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• 1990-09-25
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• England, Bristol
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• 2005-04-06
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• Student
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• Rachel/Rachi-chan(to best friends)

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• hitting a Tennis ball over a fence boucing it on a car and flying into the river. Tripping over a video tape box
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• Whenever..
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• Yami no mitsumi, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away,Howls moving castle. Gravitation, All Gundam series, DBZ, X(1999), Escarflowne, Outlaw Star ,Fruits Basket, Naruto, Yu-Gi-Oh, Akira, Tenchi, Ranma 1/2, kare kano, DNAngel,Beyblade Cowboy bepbop Evangelion
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• Take over the world, or at least a small army of ants
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• fake crying and getting out of trouble with this method mwahaha!




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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Ok.. update!

My Mum's done a runner... basically she's walked out and it's about 12.30am over here in England right now... still no sign of her. Though her car is still there and she is limited to where she could probably go or stay in our area! Me and my sister both went on a walk to get out of the house away from all the bad vibes! I'm so fucking positive that my parents are gonna get divorced! Ever since my mum's been off with burn out my life has sunk to an all new low! I feel lower than low.. I feel like I'm suffering under everyone. I'm wacked, disturbed, neurotic whatever! I don't even know what I fucking feel anymore.. no friends around, no friends that can understand! I'm sure you have your own problems, home life to deal with whatever.. saying you can relate and shit... I'm sure you can, but.. it's not the same! It can never be the same! I'm currently in the worst possible position for my parents to get divorced! Start of 2 VERY important years of my life and education! It's alright for my brother and sister! They've done it all, they can leave home! Me? HA! Not a fat fucking chance! At this rate I'm gonna be fostered and God forbid anything from beyond how I'm feeling right now! This has affected me so much.. that... everytime I want to cry, I can't! My emotions are totally shook up everything is shook up! My head feels like it's been messed around with... sooo much! That I'm probably not even making any sense... I'm babbling on. All I know is that.. I want to see and speak to Jaz! Unless.. God! I don't know anymore! I have sooo much to say and write though... nothing is pulling together and making any sense... I can't think straight and my depression is kicking in, so I can feel the downward spiral... so much that I can hardly be bothered to type. I'll leave it at that for now, I'm sorry
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