Sunday, May 28, 2006

5:10 PM - 5:29 PM
Hmm... I was going to say I was pissed at my dad. But I'm not. I suppose I'm disappointed. Well, disappointed and kinda creeped out.

He called yesterday because he wanted to know if I would be at my aunt's Memorial Day thing today. I said I wouldn't, because I was at my brother's house and his schedule is very limited, etc. He wanted to come pick me up, and I told him that no, it was fine, I wanted to hang out with Matt and it would just waste precious gas. So he finally says that we'll talk today about it.

When I woke up this morning (er, afternoon), I found out that he had told Chrissy that he was on his way over. So, he kinda lied about talking about it today. What a surprise. So I called him to tell him that no, I wasn't going and he knew that. I had even gotten permission from my mom to not go, because she knew that it wasn't likely that Matt would be able to make it cause of his schedule. So he started on this big 10 minute long rant on how he's out of the loop and no one tells him anything anymore. He was upset that he didn't know where I was on my mom's weekend. He was also upset that he didn't know my mom was up north this weekend. He seems to think that he needs to know things that are really none of his business anymore.

After all of this, he even tried to tell me that the divorce wasn't his fault, that he wasn't "thinking logically" because of his job. I mean, wtf? You don't tell someone you want a divorce, break their heart and make them try to get over you and date other people, then expect them to not divorce you. My dad is a fucking idiot.

People tell me to be nice to him. I'm as nice to him as he is to me. If he can't figure out how to be not miserable, it's not my problem. At least when I started to get depressed I knew it was because I needed friends. He needs... I don't know what the hell he needs, it's up to him to figure it out. Whatever.


Contrary to what you might think, I'm actually in a good mood as I write this. I don't really care about all that stuff, it's just a bit annoying so I wanted to say something about it.

Life is very good right now. I'm hungry. I'm going to go get some pizza now. I wish there was more to do than play videogames... as odd as that sounds. Ah well. I'm off.
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