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Monday, December 19, 2005


Well
Not to be a downer on my good attitute as some had said earlier Starwind and Beno, i received some pretty heavy news this weekend, just like last X-mas my family's curse doesn't seem to wear of this time taking its toll on my cousin Lucho who just as the holiday season came fell out of the roof and broke his head, he is still alive but we don't know for how long, my friend from Youth Group, Andres, well his brother died making me think....are all the people who I care about gonna suffer because of me, do I bring bad luck, am I a bad lck charm to have around? My dad got me upset tonight because of college stuff and my mom took his side, even more depressing, I have a down fall on my health again, I can't quite cach my breath, I guess is anxiety, my bones hurt again and my heart is still broken because of all this crap. I know people don't want to hear this mostly because it will ruin their holidays but I feel like crap and I just want to let it all out. I mean I couldn't even bake today and that usually takes my mind of of things. I just want to say I love you all, I guess I never told the people I lost those simple words enough but yeah I'm trying to make up for words I didn't say or didn't write.

Merry Christmas Still and I hope this doesn't put people down, just tell everyone you love you love them before its too late.

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