends.
With nothing more to update until my B-day I leave you all with peace, kindness and love,

Gabby
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Monday, April 17, 2006

   Neutrality
Well since now I can connect online at school I thought I might use this valuable resource for good use therefore entering the otaku. I'm fine now, well not that fine after going to the beach I got a pretty bad burn in my shoulders that hurts a lot, is really painful. In the beach I happen to run into a candidate for election in Ecuador, Leon Roldos, he sucks by the way. He's got the people's mind brainwashed. Is cray I tell you. I was actually gonna get a tattoo but my uncle stopped me from doing that, and I went to a concert. I'm tired you know. Is crazy, life I mean. My lit teacher has the class reading some pretty depressing stuff. The things they carried by Tim O'Brien. It was really depressing, my birthday is in a month, even more crazyness. I ran into my cousins at the beach, they are crazy as hell and dragged me in the water, I'm still getting sand out of my hair LOL. Anyways, finals are this week and I have to take a freshman exam on how well I know the institution I'm in, it sucks since I only know who is the president and the general secretary who happen to be friends of the family. I'm tired now waiting for my business teacher. I'll update more often
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Saturday, April 8, 2006

Song writing
Well I have been writing a lot lately, a total of 8 new songs yet I have no way of recording them -_-,,, a complete waste of time since I´m suppssed to concentrate on homework, fact of the matter is that I can´t, no matter what I do I can´t sem to concentrate on anything lately, just on my song writing, I wake up and I want to write, I go on the comp and I want to write, everything involves song writing lately, is like a calling, something supernatural that is yet to tell the meaning of things. I don´t know if I made the right choice on my major, I like politics and economics like I like song writing and playing music just that fact of the matter is that most songers do not make it and most business managers, analysts and others do make it in the world. I wish something could help my situation, I will post some of the new songs later this week and I hope you all like them
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Saturday, April 1, 2006

Exams
Guess what? After just a month we have midterms is crazy ain´t it. I almost twisted my ankle again and I´ve been having some crazy accidents lol, its fun. I believe is April so I get to say 1 month til my bday I love the idea, I don´t know what to do yet though, I was thinking about going to a dancing club or something, my uncle says I get to wait til I´m 18 to finally be able to have a round of beers with all the family lol. My life is crazy, but now I have to go back to studying,
much love love love,
Gabby
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