Sunday, April 23, 2006

2:08 AM- 3:00 AM
I have a lot to think about lately... I mean... I can't even begin to describe it. It seems I have thoughts and opinions that are... different than most peoples'. In some ways, I feel more "advanced" than those people, because I can think rationally and emotionally. But I really don't like to think of myself as better than other people, because I know that those kind of thoughts will only cause problems in the future. I realize that I'm prone to go into long discussions or posts about very important issues to humanity... It feels like I have to be wrong about these things, even though I know I'm right. Because other people don't think like I do. Because the "smart" people don't think like I do. I'm not saying I'm smarter than those people; I'm certainly far from it. But I have a different kind of logic. One that a hell of a lot more sense to me.

I don't think people need technology or anything like that because it interferes with other natural processes. Our race can't seem to find a balance with nature; all we seem to do is take more and more.

I was thinking today... So what if what we do is going against nature? Why do I care that other animals and parts of the earth will be wiped out, if we get better? Why do I have such contempt for people messing with a system that is chaotic and violent?

I realized the answer; there are several reasons. First, when we mess with the natural order to gain things, we're not furthering our species; we're instead destroying the planet and bringing our race closer to our own destruction. Second, even though our way of doing things can be non-harmful to everything, that's still messing stuff up. we can see that the weak get destroyed. Their genes are not passed on. If we stopped all the "unnessessary" violence on earth (any time something is killed for reasons other than survival), then our planet would become saturated with weak animals that can't fend for themselves.

The most important way that nature is better than our way is that... well... By the weak being destroyed, what is left is better. Everything is constantly improving, because the weak parts die. The way we do things, the weak humans that can't survive in the wild are protected. We're carrying dead weight. And don't argue that we're "more sophisticated than wild animals" or any of that bullshit; our race is doing worse by the year! We're contaminating the air, land, and water!

If something is killed in the wild, it becomes food or shelter for other plants and animals. Nothing is ever wasted; it's always reused as much as possible. GOD DAMMIT THAT VOICE IS FUCKING CREEPY!

*ahem* what was I saying? Oh yeah. Humans don't reuse things. And I don't mean recycling cans and crap, because those are unnatural anyway.
But like... we just destroy. We give almost nothing back to nature. Oh wait, no. We give almost nothing helpfulback to nature. After all, polluting is certainly giving something back.

As many of us know, it is far too late to stop global warming. If we were smart, we would at least not make it worse. But no one wants to give up cars or any of that shit. If we really wanted to, we could stop all forms of pollution tomorrow. Quite easily, actually. Just... turn everything off. Screw the government. We don't need it. We only need government when we want to live in large groups without conflict. But that's not very realistic. There will always be violence and conflict, because those things are built into us. Thos things are what make us able to weed out the weak parts. But we fight it. We fight it because we think it makes us better to do so.

*sigh* Reality is depressing. When the ice caps are gone, the world is flooded, humans are (hopefully) wiped out (or at least the bad ones)... the world will be better. Because there will be animals left. They will adapt to a warmer earth. And grow. I wish it didn't have to be this way, but it seems the only way for nature to go back to improving is for the humans to destroy themselves.

If I had one wish... it would be to be able to see the future world. To witness the beauty and growth that is to take place after all the human greed and corruption is gone. If I had two wishes... the second would be for all my friends to see that world too.

There's nothing we can do about the problem now; most people are too stubborn and stupid to see anything outside of their own lives. I can't do anything to stop us from killing everything... so I think that I'll spend my life doing what makes me happy. I won't have any regrets then. But at the very least, I think I'll try to make the world a little better for the animals to live in once we're gone. (doing that would make me happy)

Fuck humans. There's no hope of saving us now. It's kinda strange, when you think about it... Some people bring up totally insignificant things that people get pissed about. Boys kissing boys. "Killing" things that aren't technically even alive yet. And people do get angry about those things, instead of things that the other people bring up... things like THE END OF OUR SPECIES. Ah well. If people don't care about their future, why should I? Other animals are cooler anyway.


Oh yeah. Just to end this without being too bitchy. There are some good humans, and I'm sad that they're grouped with the losers. If more people were like Liz and Chris, the world wouldn't be in danger right now. I'm also sad that the good will die with the bad. But at least... at least... ah screw it. I can't think of any human that's made a significant contribution to nature. Thousands have helped society, but that's gonna die anyway. Okay. I'm glad that at least more people than me recognize that our species is a disgusting, corrupt.... doom. Yeah, doom is a good word to describe humans. Or "suicidal" considering that our destruction is our own doing and all.



I really need to keep these things shorter...
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