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Friday, June 17, 2005


I went into school for only part of lunch and last lesson, which was D.T.
The look I got from Laine... I don't want to ever go to school again!!! That did it for me and just whenever they past me I just didn't want to look at them or even be there! I couldn't take it! Pretty brave of me to even try and attempt facing school today. I'm suprised at myself, even my mum suggested that I shouldn't bother and to go home.
At least I learnt something from myself... I don't run from my fears. Is that good or bad? Perhaps I'm being chased by a man with a gun and I stop to face him! THEN WHAT?! Get shot?! AHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Anyway... I talked to Sumy online, I do really hate them all! I feel so betrayed and lied to. I really don't want to face them on Monday! I really can't stand to even look at them! It makes me feel sick to my stomach. All the rage and depression they have put me through for the past 3 days.
They help someone who doesn't have any problems, the only problem Kirsty has is that racoon shoved up her ass! They fucking worry about her and her well-being, but what do I get? I get nothing! When I actually have troubles with my home life and cry like 24/7! They do jack shit! Why can't they handle real problems?! THEY ARE SO SHIT AT COMFORTING! I feel more comforted by a random person who sits next to me on the bus! Really does make me sick!
I supposedly patched things up with Sumy and everyone. Though I'm not quite ready to face any of them. What Cunts... I will get my revenge!

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