Sunday, October 15, 2006

Willy bob

yeah well me and will got back together, yeah i know, but i know he will not push me away this time, he has finally overcame that barrier, omg i love him so much and he loves me.... i went over to his house today, omg so much fun.... We cuddled, and kissed, and made out with our hands....lol yeah were are weird, when most kids our age want to suck face, we were wanting to just hold hands.....Yeah so we joked about we were making out with our hands...His hands are so beautiful and soft... i love them.... i love everything about him. I made him realize that he actually liked to kiss, he said before me he didnt really liked to...but he said he guessed he had just never kissed a good kisser before me... lol...Yeah on the way back to my house, i kept on biting him...it was so funny, he was stop it....>.< yeah but it was payback he kept touching in my spots, like on my back and neck...hehehe! yeah not cool...i already miss him, i wish he was here for me to cuddle, and to have a makeout session with our hands..... yeah lol well ill stop rambling now...lol

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Sunday, October 8, 2006

   My bg is dedicated to amy

My hot back ground with hakkai and Yoshi is dedicated to amy!(i know his name is really gojyo, amy will get the yoshi joke) anyways yeah here are our demons... in handcuffs!@ Lol well yes this is dedicated to you amy maybe it will make you feel better. Love smurfy

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   quizy quizy

Your Psychological Profile User Name Age Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert Agression Level - 71% Sexual Allure - 53% Your a most likely to suffer from internet addiction Should you be locked up (8) - Yes - definitely. - (8) This Quiz by DrWorm - Taken 76765 Times. New - Help with love and dating!

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Friday, October 6, 2006

   SCHOOL SUCKS!!

well excel's parents went beserk on her, and gave all the manga back to kiwi, and to katherine, and well my name was left out of it since her mom hates me! but yeah i had to go to the office and get my reload, the women said not to give no more stuff to amy since her mother didnt want her to have it, then she said oh yeah dont have these at school anymore!!! IM SO PISSED!! and i feel really bad for amy! her parents thrashed her art book, cd's, dvd' s and threatened to hit her, so if yall know her leave her nice messages! I LOVE YOU AMY! yeah so yeah i dont care im still reading manga, our history teacher said they would have a hard time taking them away if they didnt have cuss words, or nudity, well as of tonight my manga no longer has cuss words, yeah i know, i sharpied it, but it was just my hellsings, and some retards already thrashed my hellsings, (that pissed me off also) but neways yeah our school freaking sucks, and amy's mom is not right and she knows, SHe is judging her own daughter, and even less all of her friends, bc of what we wear, and read, she thinks i cant be christian bc i wear black, oh well she have it back in tenfold, bc charma sucks! yeah well im done ranting now, and once again i love you amy!!

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Monday, October 2, 2006

  

I OBJECT IM ALOT MORE INSANE THAN 40%!!! Insanity Test Username Age Your problem is Schizophrenia Will you ever be cured? (8) - You may rely on it. - (8) Just how crazy are you? - 40% This quiz by insanitydefense - Taken 909320 Times. New - Help with love and dating!

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Sunday, October 1, 2006

   My New Computer

I HAVE MY NEW COMPUTER! WOOT!!! WOOT!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YAY! *does happy dance* *trips* *but still screams for joy since she has new computer* woot woot! just thought i should let yall know, i shall be active now, even though alot of ppl dont care, but its all good! I STILL HAVE MY NEW COMPUTER! EEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Friday, September 15, 2006

   Boredom

I still dont have my new computer *cries* but soon..... I hope! much boredom in journalism, but now i have WOLFWOOD as a bg! MUCH HOTTNESS! THE HOT PRIEST OF DOOM!!!! and cool gun too! okay done now, well i finally a chance with dj! a 2 day chance! i asked him out on tuesday, and he broke up with on thursday! but oh well im slightly pissed but thats a long story and bell is fixing to ring! tell me what do you do or where do you go if your social life, home life, and school life is stressful? only part of my life that doesnt suck is my church life, and since the other 3 aspects suck, it affects my church life! Cuz im not focusing on God and since i have a heavy heart i cant worship like im suppossed to.

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

  

Grrrr my computer sux! so yeah it died and now i cant get online for about a month....im working on getting a new one but it may take a while. I'm sorry if im not on as much or w/e. Just wanted to let you guys know.

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Thursday, August 3, 2006

   time for a update

i guess it is time for me to update this thing been about 3 weeks! lets see still going to the therapist, had to see the actual pychologist he pissed me off, we were in there for no more than 10 minutes, and 5 of it was him telling me how to take ZOLOFT i wasnt in there for 10 minutes, nad he decides to medicate me! he acted like someone pissed in his cheerios. but none the less i think it may be helping, i dunno. im still depressed a lil but im getting better, although something just happened that im really upset about that im not getting into, but now i am depressed, but yeah lets not get into that! lets see what has happened in the last 3 weeks, about hte only thing big with me was that we went on a youth trip to hotsprings, and we went to magic springs, the day after we were there someone fell out of one of the rollercoasters! O.o not cool, Thank God it was the one we didnt ride! we didnt ride bc it was smoking when we got to it! EEEK! yeah but we had fun, i got over my fear of rides! ahhhh the x coaster screwed me up! Lol still scared of heights though :( neways well i need to go, but at least i updated! l8rz

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Monday, July 17, 2006

   the doctor lady! lol

i went to the therapist today. dude my appointment was like at 8 30 but i didnt see the therapist till like 10 something, bc of some problems with the paperwork of doom. but yeah i saw her, and she said "that because of your intelect and insight, i think talking therapy will help you" i feel smart lol, no but im going to have weekly sessions with her, then i have to see the actual doctor there, so my medicaid will pay for it, if i dont need any medicine i wont have to keep seeing him.and the lady said she didnt think i needed medicine. but yeah it really wasnt that bad. the women was nice, but i hate talking about myself. so yeah i have homework, i got to write 5 things i like about myself, bc she said i was the first person who said nothing when she asked that question, so yay homework. lol. but yeah hopefully this will do good. :D hmmm what else is going on with me. dad got me a trackfone, for emergencies and such, then im hopefully finally getting my new computer before school starts*happy dance* :D but yeah i think that is about all thats going on with me. my cuz sean sean is here, he will prolly be here for awhile! so yeah much fun with mr. mcnasty! lmao!!! but yeah thats about it with me, so ill ttyl!

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