Monday, June 26, 2006

1:46 AM - 2:02 AM
Dammit, why am I still awake? I mean, it's not that late, it's just that I've been bored out of my skull for like an hour now. Yet I'm far too stubborn to just go to sleep. Bleh.

Well, I could just write about the crazy bullshit that my dad decided to talk to me about today, but by now it's pretty redundant.

"Your mother doesn't understand what I've been going through," for instance. I've heard this a lot, and it's totally... he's just a freaking idiot! He divorced her, not the other way around. It's his problem that the consequences of his actions didn't begin having an effect on him until two and a half years later.

Oh, and he threatened to kill me or something if I kept telling my mom what he talks to me about. First of all, he only told me not to repeat what he said once, several months ago, about something completely stupid (and I didn't tell anyone, cause it wasn't important anyway). He's just... I mean, what? His exact words, I believe, were something like, "Don't you dare tell your mother what I'm telling you, and I've asked you twice not to do that and you have, and if you do it again, I'm serious, I'll kill you."

Pff.. whatever. It doesn't matter, cause if I ever feel threatened by him (which I don't), I can just... not go to his house anymore. Heh.

I'm not upset about his constant bullshit anymore, really I'm just more amazed that he keeps trying to make it look like he's some kind of victim here. He tried to tell me he didn't want the divorce again... *sigh* What a fucking moron. Oh well. His problem, not mine. I just kinda wish he'd stop bugging me about it...


Sooo... let's see, I don't think anything else is going on in my life. Oh, I got all A's on my report card. Yay, I guess. Hopefully that means I can get my mom to agree to pay for half of an iPod... I need an mp3 player. My phone sucks, because the volume, well... the lowest above muted is still loud enough to hurt my ears. Bleh.

Oh, and I'm going to a park again Tuesday... Cam is going, uh... maybe some other people... I still have to ask Chris, Kora says maybe... um...

Hmm... oh, one more thing, my mom wass like.. drunk-ish again tonight. But it wasn't entirely her fault, she always has a little to drink at night, not enough to actually affect her, but... well she's on medication, so I guess it messed with her and stuff. Nothing as bad as last time though, I didn't need to help her off the floor... though I did need to almost make her go to bed again... meh.

So, that's all. Nothing else to report from my life. I might actually go to sleep now. Byyyyeee!
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