Sunday, February 8, 2004

Tell 'im he's dreaming

And I'm back, I'm back...
We were being invaded by Gastric Brooding Frogs last night. It was incredibly rude...

E groped me and Naomi was like "Careful or her girlfriend will beat you up."
And I had to tell them Sera couldn't hurt anyone... E was like "It wouldn't hurt anyway, I have cushioning... Infact I could just sit on her."
It was amusing in a bad way.
But no, no one is starting fights with anyone.

I think my blood pressure dropped majorly today, I was dizzy as for most of it. I think I'm okay now though. Always good.

Romi and Kelly got married last night and Sera married Terri to I proclaimed that she didn't love me and that I was going to go look for tropical fruit.
All will be forgiven next time I see her though, cause she's so cute and I love her plenty.
Yes. I am lame...
Very badly lame...

Um... Shoop shoop shoop.

I'm very behind in my Bio work... really big shoe... should do it sometime.
Okay, I mean I should catch up in bio sometime, when I remember to actually do it. And I have to type up my Aust. Studies essay cause its due on wednesday.
But that's pretty simple to do.

I'm a turnip.

I entered a competition to win personally customised converse chuck taylors. Very tre cool.
And I'm not saying how I want them to be done unless I win and get to have them the way I want them.

De-Arna called me earlier to ask who the killer was in Scream 2. And then she complained bout her english essay before she had to go. I was kinda glad she did, cause I didn't want to force a telephone conversation with her.

Dad's getting me a ticket to Placebo sometime, and I have to wait till mid-year before I get a pair of docs.

Hmm... I feel like I'm done.
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Friday, February 6, 2004

There are no flowers...

Ah, today is Friday... obviously... anyway...
School seems to be getting normal-ish in my dayly routine...

I told Naomi and E about Sera yesterday, and Naomi asked what she looked like and if they were ever going to meet her and how old she is. And E was dissapointed cause she can't marry me now.
But cause they're my ultimatly cool friends, they're fine with it.
I might be going to their place tomorrow.

I still have to make a deal with my Dad in order to get Placebo tickets and a pair of docs.

Quote of the day: "Its oddly romantic sharing germs with the one you love... lol"
As SMSed by me to Sera when I told her I might be getting sick which is why she should wait for a while before joining me in my Ice Caves.

It's good to find out I'm not the only person who giggles when someone calls myOtaku "myO" I doubt I have to elaborate why...

Hmm... I was talking to one of the many Sarah's I know at school yesterday and she was asking me about bands I like and I was recomending CD's and bands for her to check out cause she'd been getting into heavy metal and what is known as "depressing" music. Even though this "depressing" music is the most beautiful stuff I've heard.
But that was pretty cool, cause not many people in my year level are cool and like the bands I do. Which is also a good thing. In a ways...

God, I feel so much like typing "I love Sera" like everywhere, but I told myself I'd never become one of those idiots.
Except for when I'm graffitiing dunnies, then I write lots of "I love *some animal/object/thing*" cause it amuses me.
Need to get me a new permanent marker though.

Bonnie was giving Sera the thrid degree about me, which was the whole "How long have you been together" thing with an added "I think its cute" and "I approve" So I'm loved, w00!

I love my Ashlee

Maynard is a god... *swings*
lmao... litterally...

I had a pineapple with my dinner, which was actually grapes, melons and pineapple... healthy! w00!

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Wednesday, February 4, 2004

Carren Utsonimiya
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I bet you say that to all the bass players

Okay, so its the end of day two of the house cleaning frenzy...
I might be dying from dust inhalation... if that is even a word.. *shifty*

School photo's today right, it pisses me off how many peopple are all "Oh, I'm gonna look so ugly in my picture" when everyone knows they look fine. And it annoys me the amount of people who wear makeup just for that day, the only person who's going to see your ID is a bus driver, and they all suck.

I wish I had a fluffy tiara.

Do you reckon Justin would manage to wear any form of underwear under those jumpsuits?

"I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day.
You got me in a spin but everything is A.O.K."

Before I saw a Bjork filmclip, and I was like "Wow.... lesbian bjork robots.... thats... not creepy... Wonder what Sera would think if I asked her if I should makeout with someone at school..."

So anyways... Onto other stuffs. Good.
Old Metallica playing on V. Pretty much the only Metallica song I love. The Unforgiven II. The Unforgiven is a good song, but I like The Unforgiven II better.
The filmclip to One freaks me out.

I want a ticket to Placebo damnit. I mean I'm not going to see APC I should get to see Placebo. And everyone knows how much I love them so they should be nice and stuff... *sigh*
Brit has informed me that when Tamara and Andy move out I have to do the dishes, which I'm fine with.
I just sneezed on the TV....

BEP suck.

I've had different dinners to everyone all week. Amazing. It's kind of odd cause mum hasn't been here since Monday morning and Dad's at work. Everything just feels surreal.

Hopefully my zits aren't too visible in my school photos... lmao. I feel so concieted...

In long homegroup today I was writing dates in Karina's school diary, I wrote my birthday, the day Sera and I got together, our 1 month and our 6 month.
Then I wrote birthdays in mine. After that I wrote a note to Karina in the back of hers and it was all good.

*spins*
I'm bored...

Ashlee has to figureout a last name for Carren still. I might have a quick shower or something before my dinner is ready. Yes... that seems good.
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Tuesday, February 3, 2004

LIMA BEAN!

Mum called this morning, I had to answer the phone and I was like "Hi" and she was like "Hello my baby!" and I was like "uh, who's this?" and she's like "You have no idea who your talking to do you?"
and I go "OH! Heeyy! Hows ya?"

As you can tell I don't talk to my parents on the phone much. It was a lucky guess yesterday that I knew it was Leon when he called for dad yesterday.

Wendy's here cleaning up the kitchen cause she's nuts... actually I have no idea... I think it has something to do with just having a clean house for when mum comes home.
Andy and Tamara should be moving out this weekend, so that is good.

I'm being attacked by gravy.
Yes, that was a lie...

My neck hurts. I should check if my letter to Naomi has been sent.

I wore my Manson top to school today, tis tre cool.
Turton asked if I was putting my jumper back on to cover it, and cause I was busy trying to fix my locker and get my book I hurredly agreed.
Not like I did though. Just thought I'd complain about the lameness of teachers and the crapness of stuff.

I have ID and school photo's tomorrow. I think I said I'd wear my collar in it for Ash.
I wish I had better hair. My hair sucks. *sigh*

Whenever I see a John Butler music clip it makes me want dreads. Those are some kickarse dreads.. Wednesday 13 has cool dreads too...
No one lets me do anything good with my hair. Everyone sucks.
Okay, I just sound so lame...

I got new jamies, I might of already said that in a previous post and the top has a froggy on it and I called it Carren. I told Ash she could give it a last name.

My nails have grown so fast.

Okay, I think I'm done for now. Shooby doop.
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...no catharsis

I fell asleep in Bio today... which didn't matter much cause we were watching some video on Rinos...
I had a weird dream, I don't remember all of it but I think Sera hated me or something in it... *sigh* I kinda freaked out when I woke up... mainly cause I was all "OH GOD! How long was I asleep?!"
I tried to ignore my dream.

XTC - Dear God
Dear god, hope you get the letter and...
I pray you can make it better down here
I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beer
But all the people that you made in your image
See them starving in the street
'Cause they don't get enough to eat from god
I can't believe in you

Dear god, sorry to disturb you but...
I feel that I should be heard loud and clear
We all need a big reduction in amount of tears
And all the people that you made in your image
See them fighting in the street
'Cause they can't make opinions meet about god
I can't believe in you

Did you make disease and the diamond blue?
Did you make mankind after we made you?
And the devil too!

Dear god don't know if you noticed but...
Your name is on a lot of quotes in this book
And us crazy humans wrote it, you should take a look
And all the people that you made in your image
still believing that junk is true
Well I know it ain't, and so do you
Dear god
I can't believe in
I don't believe in
I won't believe in heaven or hell
No saints, no sinners, no devil as well
No pearly gates, no thorny crown
You're always letting us humans down
The wars you bring, the babes you drown
Those lost at sea and never found
And it's the same the whole world 'round
The hurt I see helps to compound
That father, son and holy ghost
Is just somebody's unholy hoax
And if you're up there you'll perceive
That my heart's here upon my sleeve
If there's one thing I don't believe in

It's you
Dear god

Oh and incase anyone's wondering about the subject title of this post; I'm trying to find a catharsis. Meaning I know I need to cry, I can feel tears, they just won't come. Yes, this is the real Monique here.
I guess I'm just so exhusted I'm willing to let any sort of emotion run loose and well, crying seems to be the dominant thing of wanting to get out.
Now I need my fucking catharsis!

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Monday, February 2, 2004

I turned into a baked potato

I want coke.
I asked tamara to cook baked potatoes. w00!

Okay, so school was cool today. I had health for the first time this year, t'was good. I have a few assignments already.
I have to write some letter in english, which I hate doing. But I guess I should start now while I'm typing.

"Oh Bob, you repaid my abuse with raw hatred, but I need you today oh Bob.
So you went to Apu's and you framed me and they locked me away..."
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Sunday, February 1, 2004

This is a golden age of grotesque

So I realised lastnight I almost had a Placebo moment.

I went to bed early cause I was still tired.

Ash and Leslee are at BDO.

I'm having little freak-outs about relationship commitment and what not, making it all into a bigger deal than it actually is. So I should really stop thinking about it, enjoy what I've got and be happy.
I think I'm worried about ruining everything. But I guess I've gotten this far without fucking anything up so I probably won't ruin anything badly.

Mum and Dad are out. Andy and Tamara are still here for one more week. Jay came home.
Socks looks like an alien.

It rained today.

Mum goes to hospital tomorrow and she'll be there for four or so days. Which means I have to put up with Tamara's cooking. Its a sad world.

I'm having a harder time to adjust to school this year. I'm still half in holiday mode. And I'm starting to feel like a robot.

...okay.... I'm scared of that Wizard Home Loans ad...
So now the list of fears are
-Lobsters
-Crabs [the shell fish not STD, though I wouldn't want those either]
-Monobrows
-That ad
-Society

Alright... I'm on my way to having a phobia problem... lol.
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Saturday, January 31, 2004

"So who likes swear words?"

I would like to say The Darkness kick arse live. Justin has the best outfits... lol.
I didn't get any autographs cause the line was too long and we wouldn't of made it to see Muse in the signing tent so we just went to wait for The Dandy's then went to the Muse mosh after a few songs to wait for them.
In which that was the most violent moshpit I was in all day, I felt like my ribs were being broken. So I left after a bit of a struggle through the crowd.
Sera came out after they finished their set with ripped jeans and no shoes on. Which was amusing. She still had her shoes though.

I got burnt on my sholders and across my nose, but not one of those major bad red ones, just a pink tinge... still sucks.

Jay has gone missing.

I got new jamies today and now I have more jamies than clothes... *dances*
OOH! I got the prettiest Manson top yesterday. *squeals* I can't explain its coolness... lol. I got it cause you have a good view of "The Eye" and many people I know are freaked out by it. "The Eye" being the eye that he wears the blue contact on it. So anyways, its cool.

Um... whatelse to babble on about until Ashlee manages to get online...

Someone spilt beer on my arm and I told Sera to lick it off but she wouldn't. I have Kelly's "Rock Enrole" top she got free from enroling to vote. I got a free "Rock Enrole" badge too...
OOH! I got free condoms and lube... lmao. One is black and the other is wildberry flavoured. Always good to get free condoms.

The Flaming Lips were awsome. They had giant balloons and people dressed as animals and a video screen. They rocked. And Magic Dirt was so great. Adelita is so pretty and amazing live.

*pouts* Ashlee is shopping, damnit!
Placebo goes on sale tuesday... need placeboo tickettt.....
AAHHH! $68!! Neeeed money..... *dies*

okay... over here now... *zoom*

Hmm... I think I'm done for now. Bye!

Kissing sounds on TV are really disgusting...
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Thursday, January 29, 2004

I like to move it, move it

I gots BDO tomoree...

I changed two of my subjects today, I now do Bio and Health. Fun.

Um... shoes are very shoee like and you wear them on your feet. FEEETTT
Legsss are cool and leggg likkkeeeee... wheee..
I have no idea what I'm on about at the moment.

I'm gonna stick a 50 in my bra tomorrow to keep it safe... *giggles* Ooohhh I'm so giving Sera 20c tomorrow... lol.
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