Thursday, February 23, 2006

Dude... I haven't posted in a while... been too busy... um, sleeping. Yeah.
So, my basement lair is temporarily useless, as I can no longer use the TV or any videogames, and I didn't even get to start using my new compy. Something about the polarity being reversed in the outlets or something. Two space heaters that were plugged in down there have already died, and I don't want all my awesome new crap dying too.
So it looks like I'll be playing Sonic Riders, which I bought yesterday, on the ground floor. Goddesses I love Trigger Happy TV... "Do you have any bedroomsh on the ground flo'?"
Fortunately, the lappy at my dad's place had internet this time, so I spent almost the entire weekend talking to friends online. I also went to my brother's place for a couple nights, and he had a mac, and it was sweet. Microsoft is horrible in comparison. The whole time, not one error message. And they look cooler.
I stayed up until at least 4 every single night since friday... sometimes until 5. I woke up at 3:30 on tuesday... Yay for sleeping in. I'm hungry. I need to get some toast. So yeah.
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Monday, February 13, 2006

So! Birthday. I got some money. Yaaay... Um, I also got a scanner/printer thing, which I wanted but wasn't actually expecting to get. Everything else was books and movies... I got Princess Mononoke and Ghost in the Shell. My friend convinced me to go with him to Web Page Design Club or something today. It was awesome, cause it was the first meeting for both of us and it just happened to be a pizza party. When we got on the computer, we didn't really even do anything. I just kinda fooled around with some webcomics, thinking that I would eventually be given some kind of thing to do. I don't think anyone did anything productive the whole time. Yay! Then he came back here, and we played Kirby Air Ride and Super Smash Bros. Melee until his mom picked him up at 6:50. Then I ate and now I'm here. So yeah. I need to do my homework.
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

You know, I feel like I should say something here. But I really have nothing to say, today at least. Nothing exciting has happened to me recently. Sigh... At least my birthday's tomorrow. I don't really understand why we celebrate birthdays at all, but free presents, so I'm not complaining. Ugh... I'm sick. I'm gonna go take a nap.
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Monday, February 6, 2006

I'm so freaking depressed... It's a long story.

So, I got IM'ed from someone I barely even talked to last year when I signed on for the first time in months. We started talking, and I thought it was awesome to have yet another new friend, and a female one at that. As of right now, she's still my only female friend (my age. I'm kinda "friends" with my brother's wife). But when I told my dad's housemate this, she told me that it was obvious that this girl liked me. I knew it wasn't true. I freaking knew it, and told her. She didn't buy it. Since then (it was around a month before xmas), almost everyone I know has made some kind of comment about us being together. So, she asks one of our friends to this dance thing. I'm not surprised. I can now actually tell people that I know for a fact that she doesn't like me. Yet still, I was depressed. It kills me, because I know that I only thought of her as friend, I still do, and whatever! I shouldn't be depressed! The worst part is, when I'm depressed, little things piss me off. Like, reeeeaaally little things. Bumping into someone in the hall makes me freak out and call the next person to talk to me an asshole. And the wierdest part is, I felt much better after talking to my friend at lunch, who happened to be the same friend who my female friend asked out, so yeah... Um, I'm hungry, so I'm gonna go eat now.
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Sunday, February 5, 2006

I'm so freaking.... I dunno, but it's not good. My dad's an ass, for reasons that I don't feel like talking about. I have been so depressed this past weekend. The only thing I've done is watch anime by myself, and play Animal Crossing. It's a great game, but after the first half hour a day, it gets kinda boring again. I spent half of Saturday just staring at the ceiling. BUT, it's not entirely my fault that I was bored. See, my dad has a computer over at his house, but it sucks and his room smells so strongly of smoke that I can't go in there without getting a headache. So last time I was over there, his roommate (an old co-worker) said she had a laptop that she could bring home from work. So finally, I could talk to people online and do other stuff on the computer at my dad's place! Except apparently the tech guy was busy that week, so no internet. Hell, that thing didn't even have solitaire on it. So, since I thought that I would have something to do over there, I didn't bring my Gamecube. Ugh... I'm going to go eat now. Holy crap! It's ten to five and I haven't eaten lunch yet! No wonder my stomach hurts!
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Saturday, January 28, 2006

Yay for me! I had a party today... A lot of people didn't show up, but then again, my basement is kinda small anyway...
We played Super Smash Bros. Melee and ate lots of pizza. Um, it seemed like we did a lot more for some reason... Oh well. It was fun. It just occurs to me that I haven't had friends over in years, not counting one friend who spends the night occasionally. I don't count him because he's terrible company. All he does is sit at my computer the whole night, because his parents suck and he can't at his house. He also waits until I go to bed and searches for porn on the internet. Clearly, he doesn't realize that I know every site he goes to via Temporary Internet Files. That ass. Next time he comes over, I'm unplugging the transmitter for my wireless internet. That'll show him. Man, I'm boring...
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Friday, January 27, 2006

I'm happy! And really stressed!
Woooo! Party tomorrow! It'll be fun and stuff! I really don't want to say anything else, cause I have to go clean my basement! Wooooo!
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Well, I... am under a lot of stress! I can't take it! This damn party is going to kill me! Ugh... Most of the people that I invited haven't given me a straight answer... I have three people that are definitely coming, one definite no, and six people who have no idea... I need to figure out HTML. I took about a week of a class where I started to learn it, but it sucked. It was boring. Luckily, I got a schedule change and got Japanese! Unfortuneatly, my lit/comp class was switched from a new somewhat attractive (but I'm not that kind of person! It's my perverted friend, I swear!) teacher, to an old ugly teacher who I hated. But that was last semester. So yeah. I forgot what was gonna say...
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Monday, January 23, 2006

Ugh... I hate school. Well, not really, because as geeky as this may sound, I like learning. But it depends on what I'm learning. I really like math, but I hate health. Good thing that health was only a one semester class. My art class sucks. The teacher seems kinda wierd. But I mainly hate it because the room is really dark and dirty. And there's mannequins. I HATE mannequins. They creep the hell out of me. Also, there's only a couple freshman in the class.
The thing about the new semester that bugs me the most is my lunch. I got B lunch. I hate B lunch. No one has B lunch. All of my friends but one have C lunch, the lunch I had last semester. I hate it! I had to eat when I wasn't hungry, and I was starving when I got home! Argh! The only good thing so far is my new Lit/Comp class. The teacher seems nice, and there's a lot of nice people in the class. Unfortuneately(I completely forgot how to spell that word), I don't actually know anyone in the class. Oh well.
Woooo! I just remembered! I'm having a party Saturday! A videogame party! Yaaaay! Um, I really wish I knew how to say party in Japanese... Whatever... I'm tired. Me go sleepy now.
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Sunday, January 15, 2006

hyper!
I don't want to come off sounding like a wuss... but I'm lonely. Really. My normal Saturday nights consist of watching anime on Toonami/Adult Swim, eating pizza, drinking coke, and sometimes handheld videogames. Alone. Always alone. My mom watches TV in her room until she falls asleep, and I stay up until around 4:30.
Well, that changed today. I've been changed over the last year or so. My main influences include my brother, sister, and Shadow Jaganshi, but the latter probably doesn't know. I have way more friends, I can talk to people, accept compliments, and a lot of other fun things. I guess I'm just kind of being more outgoing.
Anyway, I now have two friends oneline, one of which I've been talking to since ten. She's really one of the best friends I've ever had, has the least amount of problems (my other friends are really depressed or obsessed with something), and... a lot of other good stuff. The point is, I actually wasn't alone tonight, and now that she's gone, I'm suddenly really sad.
I think it's the coke. Seriously, when I drink coke (the beverage, obviously), especially at night, I get really hyper, emotional, and easily affected by stuff. It's easier to get really happy, or alternatively, cry. Yes, I cried when Aeris died in Final Fantasy VII, even though I knew it would happen, even though I had seen my brother play through most of the game years ago, I freaking cried. I cry almost every time I hear her theme, too.
But, you know what? As much as I don't like to admit it, I'm human, and I have human emotions. I try to live by logic, though I know emotions are necessary. I know several people that can't think rationally because they are ruled by their feelings. And I will never be like them.
In unrelated news, HOLY FREAKING CRAP! Full Metal Alchemist FREAKED me out! If I wasn't talking to my friend at the time, I might have even cried! I mean... what the hell?!!! Anyone who actually reads this, and for some reason missed tonight's episode, you might as well... I don't know, I can't think straight! I keep twitching... Damn coke...
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