Thursday, June 30, 2005

   Why that stupid bugger..........
thursday June 30 2005
So I thought today would be good. I was wrong. The wonderfully dear person I wanted to see, decided to play hookey on me. I don't know where he was but if his sister can show up very day so can he. Grr stupid bugger. And some people in my church, ahem Kortny need to lay the fuck off. She decided it was her mission today to make sure I eat, or she would tell my mom. Granted I don't eat much in the summer, it's too hot out to eat. I refused a twizzler saying I was on a diet which I am, in a way and that I wasn't hungry, which I wasn't. So she flips out, assuming I'm starving myself again, and that my diet is in fact a relapse into my bouts of anorexia. It's not for those of you who know me from school. If it was anorexia I wouldn't eat at all, because when I get like that I go all out and don't eat for days. However I have been eating, some. Kortny though flipped out and demands that I eat at VBS and when I had 2 mini doughnuts, it wasn't enough. Nothing is ever enough for her. And then she goes off on a Lindsay spiel, saying Lindsay doesn't eat enough either, that she also has to eat. This was ironicly comming from a person that doesn't eat for days at a time, and she yells at us? Oi vey, I could hit her. Kortny then decided that it was also her duty to make sure Lindsay and I got back on time for our second class, which is directly after our break. As I said before, we go swimming on our break. Kort took it upon herself to go with us, invade our space, ya know. 'Make sure we get back on time' I don't see where it's any of her business whether or not Lindsay and I are late for class or not, or wether or not I eat and how much. Damn stupid bitch even threatened to tell my mom that I'm relapsing and I'm anorexic again. She only said one thing to please me today and it wasn't enough to make me any less mad at her. But I did find out something good today, my friends will be home earlier than I expected! I can not WAIT for Saturday now. 3 of my best friends are away on a trip, the brats, and I didn't think they would be home until next week. They get back on Saturday. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My gay on Thursday buddy will be in church then. Sorry, if you don't know don't ask, you don't wanna know. It's a joke though for future reference, it was a Cody-Selenah moment, don't ask. YOu had to be there to get it. But this means he'll be back on Saturday and I can see him Sunday. *dances around happily screaming "YIPPEE!!!" over and over* Ok I must go now and find all my hockey sticks for tomorrow.
ciao
~Selenah
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