Sunday, October 29, 2006

12:15 AM - 12:44 AM
Wow. Cedar Point was amazing. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I was going, didn't I? Well um... I was there all today. Yeah.

I got covered in powdered sugar.

We went on the Magnum 3 times.

We went on the Millenium Force while it was hailing.

Uh... so yeah, it was awesome. Well, except that my hands were numb the entire time. And I had to carry around my umbrella... but I don't regret bringing it. It was excellent shield from the wind and rain and such.

Uh... I dont' really have anything else to say. So yeah. Going to watch some stuff and go to bed now.
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

10:11 PM
Uh, I don't have anything to say. I just wanted to push that angry post down a bit, since I'm not angry at anything right now. So yeah.
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Sunday, October 22, 2006

7:30 PM - 7:33 PM
God dammit, today really sucked. I hate going to my aunt and uncle's place, it's so far away, and the drives are always really depressing. Like... every time I go there, the sky is either completely cloudless or so covered in clouds that everything is different shades of gray. Today was the latter.

Ugh... so as not to bore you all with the details, I'll summarize what happened. Basically, it took way too long to get out of there. When I finally got back, my mom was all depressed because she wasn't invited because my aunt is so loyal to my dad that she seems to have some kind of grudge against my mom. Yeah, so then somehow my mom and I got into an argument about her boyfriend whom I dislike very much, and just a bunch of stupid crap.

Now I have to go do homework and shit. Today is not looking up. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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12:29 AM - 12:32 AM
Okay, I think I finally know why I seem to go insane on saturday nights It's not the aforementioned loneliness, it's... well, I keep getting this feeling that I'll want to look back on tonight fondly for years... I got the same feeling while watching FLCL and s-CRY-ed for the first time.

I mean... it wouldn't be nearly this bad (or rather, this good) if it weren't for the fact that there's 4 freaking shows in a row like this.

so yeah. I'm having a good time. Dangerously good. Goodnight, all.
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12:11 AM - 12:14 AM
Heh. I'm so weird.

Every time a commercial comes on for something like Bleach or Eurkea 7, I feel lonely. Like there's millions of other people out there that are watching these things and actually know what's going on... which is obviously the case. I guess what I really want to do is watch the shows from start to end, and maybe read the manga and stuff. Also the Japanese versions. I won't feel complete until I do.

So yeah. Back to watching Trinity Blood.
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

6:44 PM - 6:45 PM
Stuff are normal and such.

Uh... I don't really have anything to talk about. But I'm bored, and too hungry to concentrate on videogames and the like. Oh well.

Ape Escape 2 has a really good soundtrack. I'd recommend checking it out if you're into VGM at all. I'm too lazy to link to it myself, so just google Galbadia Hotel. It's this site with a crapload of game soundtracks. So yeah.

I'll be... doing something now. I forgot what I decided to do. Oh well.
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

2:57 PM - 3:07 PM
Okay, so now I'm really fucking confused about this whole Liz thing. Last night, we talked about stuff, and it seemed to me like a kind of "agree to disagree" type of thing. So we're not exactly friends, but that doesn't mean we have to not like each other or anything.

But this morning, when I was sitting in our usual spot, she came up to me and looked really angry or sad, I couldn't tell which. She said something about it being up to me whether or not we were close or something, despite the fact that last night she said neither of us really wants to be friends. Then she stormed off. So what the fuck? I have no idea what it was about, but I haven't been able to stop thinking about it all day.

I wish I was more like Steven, Brian, Tim, and Cam. They can let things go much more easily than I can. That's really what I want to do with this situation; just wait and see what happens. I guess what I'm really saying is that I want to stop caring so much.

To summarize: I don't have a problem with Liz. We may or may not be friends or something anymore. Liz has some kind of problem with this, despite her being the reason it happened. And instead of desperately trying to solve the problem like some moron, this time I'm just going to let her sort out whatever the hell it is she's trying to say.



But yeah, other than that, today was a pretty okay day. Nothing major happened, a few minor situations here and there (mainly people being pissed at some horrible teacher), but mostly kinda nondescript.

I'm going to go do my homework now. Updates later if anything actually happens today.
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

10:09 PM - 10:12 PM
So... everything in life appears to be good. School is easy, friends are cool, etc.

well, actually apparently I'm not friends with Liz anymore. I'm still not quite sure how that happened... Oh well. We obviously weren't close, and it's not like we're pissed at each other or anything. Meh.

Nothing else worthy of mention has really happened. I could go on about Baten Kaitos again, but this time the boss that I'm stuck on isn't ridiculously unfair, I'm just not strong enough. So yeah.

I think I'll go to bed soon. Ja ne!
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Sunday, October 15, 2006

5:06 PM - 5:10 PM
Okay, I've been posting a lot the past few days. I don't care.

I've also been going from really happy to really sad a lot. I'm not bipolar or anything, but... I dunno. Stuff keeps happening. Disappointment for things I've been looking forward to, and also concern for my friends. That whole boss battle thing was kind of insignificant in comparison. Ah well.

I should have done my homework Friday, but I was busy for most of the day. I wouldn't have gotten much done anyway. I really should have done it yesterday. So now, today, I have to deal with a 3 page american history packet, a 3 page lit/comp packet, and drawing a comic for lit/comp. It will take me no less than two hours, but probably more due to my mood. *sigh*

well... that's all I have to say. I think I'll go get some dinner. Maybe having some energy will help me feel a bit better.
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2:09 AM
HOLY SHIT I ACTUALLY WON

oh man

my heart is beating very fast right now


i'm so happy


fuck depression, i'm gonna go to bed happy tonight
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