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Sunday, March 26, 2006

10:23 PM- 11:00 PM
Well... Things were awkward for a while there...

But then everything was finally almost back to normal! And that was nice...

But now, it feels awkward again. This is just... I have no idea what's going on here. I don't know! I'm so confused.

I know this is going to sound selfish, but I just want to put this out here: Lately, it seems like I'm being attacked and yelled at for things that I've done unintentionally. Things I've apologized and tried to make up for. I just... I don't know.

I probably seem completely emo to everyone now. I go from being angry to apologetic to happy, and now i'm back to sad...

No. I'm not emo. The reason I'm like this is that I'm paranoid. I'm paranoid that I might lose my friends, even though there's no reason I would... It might come from the fact that nothing in my life that's good has lasted... My cat, Caspur, died... My next cat, Soks, ran away... One of my two cats, Penny, had problems with using the litter, so she was taken back to the Humane Society. I still have her brother, at least. But there are other things. I don't want to get into that right now.

And now, things aren't as awkward. I've been talking with Liz while writing this. The awkwardness is gone.

Now, I have a purpose. Liz, you know what I'm talking about. I'll leave the rest of you to figure it out on your own. Or not. I don't care. But I'm determined now. I will help. No matter how much I have to sacrifice.

...Goodnight.
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