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• 1990-09-25
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• England, Bristol
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• 2005-04-06
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• Student
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• Rachel/Rachi-chan(to best friends)
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• hitting a Tennis ball over a fence boucing it on a car and flying into the river. Tripping over a video tape box
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• Whenever..
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• Yami no mitsumi, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away,Howls moving castle. Gravitation, All Gundam series, DBZ, X(1999), Escarflowne, Outlaw Star ,Fruits Basket, Naruto, Yu-Gi-Oh, Akira, Tenchi, Ranma 1/2, kare kano, DNAngel,Beyblade Cowboy bepbop Evangelion
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• Take over the world, or at least a small army of ants
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• Art, drama, music, video games, downloading and anime!
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• fake crying and getting out of trouble with this method mwahaha!
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Friday, April 22, 2005
22nd Friday
1 thing about today... it sucked like hell!
Do you know how many times I cried today? Take a guess, 5!!! 5 times! It's depressing in itself, which makes me more depressed and feeling down.
I just came from science, and it seemed like I didn't even exist! I mean people where pushing passed me like they didn't even see me, it's like geez! So I came to my next lesson (maths) feeling like shit in general, and I just put my hand up to help with my revision, my teacher came over started answering my question and I just .... let go. Burst into tears! Over everything! Every small thing, every big thing. I've been keeping to myself lately and even when I say whats bothering me no one seems to care! It's like aww no your upset, hug all better now. Sure hugs comfort me but they don't make feelings go away! Anyway, maths, crying, yeah... I had to leave the class room so I had to sit in the languages office and listen to stupid mrs nelsons advice. She's the worst person I know for bad advice! She just made me feel worse!! So I spent the whole of break in there trying to recover. Then I had to go to geography still feeling crap. Got to Geography and burst into tears all over again! (thats twice so far). I really wanted to go home... but I couldn't, since your not allowed to go home unless your ill (and the nurse is really strict). Didn't cry for the rest of the day, until end of school. I was looking around trying to find my mums car, but it wasn't there... I waited for a bit then phone her: "have you forgotten I exist?" "No, it's just that my cars in the at the shop, so I have no car to pick you up." "what am I supposed to do then?" "well your gonna have to walk home" "argh!" and I hung up. It just pissed me off so much! It's not enough that I had a crap day, she just had to top it off by telling me I have a 1hr and 45mins walk home as well! Half way home... and I yet again today I couldn't take it. Burst into tears while walking through the graveyard. So I had to sit down to get my act together and it just had to start raining hard didn't it? FUCKING ENGLAND AND IT'S CRAPPY WEATHER!! So that was the third today.
I finally managed the rest of the way home. But as soon as I came home I was such in a piss with my family I just went to my room and burst into tears for the 4th time today and fell asleep.
The 5th time was about 2 hours ago. I just needed to hug my mum and cried, yet it made me feel alot better hugging her. Thats probably what I needed all day.
I'm so glad it's the weekend tomo so I can just relax from all this tention... I just need to be home for a while.
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