Saturday, January 21, 2006

Graduate of 2006
Ladies and gents the moment waited for by thou has come, you are looking at the new graduate from the class of 06, now I can accept hugs, kisses and party invitation XDDDD
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

   Good exams
Well my lovelies (yeah I'm talking like I'm old) well my exams went great, at least my first exams, I have english and pre-calc tomorrow but the exams I took today went wonderfully not like I expected. Well the day started horrible, woke up late, virtually no time to look or at least to try to look pretty once in a while. Got out of the house and missed the bus, worst of all I didn't bring a pencil to school. I was late but what the hell! I got my test and it was really easy, best part I hadn't had any breakfast and the teacher, god bless her, gave us muffins. That got my energy up. My friends and I decided to go eat lunch tomorrow which is great because I'm always busy and tomorrow is a free day. Then I was in psychology and the exam was hard but luckily I busted my brain studying last night. Everything went great, best of all, I realized my friend Ford looked fine with glasses on XDDDD. Its so natural of me to realize important things right before I leave the place. Tomorrow are my easiest and hardest exam, english and pre-calc which I know will kill me but at least I am trying to study. Well my goals for the next two months are quite hard, get into college outside the US, get myself a boyfriend as horrible as it seems to admit it I do need one. Oh gee, time's up. Much love to all of you, next post on Friday, yay! Graduation!!! gotta love being young and hyper.
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Sunday, January 15, 2006

What is it but a mere word?
Okay as I began to look upon my future I began to think, all the time I spend looking into my future was but a mere illusion of grandeur I had exposed myself onto believing. Now that I look, I have 15 gray hair on my head and I blame stress for that and also my mother's genes that turn everybody's hair gray by the time they turn 20, creepy. Well anyways, I never lived in the now, I always lived in my future. I'm now trying to live without thinking what is to be of my life even though the fact of the matter is that in less than a week I have to worry about my future. I want to go home so bad, at least there my future is reinforced by the fact that everyone important in the country knows my parents and they will help me in choosing career and all the stuff. Any advice? I need it. Future is but a mere word.
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Saturday, January 7, 2006

2 weeks
Well my friends, its two weeks now *sniff sniff* graduation comes soon, and they told me I have to dress like in a funeral, only navy blue, balck or white dress and same for the shoes. I have to go shopping which is always a drag because unlike many girls my age, I hate it!!!. I think I'll just order my dress online XDDD, I know I'm still crazy as always. For some reason I keep bumping into this German guy at school, he is nice and cute but its weird, library, we bump at the entrance, halways, there, bus, there too. Wow, must be something weird in the alignment of the planets. hehehe. I'm to sing after graduation at my friend's party, its gonna be crazy because its my first performance without my band. Wish me luck,
love to all,
Momo
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

Less time
Well my people, I just got informed that I need to reduce my time on the web so I'll be on a lot less.
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   Happy new year
Well my people happy new year, well yesterday no one went to sleep until well I don't really know, I can't remember most things really but what the hell! Happy New Year to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, let this year bring you love, fortune and all your wishes.

Love,

Gabby
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Friday, December 30, 2005

Begin
Well since I thought about life the past couple of days I began looking at all the aspects of it on which I have been succesful at and the ones on which I have failed. I have good friends here and in the outside world, my mom always said to have a sucessful life you must have at least one good friend. I got that, in fact I have four good friends which is more than I can ask for. I also sort of published a children's book, "Kitty's journey to the Milky Way" which is in an elementary school in FL, so that takes one out. I can sing and song write, even though I can write better than sing. But not all my life has been so good. I have made so many enemies throughout my life, that started when I was in the 4th grade, with a girl in my bus, her name was Pamela, she was stuck-up and stuff, but that was my only enemy back home. In the states, mainly NJ I was to realize something, even your family can be your worst nightmare, referring to my dad's brother's family who spend 2 1/2 spreading rumors about me, and my 3rd cousin Tony tormenting me every single day at school(in 9th grade), well then we moved to Fl until something happenned and all my friends turned against me. Luckily there was always someone there to make me feel safe, in NJ was Jenna, my best friend, in Ecuador it was Adriana, in Florida, thanks to God, he send me my best friend Vivian, who in my opinion is one of the nicest and pure hearted people in the universe, she helped me this year with so much stuff that I shall relate later on this post.

I left with all my FL friends betraying me, well yeah, I don't care anymore, I'm out of there and life goes on, doesn't it?

Well here comes the really bad. Last Christmas I lost a cousin and a friend who was like a cousin to me. German and Evelyn both died of cancer both on Christmas day. Not a month before on Thanksgiving I was told my godfather had died and my grandfather was in the hospital because one of his veins in his brain had snapped and well caused internal bledding. He survived though and he still annoying like always, I love my grandfather but he can be a little nicer at times. Well on January of the year my friend Alan started on drugs, his brother told me that his father had been shot dead and Alan was not doing so well, I couldn't see Alan because he was in Mexico. In January through April I had gotten in so many fights with my ex friends from Fl and my health went down, I had cough attacks it was horrible...

My confort then was my friend Vivian's approach on religion, back then I was buddhist, well at least that is what I followed. I turned last October back to catholism, Vivian helped a lot. Well on my birthday, the remaining of my friends dissapointed me by acting the only way I told them not to act "peverted", my mum was present at the time, it was horrible. So I got into a huge fight with two of them. We moved into a big house near the airport, well the house was haunted and it was FL weather and the AC broke down, we decided to move again, this time it was a small house, cozy. During that summer, two of my uncles from my mom's side of the family died, then the worst news that I got involved Alan, he got a drug overuse and he died.

Well my folks decided to move to NC, that is where I am now. Its nice here, boring but nice, I got friends and the fourth best friend Patricia. Well that is my story, that is why my self-steem is low almost always

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

Thorns
Well this is my song, its call Thorns.

Late in the midnight shadow
a voice calls my name
a gentle breeze enters my realm
please tell me who you are
what do you ask of me

Thorns
in my heart
prevent you from coming
tell me your name
tell your heart
thorns
in the night
close your eyes
in the shadows we belong together
deep in your heart and your soul
we are dreaming together

Soft voice
in my sleep you come
your eyes so sad
let me ease the pain
even if I get hurt trying
"chorus"
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

   Good news
Well I have good news, which is good, I got my singing voice back completely, now I'm hoping I don't loose it again. XD. I love you all *hugs to all* so much better, I'm pulling a 75% of self steem right now, still more to 100% but does it matter, no!!!!!! I got my voice back.
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Monday, December 26, 2005

   Starting over
Well its the end of the year almost and I thought I might start over, do new things. There are still some things however that I will continue doing, I will still keep writing, for what's worth I seem to have a couple of fans in quizilla. I will still sing and song write, I guess I turn poetry into lyrics. I will still bake (the only thing amongst many that keep me happy) Well, some things are gonna change though, I'm actually gonna change my sort of negativity and turn it so as if it was not meant to be sort of thing. I shall change my hair style, from curly brown (originally jet black) to straight black with bangs, I hope it looks nice though. I'm gonna try to make an A in math in the last days of school that I got and last but not least I think I'm back to my old self (sort of happy and ridiculus in so may levels) I guess its time I opened up to people more. I mean I know I haven't been to my full potential and I'm working on it, so I'm gonna be a better friend and a better person than I was.
Love to all,
Momo
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