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Tuesday, June 21, 2005


  OH MY GOD!
I feel totally guitly for saying all that stuff about my friends! Especially about liz and laine!!! I'm still a little pissed at Sumy and I will always hate Kirsty... but Liz and Laine have totally redeemed themselves!!!
Laine is sooo sweet and pathetic!! I guess I got mad at her being utterly useless at comforting... she told me before! I guess I forgot that!
I got an email from Laine:

Hey hows you? I'm really really sorry about not comforting you like a proper friend should - but we couldn't get out of history. Anyways that aint the point. Me n liz were wonderin if you'd like 2 cum over n maybe watch a film n have (we hope) pizza? We havent actually asked yet...but just to let u know cos we still like u ofcourse! yup think bout it..n we'll ask today n maybe we can have a lil chat too or sumthin...yup yup d'ya want me to talk to ya? cos I aint sure...

well c ya soon laine

How guitly and heartless does that make me look?! After all I said?!
But I do have the right to be sooo upset since it did hurt me sooo bad! I don't think I'll ever be the same or okay again!! It hurt that much!!
Heres the email from Liz:

Rachy I really want to make up friends...do you feel betrayed or something? sorry I don't understand you. Well do you wanna be friends again? I promise I will never hurt you oky? Do you wanna come round sometime? Me n laine are gonna ask the folks about thursday, is that oky for you? if you don't wanna come round its fine. Please be friends again? I'm sorry I don't understand you...wish I did so I can help you. And I have felt left out and alone before...in primary school. you prob don't wanna know the story do you! Anyways I see you around n if you want to come round that would be cool so yeh email back soon oky? Sorry for everything!

See yas rachy!
luv lizzz

T_T damn them! Making me feel like ... well .... I DON'T KNOW! They really feel that defenseless which makes me look bad! The state they put me in was unexpectable! I've never had the feeling of just avoiding school completely! Not until something like that hurt sooo bad! ARGH!
I want them to come to my house though!! Damnit! Since I have desent anime to watch!
Speaking of anime! Sumy and Laine are really shit at drawing it! They asked me in R.E if I've been drawing more anime... I said no and they got a bunch of pics they drew. One wasn't even anime! It was Sora from Kingdom Hearts! They had two pictures of anime girls which I've never seen before (I've seen all anime and can recognize the ones I haven't even seen!) and they had a guy from Rurouni Kenshin I wanted to slap my head and just say... never draw anime again! It's sooo fucking disgraceful! We're doing a big art project since we only have like 2 art lessons left before the summer holidays! Only three weeks left! Our project will look sooo bad! The picture Laine drew of Sorata was really shit! I was excepting it to be better than my picture of Subaru because Laine is extremely good at art. But when she showed me I was kinda disappionted... I was mainly shocked though because it didn't impress me! I've drawn a picture of Sorata as well to make up for her crappy one!
I HAVE FOUND THERE WEAKNESS IN THE ART WORLD!
I'm soooo happy! This means I can draw anime for GCSE and it will look really good! SCORE ONE FOR ME!

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