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1991-02-12
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My basement
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2005-12-18
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none as of yet
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Tom, AKA Raid, Moogleboy, Tomu
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I'm happy with my life. I'd call that an achievement.
Anime Fan Since
About 1999.
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FLCL
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Stay happy.
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Video games, drawing, and reading (novels or manga)
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I'm kinda good at video games and drawing.
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Monday, February 6, 2006
I'm so freaking depressed... It's a long story.
So, I got IM'ed from someone I barely even talked to last year when I signed on for the first time in months. We started talking, and I thought it was awesome to have yet another new friend, and a female one at that. As of right now, she's still my only female friend (my age. I'm kinda "friends" with my brother's wife). But when I told my dad's housemate this, she told me that it was obvious that this girl liked me. I knew it wasn't true. I freaking knew it, and told her. She didn't buy it. Since then (it was around a month before xmas), almost everyone I know has made some kind of comment about us being together. So, she asks one of our friends to this dance thing. I'm not surprised. I can now actually tell people that I know for a fact that she doesn't like me. Yet still, I was depressed. It kills me, because I know that I only thought of her as friend, I still do, and whatever! I shouldn't be depressed! The worst part is, when I'm depressed, little things piss me off. Like, reeeeaaally little things. Bumping into someone in the hall makes me freak out and call the next person to talk to me an asshole. And the wierdest part is, I felt much better after talking to my friend at lunch, who happened to be the same friend who my female friend asked out, so yeah... Um, I'm hungry, so I'm gonna go eat now.
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