Monday, May 21, 2007

8:44 PM - 8:58 PM
So, how long has it been since I updated this thing? A month or two, I think. From the beginning of April to the end of May, so about a month and a half.

I suppose a lot has happened. As for the emotional thing from before, I don't think I'll ever have the same kind of control again, as long as I'm a teenager. But the issue was resolved and I'm fine and stuff.

Hmm... too many things have happened in the past month, and I don't really feel like talking about them. I've made some new friends and stuff.

Argh, I can't concentrate, I've got a bunch of Chem homework to do. Also this song is really distracting cause it's really good (Life is Like a Boat- Rie Fu).

I suppose anyone curious about what has happened recently can always just ask me. I think I'll shed my online paranoia and post my screen name... after all, I can just block anyone that's creepy or annoying or whatever.

Anyway. Homework ahoy!
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Friday, April 6, 2007

12:18 PM - 12:27 PM
Heh. Heheh. I'm so hopeless right now.

See, until last year around January, I was in almost complete control of my emotions, to the point where I didn't really ever feel. Then I got a bunch of new friends, and things started changing rapidly. All of a sudden I had an outlet for my emotions, and there was no reason to bottle them up. Unfortunately, I soon lost all the control I used to have, because I was unused to feeling.

After summer, I was mostly in control again. But it was different; instead of not feeling at all, I would just make it so I wouldn't get too extremely emotional about anything. Life was good and everything was awesome. But during the past month or so, my control has started slipping away again.

There are a huge number of factors, which is really messing with me. Up until now, all of my emotional problems have had one or two origins. So I keep looking for what's made me lose control this time so I can say 'ohhh, so that's the problem' and fix it. But that's not gonna happen, cause there's way too many things going on.

A lot of it has to do with being a teenager, I think. There's so many hormones in my brain right now that I can't think about anything in a logical manner for very long.

The worst part of all this is that I keep thinking that I'm back in control, because I go a whole day without getting sad. But when I'm alone and have time to think about this, I lose control again.

Anyone reading this is probably pissed that I haven't stated the causes of this miniature emotional breakdown I've been having. Too bad for you, because that's private. If you really do want to know, you can call or email me or whatever. I just don't want to state it here, where anyone can read it.

Alright, that's all I had to say. I'm gonna go clean the house now. Jaa ne.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

10:17 PM - 10:28 PM
So, I pretty much haven't posted on this thing in a month. I don't really care though. I don't really have the need for a blog any more... anyone that wants to know what's up in my life (that I care about) can simply ask me.

I'm not going to withdraw completely from this, but clearly I'll be updating a lot less from now on. I really only used this as a place to get my thoughts written out, and I have a private journal for that now.

So uh, that said... I can't think of anything new. Well actually that's a lie, I can drive now. I got my license about a week or so ago. Driving is still really boring, but being able to drive myself around is very convenient.

In a completely unrelated matter: I HATE MICHIGAN LEFTS.

So, it's been pretty warm the past few days. Isn't it great? I've been taking walks almost every day since the weather got nice. I love spring, I can't wait until this weather becomes consistent (as opposed to flipping between 76 and 30 degrees in 12 hours).

Oh yeah, if you want to check out my deviantart, I'll be a lot more active there than I am here.
http://moogleboy64.deviantart.com/

Um... Oh yeah, I'm also apparently a part of the Game Developers Club at school. Kickass! The only problem is that it's not a real club yet... They want to finish a game, so they can impress the people that are in charge of uh... letting clubs exist, I guess. Someone randomly approached me about it after gym last week, and uh... yeah. Apparently I'm going to be some sort of designer. Woo!

Also, I'm in charge of something called Game Boy Day at the library. It's just sort of a gathering of people to play handheld games and stuff. The librarians say that if it's successful, that it'll become a regular thing. Yay! (The reason that I was put in charge is because the librarians are all old ladies that don't know what they're doing, and my uncle works at the library)

I guess that's all that's new with me. Jaa ne!
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

7:14 AM - 7:17 AM
Woohoo no school today! I'm totally going to hang out and do stuff all day. Yay.

Also, my birthday was Monday. I got some money from my grandma and my mom, a "classic controller" attachment Wii thing from my mom, and kickass fancy Prismacolor pencils from Kora. Yay!

Also I celebrated last Saturday by going out to lunch with Kora and Steven. Then we hung out at my house, Brian came over, and uh... yeah. It was cool.

I'm gonna go draw or bug someone or something now! Woo!
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Saturday, February 3, 2007

1:38 PM - 1:54 PM
Okay, sorry for the complete lack of updates for the past few weeks. Not that anyone reads this anyway. So yeah, if you don't like long posts, don't bother reading this one.

So, finals. They were, for the most part, really easy. There were a couple things I wasn't sure about, but I got good grades on all of em. Apparently, I got 4 As and 2 Bs overall for the semester, which is normal for me. Woo.

So, being the new semester and all, I have some new classes. Math, Chem, and Japanese have remained the same. Now I dread my 3rd hour, though. Normally I like history, but I really hate my new teacher. He sucks at teaching, goes over EVERYTHING like 3 times in the notes alone, then talks about it a few more times when we're not taking notes. Ugh.

I think the reason he goes over all that stuff, though, is that my class is full of morons. There's these two girls that sit on opposite sides of the room and constantly yell at each other. While the teacher is talking. And he just kinda... lets it go. He doesn't care. I don't wanna think about that class anymore. Onto something else.

So, then I have english. I got into Honors! Woo! I've noticed an immideate difference, too. Whereas before, my english class was much like my current history class, everyone in the new class is like... relatively silent. They don't interrupt the teacher, unless we're having some kind of debate on human nature or whatever. It's really fun! Yay.

Uh... Beginner's Tennis is kind of meh. The teacher is a sexist weirdo ("Girls don't sweat, they glisten!" etc), but all the guys in the class love him. It's not really a bad class, we just don't really play tennis, ever. So far, every day has either been "pickle ball" (wtf) or going to the weight room. I prefer the latter, so I can just run on one of the treadmills the whole hour. Meh.

So... I think that's it for my new classes.

Oh, also! I got a Wii, which is the reason I haven't been on the internet often enough to say stuff here. It's really fun! Especially the new Zelda. I got it about a week and a half ago (wednesday the 24th or something like that), and I've already almost beaten it. I'm just running around now, trying to get all the heart pieces and whatnot. Luckily there's a fortune teller that shows you where they are for 10 rupees, though she only gives you a general idea of where they are. You still have to figure out how to get to them on your own.

Hmm... that wasn't nearly as long as I thought it would be. Oh, because I forgot to mention the party!

So, I had a Wintereenmas party last Saturday. For those of you who are unfamiliar with WEMas, go read the webcomic Ctrl-Alt-Del. Unless you're not into videogames, in which case don't bother.

Anyway, I had a big list of people, but... 4 that I expected to come didn't show up, so I had a lot of food leftover. xP Luckily I was able to freeze the pizza we had leftover... which was a whole pizza, plus 4 from the other two that hadn't been eaten.

We basically just played Wii Sports and Kirby Air Ride the whole time. I expected people to want to play Melee, but they were mostly interested in sports, so yeah. Hopefully by next year I'll have more than one controller.

Hm... I don't think there's anything left for me to talk about. And I need to vacuum anyway, so.. uh, bye.
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