myOtaku.com: morbid twilight

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-12-03
Gender
• Female
Location
• Some where in the darkness of my mind
Member Since
• 2007-01-23
Occupation
• still in school
Real Name
• I'll never tell

Personal

Achievements
• Well....hmmm...I guess...idk
Anime Fan Since
• God! Iv'e been a fan since i was 11, so about seven years. Either that or since I saw dragon ball z.
Favorite Anime
• Theres to many to count. But i like cowboy bebop, trigun, naruto, inuyasha, fullmetal alchemist, yu yu, wolfs rain, chrono crusade, trinity blood, bleach, sukisho,dnangel, rorouni kenshin, gungrave, samuria champloo, loveless, etc etc.
Goals
• Travel the World and Find Love
Hobbies
• ANIME! Duh. Ride horses, and video games. Gotta have video games! I like to write as well.
Talents
• I can sing, act, twirl a baton, (really Impressive), and dance. And i know sign language.

myOtaku.com: morbid twilight

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Mixed Emotions
Hello all my friends. Well as you all can plainly see i'm still here and not on my way to San Fran. Why is this? Simply because Alli popped three of her tires and has to pay her mom back. So we wont be leaving until god knows when. Which suxs. Because right now getting away would be pretty good.

But........i feel, well i dont know actually. yesterday we had some bad news. It was about my father, who i never really talk about if you ahdnt noticed. That's because...well i guess...i dont want to explain it all, not now. But he may be dying, yes my father who is really only my father because of his DNA. It's been over six years since i have seen him, you can draw your own conclusions if you like on why that is. Anyway, i have been angry at him most of my life. All he ever gave me were broken promises and i hated him for it. He always had a way of making me feel guilty for being mad at him, though i had every right. And now....now i may never get to tell him all these things that i left bottled up. A part of me is angry, some of me is sad, which makes me even more angry. I also feel kind of guilty too. Which really pisses me off.

I dont know what to do or how to feel about this! Which makes me irritated and closed off. So i apologize. Especially to my sister who has to put up with my over emotional crap. But i cant help it.....i'm sorry you guys. Sorry sis, please forgive me. Well, see you all later, have a good day.

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