Tuesday, April 11, 2006

10:30 PM-10:45 PM
Wow. I haven't gone this long without updating in quite a while. But then again... nothing really happened yesterday. I really don't have much to talk about here...

Plans for stuff... I have those. On Thursday I'm going out to dinner, then grocery shopping, then having people over. Liz can't come, cause of Seder, but she wouldn't have been able to come anyway. And Brian and Cam are going with her, so they're out too. That leaves Chris, Tim, and Erik. An odd combination, but it won't matter since we'll probably just be playing Melee or Bomberman 64.

Something scared me today. David, to be exact. See, this whole drifting away from him thing? It's not going quite as well as I had hoped. I went to the counselor about him a week or two ago; he mentioned something about counseling because someone said he had suicidal thoughts, and that it wasn't true. He's a fucking liar, I can tell you that. I told him that he had been talking about ending his life for weeks. He said it was just to get attention. No shit, Sherlock. Almost everything he does is just to get attention.

But... well, a few days ago, he said something like, "If the world ended tomorrow, you'd go to hell." Yeah, real nice guy, huh? He's started absorbing himself in Christianity... most likely because everything in his life sucks, and "he needs something to believe in." If I needed to believe in something, which I really don't, I'd at least pick a religion that wasn't total bullshit like Christianity. I'm not trying to offend anyone here, I just think that the christian views and whatnot not only suck, but make no sense. Not all are against gays and abortion. Just most of them. Not all of them believe in all of that Adam and Eve stuff. Just most of them. I'm not going to rant about evolution here; go read Liz's xanga if that's what you're looking for.

The main thing that is scaring me about his sudden faith and stuff is that he's totally intolerant. He won't let me be atheist. He keeps trying to convert me. I told him to stop, and he said he wasn't trying to. So I quoted him, when he said he wanted me to see his play, because it might make me, "change my mind." So he said maybe it would. Thereby proving that he's trying to make me a blind follower.

Guess what? Most likely, there was no Jesus Christ! There is so much evidence against it that it's better for the Christians to just say there wasn't and that his stories are symbolic, cause they're otherwise embarassing themselves. You want proof? Go to the Over Clocked Remix forums. There's a thread titled "Did Jesus ever really exist?", and everything is there. I'm just going to quote one little thing right here.

"The reason why all these narratives are so similar, with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula (the "Mythos," as mentioned above) revolving around the movements of the sun through the heavens.
For instance, many of the world's crucified godmen have their traditional birthday on December 25th. This is because the ancients recognized that (from an earthcentric perspective) the sun makes an annual descent southward until December 21st or 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops moving southerly for three days and then starts to move northward again. During this time, the ancients declared that "God's sun" had "died" for three days and was "born again" on December 25th. The ancients realized quite abundantly that they needed the sun to return every day and that they would be in big trouble if the sun continued to move southward and did not stop and reverse its direction. Thus, these many different cultures celebrated the "sun of God's" birthday on December 25th. The following are the characteristics of the "sun of God":

The sun "dies" for three days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops in its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin."
The sun is the "Light of the World."
The sun "cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him."
The sun rising in the morning is the "Savior of mankind."
The sun wears a corona, "crown of thorns" or halo.
The sun "walks on water."
The sun's "followers," "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High"; thus, "he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30°; hence, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified," which represents its passing through the equinoxes, the vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected."

And that's not even half of it. So yeah. I'm gonna... go to bed. No one's on, so there's no point in staying up. Goodnight, computer.
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