Thursday, September 29, 2005

Got me bottom braces on now, feels a little odd and uncomfy. But I know this routine so I'll get used to them in about a week. I had to miss German which I don't mind missing and Art, which kinda sucks but I know what I'm doing so I can do it at home.

Huw is soooo adorable! He follows me everywhere like a little puppy dog! He gets along with all of my friends so I'm not bothered with that. He's in my science and Art. That may not seem like alot of lessons but I have Science everyday and Art every other day. So I see plently of him.

I met Dale and Jaz in town yesterday. For once I actually like one of her bf's so that's a good sign. He's funny and hot (from her point of view). Not to mention I don't get a weird vibe off him like I did with all the other ones. She seems happy with him so I'm happy too. No need for me to be jealous about her having a great bf because I have one as well. I know it's only been like an hour since I saw Huw but I miss him, lol. That's quite sad. I'm sure he'll be a little lost without me in Art, aww diddums.
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

   I looooooooove Huw!!!!!!
ooooooooooooooooohmigod!!! I'm soooo obsessed with Huw at the moment, I just can't ever get over it!
I'm a massive flirt when it comes to the guy I have my eye on, HUW!!!
I'm getting to know him every day and everyday I fall more in love with him! Hee hee!
Science was amazing!! AMAZING!! I'm more happy than Joe ever made me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Huw is a little more open than Joe, how? Well he groped my boob so that may say something, hee hee. Sumy wants me to ask Huw out, but I'm a little unsure right at this point. Yeah sure I'm head over heels about him everytime I think or see him. But it's a little sudden to be asking that, you know too head strong. Plus I like what we have going at the moment, it's great! I have soooo much fun when he's around! I just wish I could sit by him in Art, actually I don't mean that. Only because he's the one who likes to come over so... that is very flattering. Brittany seems to think he fancies me, which I hope he does because if he doesn't.. well... I'm gonna be upset, for the obvious reason and it'll be a crap friendship if I don't feel comfortable.
I GOT TO HUG HIM! WHOOOOP! Hee hee, it doesn't seem much but I did mention he groped my boob... OH! and my arse, though he slapped it more than 8 times I'll tell ya, long story can't be arsed to explain just happy it happened! Also he put his arm around me while walking out of science and I laced my hand with his, then on the way out of the doors I kissed his hand and put it on my boob, lol. Not too head strong then, lol. He was kinda shocked and removed his hand, so I told him I'm a very open person... about sexual needs. He laughed and asked if I was gonna be one of those strikers, I laughed and said no I'm not that open. But then we were reaching the exit of the school he said he had to go get his bike and cycle home, I held out my hands and he hugged me. Unlike Stefan who is a gaint and who I hate having to hug, Huw was perfect for hugging. He's not short (unlike me) but he's not too tall so it was a great combo! I'm so over joyed I might die from it, NOOOOOOOO!! :D :D :D :D :D :D
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Monday, September 19, 2005

ALOT of flirting action between me and Huw today, hee hee. I saw him in three lessons and GOD! Even I was suprised how much action was going on. I almost gave into temptation and do something... but I didn't because I thought WHOOOOOOA what are you doing! I was abit court up in the moment. The moment was like every 5 mins.
Art was sooooo funny!! I was chatting to Peter, Simon and Adam. I always seem to laugh with them alot. Then Huw and Stefan kept coming over. It was sooo funny! Guys are amazing at making you forget you have sucha shit homelife!
When Sumy was acting like she had something sharp up her ass for days, she seems more interested in the little romance going on between me and Huw. She told me "I like you like this" "like what?" "like this, you're giggly and bubbly." I kinda blush at that because I know what she's getting at. She's having fun just sitting back and watching me, ha ha! I'm happy I can please her in someway.
Awwww school is sooo good (the Huw part is). Home is crap and I'm glad I can come in for a laugh everyday. :D
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Friday, September 16, 2005

JUST WATCHED FF7 ADVENT CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!! OHMIGOD! That film is the most classic film of all time!!!! I recommend you get a hold of it and DOWNLOAD!!! There really isn't any proper words to explain how amazing it is!!!! WHOOOOOOOA!
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Me and Laine cut up our master piece of fan art together! We took a digi photo of it before we cut it all up.
But my to contributes are own the fan art thingy now, so go take a look because they are gooood! Not to mention my two most favourite characters ever in the whole of the X series! W00t!
Got Art homework to do... English American Crime fiction story to write... R.E test to revise... Maths and that's about it. So must do that since I haven't bothered yet.
Plz do take a looksy at me fan art, don't forget to comment.
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Sarai's B day today! WHOOOA! She was brought into the world 11 days before me... damn her!
Jenny's B-day was like 2 days before (monday ^^).

Expect more fan art from me soooon!

Mother brought me some Lacoste perfume (touch of pink), for me geburtstag (German for b-day). It smells sooo lush I'm gonna be high on it everyday!

I haven't done swimming yet since I dyed my hair purple and Chlorine doesn't mix well with freshly dyed hair! So in your face Mrs Lambourne. She gave me 5 mins at break because I didn't have a bloody note, sod her!

Seen no Jaz recently and probably won't till the weekend, unless she decides she's fed up of me and wants to do something else.

Been listening to My Chemical Romance non stop and Lacuna Coil.

Got homework to do, 3 pieces which includes revision.

Had YEllIS test today, it sucked and gave me a headache. Missed double D.T because of it so I didn't get to make my coffee cake.

Dad finally topped up my phone, though I can't find it which is bloody useful ain't it?

I love Huw

Talking to Stefan again, he's still a bit creepy but I still like the my Stefy.

Didn't I mention I love Huw? Well I don't love him I just find him really fit! Tom is outta the picture. But I still like to look at him when I can. Ben cut his hair and looks like a twat and Will did the same. Huw's in my Art and Science, I have both of them tomorrow (double science at that!)

No ones online because everyone is gay! I shouldn't be on the computer because I finished printing abstract pictures by Matisse. But I can't be bothered to do any work!

Being really random and not being fucked to set out my day properly since I'm tired and need coffee!

Sumy's been acting funny and I couldn't give a toss.

Haven't handed in my English book which I was suppose to do Monday but didn't, suppose to do today but didn't. Have English tomorrow but I probably won't hand it in then either!

Haven't been bothered to watch any anime. Last anime I saw was Perfect Blue, which is a movie.

FUCK! Missed the Simpsons, not that I give a damn. Hollyoaks is on now and I'm missing it! Though Ally got ran over and died so theres no point in me watching it anyway since he's gone!

Must remind myself to Revise for R.E test on families, e.g. Nuclear family, extended, one parent. Write christians views on them even though I dunno what the fuck they are! fuck sake!

Year 10 sucks. Don't like being at home and just want my birthday to come and go. Want Sumy to stop acting like a twat. Want to talk to Stefan more and sit next to him in art would be more than cool! Though Peter's safe and so is Adam! Hate drawing peppers and need to bring in a orange to draw instead!

James Wood is a retarded patchwork shit head.

And I'm gonna end the randomness here!
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

Schools started up again and I've got my new planner and timetable sorted etc. My brother and sister were right... year 10 sucks. I've only been in year 10 for what? Three days?! I'm hoping just to go through it quickly and get to year 11 with no coursework. I'm dreading coursework!
I had my first English lesson today... the teachers alright, with the exception of putting the class in a seating plan. I'm stuck next to Matt Abrahams T_T he's the most annoying person in the world. Of course he's 100% chav and he says the most jackass things. Basically he's an attention seeker and doesn't shut up. So after my first English lesson I had a major head ache! I'm pissed off that I'm in bottom set for English when I got a level 6 in my SATs which is above average and everyone else in the class got like a level 4 or 5!!! I'm gonna have a word with my science teacher as well for giving me a fondation text book. Fondation is the lowest you can get so it's just the basic's, then middle is intermidate and top is higher. I was also annoyed when I had my first maths lesson on Tuesday because they stuck me in the top set for maths and then they told me I was in the wrong class and stuck me in the bottom set again! I was stuck in the bottom set last year in maths because I pissed off my previous teacher from the previous year and they assess you on ability AND behaviour. So.. yeah. But then I moved up after SATs into the middle set, so when they put me in the top set and then fondation I got really pissed off since they told me I had to take a test to prove I have to move up! I was really annoyed!! So I had a chat with all my previous maths teachers and they realised their stupid mistake, so I've got all that sorted. One less thing to worry about this year. Other things are being in bottom set for English when I should be in the middle set and to get the higher text book in science because I know I can work at the level for it. I feel like a dumbass! I'm gonna go and do my homework now since I have 3 homeworks already and I've already broken my self promise of doing it when I get straight home from school! Damn me!
Hope you peepz are having a good year. Mines not all it's cracked up to be -_-
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

you may all scold me for abandoning my site. Just haven't been bothered to update... at all.

I was talking to this american guy, John, and man is he funny! I was talking to him till like 5 in the morning, he's well funny. The way americans say "fanny" is hilerious, I was laughing at him for ages when he said it since it's just soooo funny. This guy is pervy, but that's normal to me. It takes alot more than saying a few pervy things to make me think they are. I love talking to american people, they are hilerious ^^!!

Went to town with Jaz today. We hung around Castle Green and I decided to get a thrill outta hitting her with a fanta bottle. It worked. For 3 minutes.
After we walked back from town we stopped in St.George park (which is my local park) and I kept getting flashes of Jaz's pants. They were green by the way, lol. She was wearing a skirt and she kept moving around, so she didn't purposely flash me ok people!? We were also watching the "skaters" on their skate boards and one of them was Callum (Jaz's X). We were laughing at him everytime he fell over. Stupid prats.
That basically sums up my day and part of the blanks that's interest me over the last of the holidays. Now I have to go back to school on monday in yr 10, fun! I also get to come in at 10am instead of 8.30am, the only thing fun I get to do this year ^^;;
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Monday, August 15, 2005

Jazzy is coming back tomorrow!! I've been sooooooo bored! Hence not bothering to update since I have nothing to say. Though yesterday I did go out with my mum to Cadbury Garden Centre. Yeah I know, a garden centre! But it really isn't as bad as som garden centres because they have other practical stuffs there than flowers. It was quite fun come to think about it. I never go out anywhere with my mum! I hate it when she goes clothes shopping with me, it's just annoying. We talked alot and the subject was mostly on dad. My dad is a selfish wanker when he wants to be, not to mention careless. I know my mum had enough of him and shit, but now I fully understand why and how she feels. But I had a good time anyway just spending time with my mum.

Jaz called me last night and we were talking for aaaaaaaages. That was funny. We were talking about big brother and since everyone always texted in on the Hot Topic saying "Ant Iz Mint", I said Ant is mint, Craig is a polo. You probably wouldn't get it unless you watched this years big brother and you lived in Britian. Shame on you if you didn't watch it, tisk tisk.
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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Ok.. update!

My Mum's done a runner... basically she's walked out and it's about 12.30am over here in England right now... still no sign of her. Though her car is still there and she is limited to where she could probably go or stay in our area! Me and my sister both went on a walk to get out of the house away from all the bad vibes! I'm so fucking positive that my parents are gonna get divorced! Ever since my mum's been off with burn out my life has sunk to an all new low! I feel lower than low.. I feel like I'm suffering under everyone. I'm wacked, disturbed, neurotic whatever! I don't even know what I fucking feel anymore.. no friends around, no friends that can understand! I'm sure you have your own problems, home life to deal with whatever.. saying you can relate and shit... I'm sure you can, but.. it's not the same! It can never be the same! I'm currently in the worst possible position for my parents to get divorced! Start of 2 VERY important years of my life and education! It's alright for my brother and sister! They've done it all, they can leave home! Me? HA! Not a fat fucking chance! At this rate I'm gonna be fostered and God forbid anything from beyond how I'm feeling right now! This has affected me so much.. that... everytime I want to cry, I can't! My emotions are totally shook up everything is shook up! My head feels like it's been messed around with... sooo much! That I'm probably not even making any sense... I'm babbling on. All I know is that.. I want to see and speak to Jaz! Unless.. God! I don't know anymore! I have sooo much to say and write though... nothing is pulling together and making any sense... I can't think straight and my depression is kicking in, so I can feel the downward spiral... so much that I can hardly be bothered to type. I'll leave it at that for now, I'm sorry
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