Thursday, July 13, 2006

11:39 PM - 11:54 PM
So, not much has happened since last time I posted, which was um... I don't remember. Or care. Working again tomorrow... today wasn't the best day, as far as days off go. Really boring. Even Baten Kaitos wasn't enough to keep me not bored. Damn, I should have read... oh well.

Can't think of anything to write about. Working again tomorrow. Should go to bed now, I'd get about 8 hours in. Going to dad's this weekend... not looking forward to it the least bit. It sucks over there, all I'll have is my Gamecube and my books. Barely any food (but enough, thankfully), whole place is dirty, no privacy whatsoever, stupid neurotic and fat cats (except one), dial-up internet (if any)... *sigh*

I like being here. Why do I have to go over there? It's my decision to. I don't want to. I could do so much more here... and it's not like I go there to see my dad, he stays in his room the whole damn time, then blames me for never wanting to see any movies. He doesn't even ask anymore. I mainly go over there to sleep. Last time I slept 14 hours... I'm planning on doing so again. At least 14 hours. That's 14 hours that I don't have to put up with my surroundings. Hopefully I can get back here early on Sunday... doubtful. He's always late. I'll just tell him that I want to be back at noon, so if I'm lucky I'll be back at 3 or so.

Baten Kaitos update- played 35% of the time in the past 14 days, and 53% of that time while awake (assuming 8 hours of sleep). Played 60% of the time that I was awake and not at work the last 14 days.

Oh yeah, now I remember why I go over to my Dad's house. I pity him. If he keeps going the way he is though... well, I was friends with David for longer than I should have been out of pity. I'm not friends with my dad, and I've already lost the last shred of respect I had for him... The only thing left to stop giving him is my presence. It's up to him at this point though. If he can wake up and see himself for once, then I'll keep going. If he continues to delude himself with the thought that he's a great and flawless guy seen by others as a knight in shining armor (his words, almost verbatim), then... I'll stop going. That simple.

Well, that's all I have to say on the matter. Off to bed I go.
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