Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: MononokeH1


Thursday, April 21, 2005


   21st April
I think I have a very very possible answer for all this bollocks thats going on... STEFAN FANCIES ME! Why else would all the guys would be staring? Because I'm laughing with stefan!! Stefan must have told Joe and said something to the other guys.
Stefan always trys to get my attention, looks at me in lessons, trys and talks to me as soon as he sees me and the list goes on and on.
I don't like Stefan!!!! (in that way). I really really hope I'm wrong, please let me be wrong!

I'm listening to Oasis- Wonderwall and it's reminding me of Joe... why does everything lead back to Joe in my mind? It's not fair!! I just want to either get over him or just tell him before he goes so he can have time to think about it. Why did I dump him???? (Well I know why, but why did I think that?) I'm so fucked up! I'm pissing myself off! I just wanna... forget everything and everyone and start again! I know my mum was saying to me that if she could pack her bags and go she would, just take me with you! I don't wanna come home when I'm at school and I don't wanna go to school when I'm at home. I either attach myself strongly to my friends or attach strongly onto my mum... Why? I don't know. Why do I even feel this way?
Argh! Too many things are going wrong and it's confusing me clouding my mind and making depressed. Why me?

Comments (2)

« Home