Friday, February 13, 2004

Just to see if theres more behind the eyes
Hmm... today was friday. There's about 5 and a half hours of this day left.

Lets see.... I was bribed yesterday by Ms P to go to that AGM thing... you know where parents meet teachers and the school council is formed... yeah. that's it.
Ms P wants us [the radio crew] to play songs over the radio on that night.
She bribed up by saying that we'll get a free coke, gelatai, BBQ [not eating it] and bounce on the bouncey castle they always hire.
Personally the bouncey castle did it for me. Lol.
I'm gonna ask Sera if she's doing anything that night cause then I won't be a loner or nuffin' cause it's easier for me to get to school than them.
And we'll be able to walk home together like we used to, which is always fun.

Ash just suggested we get married on the bouncey castle. w00! Just like I always wanted.
Now all I need is my 18th birthday party at maccas and my life's goals are complete... lol.

I had green Jelly when I got home after school... started singing She Don't Use Jelly by The Flaming Lips.
Particularly the lines she don't use butter, she don't use cheese, she don't use jelly or any of these...

I have nothing more to blabber about.
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Thursday, February 12, 2004

Ashbonesski

I would like to dedicate this post to the greatness that is Ashleeski.
If it wasn't for her I wouldn't have my head screwed on at least half way.

She is an amazing person and I am forever grateful that I have her in my life.
Ash is one of the most beautiful girls I know, she's kind and sweet.

Sure there are times when we argue over stupid things, but we're both good enough people to let bygons be bygons and not hold grudges.
There are times when I feel like I don't show that I care enough. And so I'm writing this as a testiment to how much she means to me.

At the moment she is the best friend I have. The only person I can talk to in depth about anything thats bothering me, knowing she won't judge me for it. Or think I'm stupid or lame.

Thank you Ashleeness for putting up with me for over a year.
I love you.
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I lay my head onto the sand

I'm a crap person. I'm annoying. I'm ignorant. I'm stupid. I'm repettitive. I'm worthless. I'm useless. I'm insignificant.

Okay. Sorry about that. I'm in a "I'm a shit person" mood. I really shouldn't burden anyone with shuch nonsense... So I probably shouldn't even post it here.
Lyrics are always cool. I'll post some. Yes... from a cool song... INCUBUS! Sorry, I'm in an Incubus mood and have been listening to the songs that I have for the last few days... ontooo the song!

Leech - Incubus
Does it make you envy?
Does it make you proud?
To tuck the world into a paper bag
This body's state of "I'm ok, you're not ok"
Yes, men, too, could be on the rag

I'm over my head I need a pick-me-up
Its easy to get high when you're standing on our backs, man
Would anything ever be good enough for you?
Stand on your own, hold your water if you can

The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fair thee well
The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fair thee well
Not on my time

It isn't fair to mention, but it awes the crowd
Your fictional, plastic alibi
So take another hit, steal another line
Did you ever meet a leech who was good at goodbyes?

When you were down I always picked you up
Why didn't I recognize that everything was never fine?
I'm kicking myself that I shared spit with you
So fuck yourself
And fuck this bleeding heart of mine

The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fair thee well
The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fair thee well
Not on my time

When you were down I always picked you up
Why didn't I recognize that everything was never fine?
I'm kicking myself that I shared spit with you
So fuck yourself and fuck this bleeding heart of mine

The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fair thee well
The ride's over, did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over, fair thee well

The ride's over

No that song isn't some subconscious message about anything. I like the tune of it.
Although yes admittedly it does make me think of there being a chance Sera would break up with me cause I'm annoying. But I shall just ignore those thoughts.
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Which Elemental Goddess are you?
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She don't use jelly...

STP rock.

Let's see... I was pathetic last night. Cried. Veerryy pathetic.
Anyway. Onto today!

Um... School. I handed in my Aussie Studies essay, I got a lollipop! w00!

Karina and I was talking about me and Sera during long homegroup while laying on the floor in the middle of the room.
I don't care if anyone heard our conversation either. It was basically about when we got to gether and BDO.
And what happened when I told Naomi and E.

We played Hang Man too, and I got all of them except two.
I am Hang Man Queen!

I found out Karina has never seen Indiana Jones. But we both agreed he is much cooler than James Bond.
James Bond sucks...

Hows the serenity?
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004

it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

I have arisen!
Okay, I didn't sleep... I finished my Aussie Studies essay. Which is good, cause that means I'm handing it up on time! *dances* Gonna get good grades, gonna pass and get my SACE....

You know, its kind of rude how everyone expects you to want to hear everything about their boyfriend but once you mention you have a girlfriend you're suddenly covered in slime and belong in a swamp. [of course this hasn't happened to me, but I know it would if I said anything to most of the girls at my school]
And there are a few people who if I say anything too I know they'd tell everyone they know... sometimes I worry when I say stuff to Karina cause I know she does it. Wonder if she's said anything to anyone yet.

"I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy"

Placebo managed to depress me last night. Good on ya Brian... it kinda figures though, WOYIN is a beautiful album, but it's the more sadder of the four.
Hehe, "WOYIN" looks funny... lets pretend I have no idea what that means, and try and figure it out...
"When One Yells Into Nuts"
"Water Over Yellow Indian Nicotine"
"Whatever Observation Yeilds Incessant Noogies"
"Why Obsessions' Yealy Income's Nothing"

Okay, that's enough...

Leech by Incubus is a cool song. The beat is good to bop, pogo dance, monkey, mosh or tap your foot to.
POGO DANCING!!
That reminds me, gotta start randomly doing that... sadly none of the people I know stand around and talk, they sit down. And they have crap conversations.
[talking about peeps at school] *shoots self for using "peeps"*
Don't they realise its more fun to talk to people when you stand in a circle type thing and it also attracts more people. Then you could have conversations about the best low-ride panties or what colour ants should be.
Which would make it easier to Pogo Dance when people speak to you.
But no. They suck donkey balls.

Sharna squirted water on me today at lunch, and she got me in the tits, and it looked like I was lactating, or at least that's what I said. So I SMSed Sera saying "I seem to be lactatin..." and she repied with "...interesting..."
I love freaking out my sweety.

Today in Bio I had to write the word "unknown" and I really wanted to write "Superunknown" cause thats what I thought of when I saw that word.
And last week I was leaning against the wall with my arms out and scremed "Jesus Christ Pose" but no one got me... *sigh*
Sad world.
Need more Soundgarden...

Goo Goo Dolls.... preeettyyy....
Wheeerrreee isss Asshhhhneeesssss
Need to ask her a question of questionability.... if that's a word I'll be damned.... And I'm going to go check if it is!
IT IS!! W00!!

Anyways, best be going. Rambles are good for a short time... I ramble too much.
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Cause love does things that you can't see it's like telepathic surgery

We couldn't get into the radio room today, which is a shame cause I was gonna play Cradle Of Filth for everyone... even if they don't like it.
Which most of them probably won't cause of the fact that Cradle Of Filth aren't exactly teeny friendly music. Obviouslly... anyway. Onto other stuffs....

Do You Realize? - The Flaming Lips
Do you realize
That you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realize
We're floating in space?

Do you realize
That happiness makes you cry?
Do you realize
That everyone you know someday will die?

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes
Let them know that you realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make a good thing last
You realize the sun don't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do you realize?
Do you realize that everyone you know someday will die?

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes
Let them know that you realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make a good thing last
You realize the sun don't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do you realize that you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realize?

Flaming Lips are coolness....

I leant my Powderfinger CD to Aimee today, Rach'll probably burn a copy of the CD for herself too. If she doesn't its not my fault.
Sharna is gonna get that after Aimee's finished with it too.

OH FUCK! I have to type up my Aussie Studies essay!! Crap... BYE!

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Monday, February 9, 2004

Murderous Cats!

I have Health homework that needs to be done, I just get too distracted by the computer though... all the flashy buttons and shiney things.

Sera has been a Vegan for two years today.
Her RIP KURT COBAIN is still on the toilet door. So beautiful.
There is now a I *heart* RASPUTIN in the same cubicle though...

Um... I was gonna say something... or type, depending how you want to use this context.

One of my death talons broke so I have to cut them all off and start again. Sucks.

Aimee got her docs the other day, they're purple and cool and they fit me. Sharna's do too, her's are a shiney blue/black. Both are very cool.
I must decide what colour docs I want for when dad gets them for me. Probably be plain black, depending on if I go with him or not when he has the money for them. Maybe he'll give me the money and I'll go to town and get them myself.

Speaking of town, Sharna wants me to go to town with her and Aimee on the weekend. E wants me to stay at her house friday and saturday to watch her play Legacy of Kain.
It feels odd to be in high demand. And if Sera asks me to do something with her this weekend I'll just be terribly confused.
But I doubt she will, so I just have to choose between those two. Depends on if I get money to go out or not.

Dad's getting me a ticket to placebo... *Snoopy Dance*

I want chicken.
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Sunday, February 8, 2004

Hehe, Ash quoted this in our AIM conv. We both love this quote.
So I'm putting it here, and she's probably putting it in her blog too.

Rev. Lovejoy: Homer, I'd like you to remember Matthew 7:26. "A foolish man who who built his house on sand."
Homer: And you remember... Matthew ... 21:17!
Rev. Lovejoy: "And he left them and went out of the city into Bethany and he lodged there"?
Homer: Yeah... Think about it!
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