Friday, March 21, 2008

Updates.

Monday I went to the Zoo. It was cool. Saw Bats, eeee, Saw Puma’s having sex which was pretty funny. Tuesday nothing really happened. Wednesday I didn’t go to school, because that night the power went out, so therefore my alarm didn’t go off. Thursday my brother got arrested, and what is pretty sad is that I am glad about it. Today was the last day of school, next week is spring break. w0000000t. Today is Good Friday, which meant Jesus died for us today, Sunday will be Easter, the day he was resurrected. Jesus loves you all. God Bless. My spring break plans are going to be, hopefully go to the Zoo with Kayla and Mrs. D. Go Camping with Kitty, Kayla, Katherine. Then Go Prom Dress Shoping with my Aunt. Well, that isn’t much of an update but that is all that is going on in my life. Until Next time. Peeaaaccceee-ah.

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Problems

My Brother tried to commit suicide Tuesday morning. My mom woke my dad up at 4 O'Clock in the morning to go talk to him. He had a '22 in his bed, saying he just didn't have enough balls to pull the trigger. Well, thank God I wasn't there. He is going to see a therapist. My dad and I don't know what to think. We don't know if he really suicidal or if he is just trying to cover something. My mother and him have been strangley close lately, and it seems like they are up to something. Anyone that knows anything about my family knows this isn't a good thing. I don't know what to do anymore? It hurts me to think of what will happen after I graduate. Dad has promised me that he would stay in parkin until I graduate, but he says he doesn't know if he can make it two more months. If something happens, and my dad finally leaves my mom for good, there is no way my mom could survive on her own. I don't know I am going over so many what if's in my mind. Maybe I Should just stop, whatever I think will be the outcome is never the case. *sigh* Anyways, We got our senior stuff the other day. Only 45 school days until I graduate. It is 70 something all together. I am so stoked but so worried in the same breathe. It is like I am finally grown up. I will be 18 soon, I will be out on my own soon. It is strangley scary but a relief of a feeling. Well, I am going to go. I have so many things are whirling through my thoughts. I can't grab a hold of specific one. I am kind of a mess right now. I can't stop thinking of shit.

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

   My Weekend

So Last night Kayla, Kitty and I chilled out together. First before we met up with Kitty, kayla and I rode around on her four wheeler and got our hair all kinds of some nasty. Ick! :\ We then went to Wynne and hung out with Kitty. First we went to a park, got evil glared at by some old people, and swung and hurt ourselves on the evil slide. Then we to a ghetto park where we scared we were going to get shanked and played on the merry-go-round. We went and played a game of bowling. We hung out with Devin and Cody there. Then Cody left with us and we rode around and went to Village Creek and played at the park there. Kayla and I mostly layed in the grass and stared at the stars. Then this weird car drove by and we were scared we were going to get killed or something. lol We got some candy from wal-mart, dropped Cody off, went back to the first park, then went to Kitty's and watched "Good Luck Chuck" It was really gross in some parts but oh so funny in others. Whenever I got home today I helped my dad start to clean out the carport and cooked and stuff. We just got done with a bonfire which was nice. So that was my weekend. I actually did something. :O OOOO My friend, Krystin [Kiwi], got third place in the Arkansas Foreign Language Festival. That is out of like 200 hundred people. The first two places were actually hispanic kids so I am really proud of her. =]

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Friday, February 22, 2008

   Not much of an update?

Well, it is a Friday night, and I am working on a speech project. Bleh. X__x I am so bored. Nothing much new in my life. School. People fucking with me at school. x__- Becki. Sleep. Reading. [I almost done with the Cirque Du Freak Series.] *squee* I am a nerd, I know. Oh, I have also came to the conclusion that Drop Dead, Gorgeous is my favorite band. =]

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Friday, February 15, 2008

   Concert!

It was awesome. We got to Little Rock like 6 hours early though. We walked around, tried to climb things. Then we went back to Vino's and waited. We were the first one's in and the only ones that bought tickets in advance. Gwen Stacey were the first band, and they weren't as bad as I thought. They were actually pretty good. The crowd was mellow until Drop Dead, Gorgeous started to play. They were so awesome! But the crowd was dickheads and moshing and shit. Scary kids was next and they were equally awesome. The crowd got really bad then, I fell, freaked out, and went to the back of the bar because I couldn't handle it anymore. I didn't get to see them play Snake Devil or Degenerates. I was sad, but while I was back there, I got the lead singer, guitarist, and keyboardist to sign my shoe. And I got the Tyson from SKSK to sign my ticket, then the guitarist, and keyboardist to a napkin. I was happy. The fourth band to play was Haste the Day. I didn't see them either because I was still in the back. Over all I had a kickass time. I am sore as fuck, but it was worth it.

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

   ...

So my brother left Kasi last night, [won't last long] and we kind of bonded today. Like it started to remind of the brother I used to have. [should have been a red flag] of course it didn't last long. I mean we were out there cleaning his truck, spraying each other with the hose, [water was fucking cold], and then I was like we should do something. So we decided to go driving down some back roads. Well we almost didn't get to go, because my dad found out Michael was drinking. [he shouldn't drink] Well he let us go. [I drove] Well of course Michael fucked it up. He had another half pint of vodka. Then he kept on getting mad at me cause I didn't want him to drink. Then half of the begininng [I think we were only gone for like an hour because we couldn't find any frogs to gig] He was bitching to Kasi. He pissed me off. He shouldn't drink, and he knows he shouldn't but still he does. Then he is like well ya'll are acting like I am fucking with drugs. "would you whether me drink or shoot up" I tell him neither then he says he almost 30 years old and he will drink if he wants. This all just pisses me off. When he is here my mom is constantly bitchy, cause they always fights. This is fucking gay. In other news my diet might be on hold because I am fixing to start my period and I am wanting to eat the whole damn house. I miss Becki and I feel like shit. Bleh.

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Friday, February 1, 2008

Squee

Kayla, Krystin, Katherine H., and I get to go see Drop Dead, Gorgeous, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, and Haste the day in concert on Febuary 14. I don't Haste the Day, but I love Drop Dead and Scary Kids. I am so fucking stoked! In other news, us four are also going to Conway at like 7 in the morning with Krysting so she audition for a scholarship. She is performing the Out Damn Spot monologue. So yeah a two hour road trip with a bunch of sleepy teenage girls should be interesting! =] I am missing Becki, I am such a dorkface! lol

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

   Allergies.

Well I went to get the tests done today. Apparently I am allergice to EVERYTHING except dogs. lol The FCCLA Competition got postponed due to Weather. I got a cute shirt today, it has owls all over it. Then I got this sweater to go over it. The sweater only goes to my elbows. V.V I didn't realize this until I got home, but it is still cute and on sale so I was happy. Well that is all the news for me.

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

MSN

I am deleting my MSN. I don't get on it much, If I talked to you through it I am sorry. We can talk on here, or whatever site I have you added on. Message Me Sometime. If anyone wants my Yahoo ID Then just Message me and I will give it too you.

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   The Bus driver is a Douche!

I got up at 5:45, got all pretty, then the effing bus didn't come. That is gay. And I am wide awake so falling asleep is out of the question. Fucking fag driver. I guess the Parkin kids get a free day. I am going to hang out with my daddy. xD Well I guess I will go be bored. Later.

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