Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: morbid twilight


Wednesday, July 25, 2007


   Dad
Hey all my friends. i hope you are all well.


I hope your well because i am not. So it is official my father is going to die. I believe it is do to liver failure, which doesnt shock anyone becuase he was an alcholic. He's a machine since he cant breath and had to have multiple blood transplants, but it's really not good.

two of my aunts are going up to colorado to see him in his last moments, whihc is 15 hours from where we are. But...well here's the story. My father has been in and out of jail/prison all my life. So, that it was i have mix emotions about the whole thing. I mean...i did have about four years with him until i turned five then he was in jail for longer periods, like years as supposed to days. which is why my sister doesnt know him at all. the last time i saw him was in the seventh gradeand i just graduated high school, so u do the math. i still feel so angry about it....i will never get to tell him all the stuff that i want to tell him. All my life he has given me broken promises and now it's over! *sigh* I'm sorry you guys, i dont like ranting about this kind of crap....anyway, i thank you all for listening. It means alot to me.


Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Comments (12)

« Home