Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Please God Help me
That is one expression that is often heard amongst people. To tell you the truth, is an expression I use often. Lately thinking about my plans to go to Canada are troubling me; getting the visa, finding a place to live, getting my transfer from my university, finding a job. Everything is just troubling me, I just hope that all the angels and God help me and I can get there. Besides from this, I know I’m going to miss my cousin and best friend’s wedding. So sad, yeah yeah yeah yeah, in other news, my dearest and most beloved sister Susanne got herself a boyfriend and this one looks like a keeper. The next step in the relationship is for him to get my approval, which is something he doesn’t know. It’s nice that my sister respects me and we get along just great because my relationship with my brothers seems to be going downhill all the time, Dan doesn’t care about anything that I say, he has the lowest opinion of me, he doesn’t like me; Andrew on the other hand shows his emotions a little too much, like when he is angry or happy just too much but I love the two of them. In other news, besides from praying and wishing and trying to find a way out of here, I’m trying to learn French. Japanese is easy compared to French, maybe because I’m more accustomed to Asian languages. I think I got an A on my class, but it’s very doubtful since he found out what I wrote on the evaluation. I trashed him on the teacher evaluation, I mean he gives me the creeps and he doesn’t know how to teach. I know this because I’m a teacher and a teachers’ daughter. I’ve been always advice to speak up whenever I don’t feel like I’m learning anything in class. Well the only excuse is mathematics, well that is because I can’t understand crap about math. I wish someone would have the patience to teach me. If you know me, I move every year, if not town, state, country is the continent. Well I’m trying to get to Canada, it’s the closest to the states but I got an invitation from a friend to go to Egypt.
Giggle news: I almost kissed my student’s cousin. You know how we Latin American people kiss on the cheek when we say hi and stuff, I was in the middle of the lesson when he came in and he kissed me and I swear it was less than a millimeter from the mouth. I wish he would have kissed me; he is nice, studies, gets along with his family, etc. But that also reminds me of the awkward moment I had last year with my friend Jorge when we were getting off the car and we almost kissed.

Saddli news: Dan seems to not want to apply for any financial aid and he doesn’t seem to have any enthusiasm for anything. The immigration situation still hasn’t been defined. I’m gonna write a t-shirt that says “Immigrant pride” I was one until I left. It’s hard; to be discriminated when are the immigrants that are the ones that make the US’ economy move, without us possible bankrupt of a lot of industries, reason why some factories have moved to Asian countries.

Happly news: My cousin’s wife, Vanessa, is expecting. Richard the Fifth, we all laugh about that because our great grandfather was Richard, our grandfather, his father and himself are Richards. Baby Valentina is growing every day something I’m really happy about. Dylan is so big and strong that it would take two of me to carry him, just kidding. Susan’s baby is going to be born in a couple of months and well that is the happly news, more babies coming this year, and my nieces and nephews are growing stronger and stronger. I just wish they grow up to be good people and happy people. By the way, we cousins call our cousins’ children nieces and nephews. I think it would still take my brothers a decade to even think that they are mature enough to have kids and Susie and me well, if all goes well with that guy. Me, I’m ready to “vestir santos” is a saying which means that I’m going to be a spinster. I know I’m too young to say that but I haven’t found one guy who would like me and that is worth getting to know. There are those who are worth getting to know but they are friends and those who like me that are creeps.

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