Sunday, May 7, 2006

3:04 AM- 3:07 AM
Okay, I have a few more people to add to that list...

Shadow Jaganshi, who was a major influence for a year of my life, and I wish she wasn't leaving, but whatever...

IeyasuTokugawa1, who is a very nice person that's commented a bunch...

suka envy... see previous.

And lastly, anyone else who's commented and been nice and stuff...

I have nothing else to say right now. Goodnight.
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10:22 PM- 12:33 AM
Well, I'm bored, and for once I don't feel like telling everyone exactly what happened at a friend's house. So I'm just going to make a list of all the people that I think are awesome (in no particular order):

My brother Matt, who has always been a kind of role model to me... well, obviously, since I'm practically his protoge...
My sister Lindsay, who's just plain awesome. And likes skittles. And stuff. Yay.
Liz, who saved me from depression. Enough said.
Chris, who is fun to talk to and be around, even in total silence...
Brian, who is confusing and awesome at the same time, and a really nice guy.
Cam, who is Canadian, and hyper, and stuff...
Tim, who can do front flips with no hands, and likes FMA.
Steven, who is fun to be around, though I can't quite figure out why...
Kora, who is staying in America and makes awesome smilies.
Shelby, who reminded me of how awesome elementary school was.
Erik, who looks like a gecko, and is the first guy I've actually thought of as cute.
Rae, who's kickass and I don't know well enough to think of anything else...
Kris, who was the only one that didn't think Liz was weird when she said hi how are you and bowed...
Katie, who is apparently my evil twin...
Andy, who says far too many awesome things for me to remember any of them (if that made any sense.. which I doubt it did)...
James, who I have practically nothing in common with, but he's awesome anyway... I guess...
Bryan, who is obsessed with Fight Club and is somehow good at writing like a newspaper journalist...

If you read this and I forgot you, and you're awesome, I'm sorry! But I am on coke right now... the beverage! I get sugar high... so yeah.

Oh, and if you haven't figured it out, I've decided to keep posting here.
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Saturday, May 6, 2006

3:19 PM- 3:26 PM
Okay. It looks like life will finally be back to normal... hopefully. The past few weeks have been a rollercoaster...

I might stop posting here. Or at least not as often as I used to. I've had another blog for a while now, I just haven't used it much... But Shadow, who was the reason I even got a myOtaku, has decided to stop posting... And since most of the people that read this know about my other blog (no, I'm not going to tell you what it is), it doesn't really affect much...

I dunno. Having two blogs at once seems kinda pointless if all your friends read both of them...

This might be my last post on myOtaku. It might not. It shouldn't really matter, but it kinda feels like I'm leaving something behind... But that's probably just because I'm too sentimental... Hey, leaving myOtaku might just be the first step in overcoming it. I dunno.

So, if I end up never posting here again...




Bye.
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12:36 AM
Ummm... nevermind... I guess it's working out with them? Good. I'm glad. Now I can be optimistic without feeling like an ass again.

Yay.
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11:56 PM- 12:34 AM
I don't get it. Why does life do this? WHY?

For the past several weeks, a lot of things have gone wrong. And as soon as they're "resolved" something else comes along.
Right now, I'm still really happy that Kora is staying. I'm also glad that I have friends like Kora, and Brian, and LizChrisCamTimStevenShelbyetc...

But... right now, two of my friends are fighting. Over something really stupid. Though I admit, it's not as stupid as when I fought with Liz over a fucking book, but at least that one was over with quickly. This one may take a while.

Basically, what happened is that a friend (let's just call her "friend A") posted on her blog that life sucked and stuff. Another friend, henceforth known as Friend B, was really freaked about the thing with Kora moving to Poland. So friend B tries to tell friend A that life is good, and that a lot of people have problems, etc.

The thing is though, that friend A took it too personally, and now they're both upset; friend A because she thinks that friend B "won't let her have a bad day", and friend B because friend A is acting extremely out of character.

I really really don't want to take sides here... so I'm just going to say what I think as simply as I can.

Liz- I know you didn't mean to be mean, and that you think you were actually helping, or whatever. I can respect that... but just know that the way you worded it wasn't exactly helpful... no offense....

Chris- Liz didn't mean anything by it... You know she didn't. No offense, but I think you may have overreacted a bit...



Okay, I'm sorry if I sound like a jerk now, but... I had to say that. I'm willing to help either one of you right now, as long as it's actually something helpful you want me to do and not just tell the other person you said something... or something... I don't know....



I really hope that you guys can work this out...
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Thursday, May 4, 2006

8:26 PM- 9:34 PM
Life is... I can't even think of a word to accurately describe life right now. I bitch about a lot of problems that I have. I'd like to apologize for that. Because I know, and I've always known that there are people who are far worse off than I am... I complained less when I met some people whose lives were worse in some way or other... but this is too horrible. Up until now, every realization that I had it better made me feel like a jerk. This time it makes me feel like... a total jackass.

I have a friend that I barely know, but she's really cool, and she's also friends with a lot of my other friends (which is how I know her in the first place). She's brilliant and awesome in a lot of ways.

She's lived in the US for 11 years. But because her sponsor died (I have no idea what a sponsor is, so forgive me if I sound ignorant here) and because of that, she can't stay. He died four years ago, and in five days she's going to find out if she's going to stay or be moved back to Poland... I have no idea how that works.

I do know, that it's the government that's doing it. I hate politicians. Every one of them. Because even though they might try to help people or whatever, all they're really after is getting re-elected. Don't argue with me about this. You know it's true. Even if they have pure intentions in the beginning, anyone that gets close to the government will be warped eventually.

As one of my other smart friends stated: "Hitler was a politician too."

I hate this. I'm going to use any spare time or energy to help my friend. I can't stand to let her just... be kicked out...

AAAAAAAAAAAA

She can stay! Rejoice! YAAAAY! Life is so fucking good right now... ahahahahahahahahahah! IN YOUR FACE, GOVERNMENT! Weeeeee!

Oh man, I have way too much energy! I think I might explode! Agh I need to end this bye goodnight whatever echidna!
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

8:22 PM- 8:24 PM
Ergh... I feel like I never have time for anything but homework anymore... I hope that things will be back to normal by next week. I have a lit/comp project and a japanese project to do right now... the only reason I'm posting is cause I'm being a slacker... Oh man... Well, I guess I won't get around to doing all that stuff for a while now... *sigh*

Maybe more later, I dunno.
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Monday, May 1, 2006

2:54 PM- 3:00 PM
I've been posting far less frequently now... I guess cause not much has happened in the past week or so that I can really comment on... Probably due to a lack of many of my friends. Ah well. Life goes on.

I'm sorry if you've signed my guestbook and I haven't gotten back to you yet; I planned on doing it last night, but I was out for most of the day and barely had time to get my homework done. Speaking of which, I have a crapload of homework to do tonight... *sigh*

I will get to it eventually though! Seriously. Anyway... I'm really glad that Chris, Brian, and Tim are back. Though I don't really see the latter very often, the lack of his presence is felt, due to my other friends that miss them... mah, anyway... So they're back! Yaaaay.

I don't really have much else to say... I'm not really in the mood to rant right now. I guess I'll go get started on me homework. Psydactyl, away!
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Saturday, April 29, 2006

9:09 PM- 9:27 PM
So. Last night I got kinda really depressed... Absence of friends and whatnot. Of course, that was after I made that post... but anyway, Liz was depressed too, and after a few hours we were both better (I think).

Today has been much better... I drove at 9... it was easy. Then I started getting ready for people to come over... Only Cam did. Liz couldn't come, Steven couldn't either... and Shelby never called Cam back. So we just hung out and played Kirby Air Ride. Oh man, that game is so fun... (look at those graphics!)

Then I got on ze compy and I've been just kinda sitting around here since, talking to Liz... I wish Brian and Chris were here... Ah well. I don't really have much to report. Ach. I be off now.
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Friday, April 28, 2006

2:57 PM- 3:09 PM
Wow. All I can say is that life is good. I've had a pretty good day today... Let's see... well, first hour I had a sub for japanese so I didn't need to worry about the homework that I forgot to finish. Second hour and most of third there was this assembly to see some author person... I guess it was okay, cept I missed most of art and now I'm behind on my calligraphy project thingy.
Fourth hour went normally... Lunch was okay, cept... well, Andy and Kris kept talking about child molestation... they were being funny about it (making up and imitating "uncle jack" and saying that he bribes the parents and police because he's rich or something)... it was still pretty creepy though. Ah well.
Fifth hour I had a test that was really easy... when we have tests in that class, everyone's usually done early enough that the teacher can grade them and tell us our scores, and this time it was a very short test, so we could just hang out for the last half of the hour. Twas fun.

Gym was really fun today! Because of that assembly (the time you had to go to it depends on what hour you have lit/comp) a lot of people were gone. Me and Bryan were made captains, oddly enough. I just picked one guy and let him pick everyone else. ^_^;;; But oh man... it was just really fun. The competitive people were there, but for some reason they weren't yelling or anything... I think less people around just makes it less tense or something. But I kept screwing up and kicking it out... which isn't a bad thing, cause it was funny. Eventually the other people came out to the field one by one, and James (who wasn't there before) tried to get the ball at the same time I did, and I ended up tripping over his leg and rolling on the ground for a few feet. I wasn't hurt though, so it was funny. And just... no one was taking it as seriously as they normally do. It was nice.

So... plans for the weekend... I'm going to try to have people over tomorrow, I need to burn a bunch of CDs, and I need to get back to everyone who's signed my guestbook over the past two weeks or so. *contented sigh* Despite the absence of several people, life is going very well right now... I'm gonna go do some of that stuff now...
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