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myOtaku.com: morbid twilight


Friday, May 18, 2007

Funeral
Before i go with the post i would like to say thank you to kitabug69 for the help on my site. i appreciate it. thanks!

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So i left school at eleven today. My mom gave me permission and all. But derrcik picked me up.

I wore balck of course. Everyone was crying, which made me anxious and uneasy. Derrick didnt say anything the whole time. however when they started going up there placing the roses on her casket he grabbed my hand. He was suppoosed to go up there but he said he needed me to come with him. So i did. Immidaitly his all family thouight we were together. What i time to even care about that crap! Anyway when it was over his family was going back to the house to do that whole....i'm not sure what it's called. A wake i think. Anyway, Derrick informed me that he didnt want to go. So what does he do, he dorves us to the baech, which is a long drove from here. Derrick is unpredictable at times. Today was one of those days.

When we got there he quickly got out. I thought he was just going to run out to the ocean but he came to my side of the car and asked for my hand. I gave it to him and he ran to the ocean. He pulled me in with him. It would have been fun if i dodnt no better that he was trying to distract himslef. he even forced out a laugha and a smile. Finally i told him it was ok to be sad. that he could cry. like me, he feels like he has the wieght of the world on his shoulders. And to us it's not ok to be weak. But we've been helping each other get over it. To my shock he really did cry, he was very soft. He buried his head in my shoulder when he did. He told me not look at him, he didnt want to see him so vulnearable. in truth i'm glad he did. It made me feel like i was doing something to help him. So we stayed there for a little while longer than we drove back. he seemed better now, i just hope it stays that way. well see you guys later. have a great weekend.
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