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Sunday, January 15, 2006

hyper!
I don't want to come off sounding like a wuss... but I'm lonely. Really. My normal Saturday nights consist of watching anime on Toonami/Adult Swim, eating pizza, drinking coke, and sometimes handheld videogames. Alone. Always alone. My mom watches TV in her room until she falls asleep, and I stay up until around 4:30.
Well, that changed today. I've been changed over the last year or so. My main influences include my brother, sister, and Shadow Jaganshi, but the latter probably doesn't know. I have way more friends, I can talk to people, accept compliments, and a lot of other fun things. I guess I'm just kind of being more outgoing.
Anyway, I now have two friends oneline, one of which I've been talking to since ten. She's really one of the best friends I've ever had, has the least amount of problems (my other friends are really depressed or obsessed with something), and... a lot of other good stuff. The point is, I actually wasn't alone tonight, and now that she's gone, I'm suddenly really sad.
I think it's the coke. Seriously, when I drink coke (the beverage, obviously), especially at night, I get really hyper, emotional, and easily affected by stuff. It's easier to get really happy, or alternatively, cry. Yes, I cried when Aeris died in Final Fantasy VII, even though I knew it would happen, even though I had seen my brother play through most of the game years ago, I freaking cried. I cry almost every time I hear her theme, too.
But, you know what? As much as I don't like to admit it, I'm human, and I have human emotions. I try to live by logic, though I know emotions are necessary. I know several people that can't think rationally because they are ruled by their feelings. And I will never be like them.
In unrelated news, HOLY FREAKING CRAP! Full Metal Alchemist FREAKED me out! If I wasn't talking to my friend at the time, I might have even cried! I mean... what the hell?!!! Anyone who actually reads this, and for some reason missed tonight's episode, you might as well... I don't know, I can't think straight! I keep twitching... Damn coke...
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