Wednesday, February 28, 2007

   This Stupid Fucking Shit
"Why are people so unpleasant -Nny

I have to agree with you, Nny. Why are people so unpleasant? Why is there this world, that is filled to the brim with pricks and assholes and theres noone to do anything about it?! Humans...what an unpleasant specimen. It saddens me to even think that I /am/ human. Or perhaps I am not. No, perhaps I am somthing more. Would a mere human face reality and see what a shit hole this world is? Why would you make fun of somebody for the way he or she looks, without really knowing anything about that person? Maybe their past was somthing terrible, and so they act and dress the way they do here in the present as a way of hiding what they really feel like inside...empty.

"How could you be so fucking beautiful, but so ugly on the inside?!"- Nny

What are these..."popular people" I hear so much about. What really gives these people a right to treat people that are less attractive then they with little more than they would treat a common nat. These "pretty people"...and they call themselves people. Can we not rid the world of these disease infested maggots? If each person who wasnt "pretty" killed one of the "pretties" would the world not be a better place?

"You're a flusher"- Senor Diablo

Not quite a /dignified/ tital, but I wouldnt mind owning it. To flush the world of all its shit, that would be quite an amazing job. The crazy sensation you would get after killing one of these /humans/....would that not be somthing amazing? Ah, but could I do it? I think not...no, I lack the willpower to kill.

"Over the Stars"- Nny

I would love to kill myself...just blow my brains out in the middle of a gas station, just to freak everyone out...and someone would stand up and say "Man...that bitch was hardcore" Yeah...to die. Over the stars...thats where I'm going. But to what advantage? I would end up in some place, with no answers as to why, and I would still be miserable. Would they even notice me when I was gone? I hardly think so. Just to get away....that would be the greatest thing ever...
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

   I'm not sad...kinda alone, but not depressed >.>
Love to hate you, hate to love you.

How could this be? How could you fall away from me? What cant I see? Are you to good to love me? Why must we end up like this? Why must this be our last kiss? Dont bother saying your goodbyes, dont bother feeding me your lies. Everything I'm saying must be true, and the truth is I'm through with you!

Cant take this anymore, cant wait to see you out that door. Finally I'm telling you the truth, I get a thrill from hating you.

A song I started to write awhile back...rock of course x3
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

   WOLF!!!!
OMG! I'm getting a wolf puppy!!!! I AM SO EXCITED! I'm going to name her Tiani which is Omaha Indian for Returning Moon.
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Friday, January 26, 2007

   70 Things You Might Not Know About Me
What's your middle name?
Danielle

How big is your bed?
Queen

What are you listening to right now?
David Bowie: China Girl

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
1834

What was the last thing you ate?
Doritos

Last person you hugged?
IDK

How is the weather right now?
Cold

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Breanna

What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
Wow...umm, Hands...I love hands

Favorite type of Food:
Chinese

Do you want children?
Someday

Do you drink?
Sometimes

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
Yep

Hair color?
Black w/ red in the back

Eye color?
Golden

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
No

Favorite holiday?
Halloween

Favorite Season?
Fall

Last Movie you Watched?
Umm...Priscilla, Desert Queen

What books are you reading?
Eragon and Eldest

Piercings?
Ears, Belly Button, and soon to be lip *right side*

Favorite Movie?
Anything with Drag Queens! lol

What were you doing before filling this out?
Talking to people on IM

Any pets?
cant count how many!

Dogs or Kittens?
Both are nice

Favorite Flower?
Burgundy Roses

Who would you like to see right now?
Him *not the band*

Have you ever fired a gun?
Yeah! Hit the target between the eyes!

Do you like to travel by plane?
Never have, dont think I would

Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
Japan

Are you missing someone?
HIm

Do you have a tattoo?
No, but I want a million! x3

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
Sometimes! >.>

Are you hiding something from someone?
Yeah

Are you 18?
No

What is the wallpaper on your cellphone?
Colorful bubbles

Did you get enough sleep last night?
Nope

First thing you thought about this morning?
I dont know

What do you have handy at your bedside?
>.> What bedside?

Grilled or fried?
Grilled

Are you afraid of the dark?
No! I love it!

Favorite hangout?
The woods

3 things you can't live without?
My necklace with the stone, People, my family

What are you afraid of?
IDK...nothing really...well, drowning

What are your nicknames?
I Dont have one! DX

Stuck on a deserted island and could take one thing?
>.> Ramen...a life time supply! x3

Favorite TV commercial?
ugh

Who's your cell phone provider?
Nokia

First thing you'll save in a fire?
The monkey

What are your favorite colors?
Black, Silver, Purple, Red, Blue

What things do you always have with you?
Necklace, my heart! x3 Seriously...in a jar of dirt!

What did you wanna be when you were a kid?
A zoologist

What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
Make a wish! x3

The color of your bedsheet?
Its lion king!!!! MY WHOLE BED IS LION KING!!! * I know I'm 16, I just dont care! x3*
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

   Eh...no post in awhile! XD
Sorry about it! Just been busy with christmas!!! Speaking of, Merry Late Christmas all!

I GOT:
Cell phone
Laptop
Actual Size Cardboard cutout of Johnny Depp as Jack Sparrow
3ft tall Jack Sparrow Figurine
POTC2 DVD
Johnny Depp Posters
Some little figurines of wolves and big cats
Some more Johnny Depp and POTC stuff

lol, I'm obsessed with Johnny Depp...NOT Jack Sparrow.

Anyways...so I'm really bored and I decided to dress up as a pirate and parade around town...got some weird looks, got some thumbs up, but mostly got "Whoa! You did a great job! I thought you were after my wallet, Scavvy" Weirdo people....lol

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

   If....
If you were to reach out to me, I would take your hand to hold

If you cried in front of me, I would hold you and make it ok

If you said you loved me, I would say I loved you more

If you sayed you needed someone to listen, you have my full attention

If ever you needed me, I'm always there.

(c) Brandi Hyde

This is for you....you know who you are...I know we havent known each other for long, but this is how I feel
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Sorry
If I ever hurt you, or ever made you mad, if I wasnt there, when you were down or sad...
SORRY

You said before you loved me, I just didnt hear. I never really listened, never really clear.....
SORRY

NO matter how I try to hide it, or say it isnt true, I just wanted you to know, that I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.....
and for that.....
I'm sorry


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   I Am
I am cold, dark, and lonely.
I am here to bring you one thing only
I am here to bring you pain and sorrow
While I'm here, your life I borrow
I hear the screaming that lies inside.
I see the pain, in your eyes so wide
This message will be, with your dieing breath
What am I?
...............
I AM DEATH

(c) Brandi Hyde
Unknown-05

This one I like alot for some reason
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   I Do Not Love You!
3 words that mean alot ~I love you
5 that mean just as much ~I do not love you

I do not love you as one should be loved

For I do not cherish you as one should be cherished

I cannot love you, as one is to love you

For I cannot hold you as one is to be held

You mean nothing to me, as I to you

Our love was a setup, never true

(c) Brandi Hyde
3-31-05

Dedicated to my EX who made me fall in love with him over and over again, just so he could break my heart.

IF YOU LIKE ME POEM!!!!
you may copy and paste it, but ONLY if you write my (c) note
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   My Love
My love for you is so strong, I cant be without you for to long.

I hope you feel the same for me, though I show it, you dont always see.

I love you so much, I cant always show, now I'm telling you so you'll now.

The way I love can never be said, I'll love you until the day that I am dead.

(c) Brandi
9-30-04

So I got a few requests from my friends to post this junk....this is an old one... I will post more later
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