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Friday, March 17, 2006


Dude, my day has been so bizarre... Okay. I wake up. Shower. Eat. Leave for school. All normal so far. I go to my locker, as usual. But on the way, I see Cam.

"HEY TOM!" He said, as though nothing had happened.
"Um, hey..." I replied, scared and relieved.
"Listen, sorry about yesterday, I-" I began.
"Oh, don't worry about it. It happens all the time with me and Tim. And by the next day, or a couple minutes later, everything's back to normal." He said.

Okay, this is just downright scary. Kinda. Well, not really, cause the conversations he has with Tim probably aren't upsetting. His words still hurt. I'm going to talk to him about it. Not argue, but talk. I might have said that last night.... I don't remember. Or care.

But even though it looks like I'll be able to stay friends with him, I'm kinda depressed. Or I was, until I started drinking this coke...
But seriously, even if we're still friends, I know he's not going to change his mind, and so it'll never be the same between us. Sure, we can talk, and laugh, but the trust and respect are gone.

Not to mention the fact that I am GREATLY affected by the moods of my friends... Usually Liz and Chris, but the others affect me too. Just not as often. And Liz is kinda better, but still kinda awkward about it, I think... she hasn't talked to 'im aboot it anyway. And Chris... well, she was never involved in that argument, but she's kinda down for other reasons... So, I'm kinda depressed. Tom wa risu desu...

But it's getting better. I hope that by Monday, we can all go back to being insanely happy at night. I would type more, but I forgot what I was gonna say. That, and every freaking post I make here is like three pages long....

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