Saturday, April 16, 2005

well... this is suppose to be for yesterday (Saturday), but as I just missed it by... ooo 25mins this is Sundays entry covering Saturday.
I didn't go to see Nana today, but I hear from Alec (big bro) and dad that she's doing worse than yesterday. which is a scary thought. Since she was majorly freaky yesterday. Normally she's happy always smiling and always having a friendly chat about anything. Well just imagine all that.... then think of the complete opposite, yep, that's how she is now. I personally think she's not gonna make it, yet theres still a fools hope...
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Friday, April 15, 2005

   Music
The List of bands I like and you should all be listening to, to make the world a better place:

1. NIRVANA!! (Biggest fan)
2. My Chemical Romance
3. The Used
4. Good Charlotte
5. Linkin Park
6. Blink 182
7. Sum 41
8. Lost Prophets
9. Mest
10. Red Hot Chili peppers!
11. Green Day
12. Kasabian
13. Distillers
14. The Cure
15. HIM
16. P.O.D
17 System of a down
18. Murderdolls
19. Cradle of Filth
20. Marilyn Manson
21. Disturbed
22. Deftones
23. InMe
24. Jimmy Eat World
25. the All American Rejects
26. Muse
27. Incubus
28. Finch
29. The Exies
30. Alien Ant Farm
31. Eve 6
32. Vertical Horizon
33. 3 doors down
34. Goo goo dolls
35. Smashing Pumpkins
36. the Killers
37. Nightwish
38. Bowling for soup
39. Janes Addiction
40. Keane
41. Fountains of wayne
42. Papa Roach
43. Ozzy Osbourne
44. Queens of the Stone age
45. Nickelback
46. Audio Slave
47. Crazy Town
48. New Found Glory
49. Nine Inch Nails
50. OPM
51. Placebo
52. A.F.I
53. Puddle of Mudd
54. Rammstein (only if I'm in the mood to be yelled at by Germans)
55. Rooster
56. Saliva
57. Simple Plan
58. Slipknot
59. Soil
60. Spineshank
61.SR-71
62. Staind
63. Steriophonics
64. Sugarcult
65. Tenacious D
66. Thursday
67. Velvet Revolver
68. the Vines
69. Wheatus
70. The Gorillaz
71. AC/DC
72. Alter Bridge
73. American Hi-Fi
74. Bloodhound Gang
75. Bon Jovi (when I'm in the mood)
76. Chad Kroeger
77. CKY
78. Feeder (their new song rocks!)
79. Foo fighters (or course!)
80. Funeral for a friend
81. the Futureheads
82. Godsmack
83. Goldfinger
84. Dragonforce
85. Jimi Hendrix
86. Hot Hot Heat
87. Ash
88. Kid Rock
89. Less than Jake
90. Liam Lynch (he's classic)

yeah... that's all I can think about right now.
Any requests are welcome to comment, so I can satsify all... as long as I like at least one or two songs from them, I'll add them.
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my sites so gay... it's ------- shameful, only like 5 people have signed my guestbook and no comments. I'm so popular... NOT! Heeeeeeeeeeeeey, just like in real life.
Life's a bitch... that's why you gotta bitch slap it back!
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15th Friday
Don't teachers just piss you off to no end?!
My German teacher should be shot in the face repeatedly!!
I didn't even do anything and she fucking sent me out of the lesson! I mean WTF?! I just told her I have free will and I ain't going and I have the right to know what I actually done, (which was "talking" apparently, even though Abbie was the one talking to Catherine). I swear that hoe victimises me, every single fucking lesson! So anyway the Hoe sent me out of the lesson, but I walked out before she called do fuck all. Unfortunately Mr.Badly found me and took me to C8. So to get me out of trouble, (my speciality), I started fake crying. It worked, of course. You know just make up a bunch of crap about your home life or something. Then you say you don't wanna talk about it or anything. So in the end they just sympathize with you and feel all guilty because you're in such a state they can't tell you off. So that's basically what I did. It got me out of a duty teacher and a detention so it's all gooooooooood.
I really can't believe that that Hoe found a husband. That short, flatchested french hoe! She probably bribed him or something. Or he is a she, which wouldn't suprise me either. But she seriously an ugly twat that no one likes. She can't even fucking control the class let alone manage a fucking love life! Pathetic little wanker. No wonder some blind, deaf retard married the sod. She guilted it into marrying her. What a fucking looser.
Next fucking German lesson... I swear I'm gonna stab a sharp pencil in her eye, or at least beat her into a coma so she'll leave me the fuck alone!
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

Joe
ok... lemme fill you in on the big gap of my life which is *drum rolls* Joe. Joe is my ex-boyfriend from sept 23rd-sometime Nov. (I only remember it was the 23rd since it was my b-day soon after). Well our break-up was sorta of a neutral agreement, but now I think about it, it was over stupid little things. Which I kinda regret now, but nothing I can do about it. I've just got over my little phase of fancying him, but it now seems like he likes me again. Which is a pain in the ass!
Do you know why I think he likes me again? Bet you don't! Lemme tell ya.
Well before, he never really paid much attention to me, e.g. look at me in lessons (which most of them he's in). But now everytime I laugh or say anything in lessons, he's there watching me and it's like ok, why didn't he do that before aye?! I'm just wondering ... since I dropped him a few hints before, and now I'm not interested why does he seem to be? Not that it matters to me now, I have moer important things on my mind these days...
I also noticed it in science. I was just playing with my necklace and looked over and I saw him looking at me. I looked away and thought... wtf?! aww I don't get guys, I'm gonna give up and marry my cat!
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14th Thursday
Better than yesterday... thats for sure. No tears, whoa! But instead I had the most crappist lessons! Science, Geography, Maths, English and Science again!! I still have aload of homeworks to get through, like D.T, which is due tomorrow... which I still haven't done. Anyway enough about school it annoys me so... fuck it!

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Wednesday 13th
As I mentioned before, my nana's in hospital. So I thought it would be a smart idea to go see her before school. Well school starts at 8:30am, I got to the hospital at 8am, since the bus was caught up in traffic (like every other morning). So here I am at the hospital, (which is near school), get in the lift press F, walk to ward 61-62. First time I've visited her when she was actually awake... and hell I wish she was sleeping! It was pretty distressful, her being confused and all... not knowing who I am, thinking I'm here to take her home. Which I obviously can't, she lives miles away from me and further from the hospital.
So with her asking me: "Who are you? Are you here to take me home?" I was holding back tears so hard, I couldn't reply straight away. I stayed with her for 20mins and was thinking "bollocks, I'm gonna be late!" (I manage to just make it for half past, thankfully).

Tutor is about 30mins, so I sit in tutor by a tall lanky girl, Brittany, who just goes on about crap and isn't much to my liking. But her blabbing on about nothingness gave me time to reflect on the conversation with Nana. Tutor ends. Off to 1st period, which was, on my timetable, Art. Walk to the TC building, enter C12, sit down in normal place. Laine shortly arrives and I can't help but tell her about my visit to Nana. One thing comes to another, I'm in tears and have to leave the room because I couldn't handle things any longer. Ok, so overall my morning was total shit.
1st period over and break begins. It wasn't so bad. Group of us went to the computer room (needed to get a pic for Liz's art homework), I got up a bunch of pictures of Spirited Away and she seemed interested and satisfied. So I end up telling her the whole plot line of it, which actually cheered me up lots. Break ends. 2nd period, P.E, Tennis. Tennis is what really did it for me. It cheered me up the most. Jenny, Elina, me and Catherine just playing against eachother and just muck around laughing and shit. So it hyped me up for the day and I haven't thought of what Nana said, since now really.
Honestly, I think everything will turn out fine. Just so long I stick visiting her when she's asleep and with the rest of my family.

I'm ok...
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Monday, April 11, 2005

   my day
Well, back to school!
It was crap, like school isn't anyway. After having a two week break it's suddenly back to school with more pressure than before, since now I have 4 weeks to my SATs. Sounds fun doesn't it? Bet you're really jealous.

I also got to visit my Nana in hospital. Not something I wanted to do... hospitals make me depressed ever since my grandad died (4-5 years ago). But the conversation her was... interesting. She was snoring.

Well I'm feeling kind of depressed now, I'm going go stuff my face with chocolate until my skin can't take it and I brake out in spots.
Hugs for all!
Rachi-Chan

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