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Wednesday, April 20, 2005


20th Wednesday
I've think I've got everything sussed out... Joe or Stefan must of said something to Joe's band about me!! Why else would they all be looking at me? I'm just trying to think what it is! I seriously have no fucking idea what is going on. Argh! It's annoying the shit outta me!! Why the fuck?!?!?
Joe must be planning on doing saying something big to me before he leaves in 6 weeks (to go to Africa for 6 months). I'm just trying to think what it is... it can't be confessing anything, like saying he likes me alot or something. Since thats over between us... I think, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!!
Arrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Why are guys so complicated? I know I catch on fast to things but this is just stupid. Wtf could it be????? I was sitting in the whole of D.T, (yes, just sitting there with my project infront of me for an hour doing nothing) trying to figure out what was going on. But it was kinda hard since no one from Joe's band is in my D.T and neither is Stefan, so I couldn't get it. Though when it came to German... yeah they always look in German- DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?! Oh shit... hope Stefan doesn't fancy me!! Noooooooooo that would be the worst thing ever!! I hate rejecting people! I hate getting close to people I don't want to be close to! Aww man I think I'm gonna cry from all this build up of frustration.
I bet your thinking now, why don't you just ask them about it?
Well you think that would be the normal thing to do, but if something is going on then they will realise I've caught on and whatever they are betting or plotting on they will do it sooner than expected! Or they can be totally blank and make it look like I'm paranoid, which I'm not! Something is definently going on! BUT WTF IS IT?!?
God Damnit!!



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