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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

4:18 PM - 4:27 PM
I'm really out of it... A friend isn't doing well. I really want to be able to help, but I have no idea what I can say or do. And I know talking to said friend right now would just end up in both of us pissed off, thanks to my depressed mood.

Which is why I'm writing this, to get all these feelings away from my mind right now so I can think rationally. I used to be able to control my emotions to the point where I almost didn't have any.

Now the best I can do is make myself not be as whiny or something... I don't know what happened to me. I need to get at least some of that control back. But at the same time, I'm afraid that having my emotions totally under control will make me cold and distant again, like I was last year. I had barely any friends...

*sigh* I suppose it's a sacrifice that I made though. In order to be more open, to make more friends, I had to give up the control that prevented me from feeling.

This has helped a little... I don't feel quite as sad now.

I think I need a hug... mm... *sleeps*
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