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Saturday, June 3, 2006

11:23 AM - 11:37 AM
Well, I just got back from getting flowers...

*yawn* It's funny, normally I'd still be in bed for another hour... I didn't get much sleep last night... about 5 hours maybe? I dunno.

I wanted to go to sleep earlier, but I had to spend a while trying to convince Brian to stop being so damn pessimistic and live his life. Hopefully he'll be his old self again... I'm not really sure what to think of what he's become recently. He's just not the same Brian that I knew before... it makes me sad. Hopefully even if he does continue to change the way he is now, we can still be friends... it wouldn't be the same without him at Friday Movie night...

But I can take some comfort in the fact that no matter what happens, I'll always have some friends. I need friends right now.. I guess I'm really emotionally needy. I don't like being like that, but there's nothing I can do about it at the moment. I'm just going to keep working on getting over my obsessiveness and paranoia for now. If my emotional state becomes too much of a problem for my friends or myself in the future, then I'll have to try to... I don't know.

I do know that I can't do too many things at once, which is why I'm focusing on the aforementioned problems, instead of my emotional instability. The latter can be controlled to an extent though... I know that I can control it sometimes. I just don't know why I can't at other times.

The only reason I'm trying to do any of this at all is because of my friends... I don't want to be annoying or bothersome to them. Without my friends, to be honest, my life would be empty. I love my friends. They're the best people in the world.

I just hope that if anything bad happens between two of my friends, that everything will work itself out... I don't want anyone to get hurt.

*sigh*

I don't know what else to say. I kind of lost my train of thought somewhere in there, I suppose. It happens. Ah well. I'm going to go... I dunno. Find something to do. Meh.
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