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• Juno K. Huang

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   Oh the drama of my life!
Do you believe in love? I do. But the question is...will I ever find it?

There have been 3 guys in my life who've I've been great friends with *^_^* And in the end, it is THEM who develop one-sided feelings towards me.

I always find it hard saying 'no' to those I care about, so I end up going with the flow. Afterwards, I feels SO uncomfortable with the situation that I am forced to put it to an end. ^^;; And then the ackwardness begins.

Perhaps...I'm NOT destined to fall in love. Perhaps I am unable to reciprocate. Why is it that the guys that I like, do not like me? Why is it that the guys that like me...well, I cannot return their feelings...and it's SO hard to deal with?

Life is...strange. I hate confrontation. I hate these situations. ^^;;

Yesterday, I was called...uptight. ^^;; I guess being called uptight is better than being called other things.

Please. I hope he got the message. I truly adore him as a friend, and...only a friend.

*sighs*

Yes. Monkey Orange has some issues.

Later today, in lab, I get to inject myself with saline...lovely. ^^;; Never really 'stabbed' myself with a needle before so it should be...interesting.

*sighs*

Thank God for the MLK holiday weekend. I REALLY need to remove myself from this bloody campus before I self-combust ^^;;

Wish me luck!

EDIT:
Post-Injection. It wasn't THAT bad ^^;; The needle was VERY tiny. But...it DID sting a bit afterwards ^^;;
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