Thursday, November 1, 2007

   Yesterday and Today and Tomorrow Exactly

Yesterday Exactly My wings kind of killed over. Yesterday exactly I was extremely grossed out by a church friend. Yesterday exactly I realized that the Hog Headed Lady will always live on amongst Parkin and Earle Kids. Yesterday exactly I didn't have that good of a halloween. Yesterday I realized that People are too close minded. Yesterday Exactly I told about 3 people that Just because you don't like that type of music doesn't make it crap. Especially when two of those people Love the Misfits and Tiger Army. EWWW. Yesterday Exactly I wanted to beat the shit out of my soon to be sister in law, and Doctor for disrespecting my Momma. Yesterday Exactly I got put back on my blood Pressure Medicine in Zoloft and got a referal to and Sinus Specialist. Today exactly I remember how sleepy Zoloft makes me. *yawns* I am a walking Zombie. Today Exactly I will most likely fail a trig test. Today Exactly it still ceases to amaze me how people annoy me. Tomorrow Exactly I get to go see Saw 4, and 30 Day's of Night, and get to see Kitty. w00t w00t.

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

   Today Exactly [part 2]

Today Exactly I learned That I may be put on Blood Pressure Medicine again, and I Might have the flu, and Major Sinus Problems. Today Exactly I learned no matter where My brother is, Drama and stress will follow. Today Exactly I learned My girlfriend is the most beautiful person in the world. Today Exactly I learned people will never Cease to amaze or annoy me. Today Exactly I learned I worry about people to much, and that is a major factor in my stress and Health. Today Exactly I learned that my Doctor's office will never cease to amaze me either. I have to miss another day of school just to go back to the Doctor because a Doctor wasn't there today. Today Exactly I actually learned I got the part of the play I wanted. *dances*

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Today Exactly...

Today exactly is the marking of my second year as a Vampirefreakian. xD Today exactly I blew my auditions for the school play. *sighs* Today exactly I have intentions of killing all of Becki's ex's who choose now to realize what they had in her. I swear I will kill that bitch from New Orleans. Fucking twat, and the girl who is crazy and thinks her and Becki were/is going out. o.O Today exactly a friend of mine learned that she had been lied to for two years by yet another dickhead of a guy. Today exactly one of my friends basically told me I never helped anyone. I just gave simple answers to complex problems I never understand. (If I do this to everyone I speak too, excuse my dumbfuckness and me trying to be there for people who need it.) Today exactly I have fallen more in love with Becki and realized how lucky I am to have her and realized how stupid we were to fight like we did. Today exactly I have learned to cherish all the people in life a little more. Especially the ones I may loose. (I love you, D) Today exactly...

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

In Honor

In honor of Halloween, my site is now featuring the Pumpkin King himself. Then Lock, shock, and barrel, just because they rock. =] After halloween I shall begin again with the Manga's in how I read them. Last one featured was Rin from Fruits baskets. So I may do Hatsu haru from Fruits Baskets and move on to Hakkai from Saiyuki. =^.^= In other news, nothing much in the life of the Nikki. Becki and I are doing so good. It feels like it did when we first started our relationship. I am happy. Still stressed about college but other then that...I am good. Nikki ¢¾

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Stress

I am so sick of this crap. Grrr. I am so stressed out. Fucking school is killing me. I am scared I won't be able to go to the school I want too. Even if I get accepted I am scared I won't be able to get means of paying for it. I am scared I will fail at life, and will be like my brother and still be living at my parents house when I am 26. I have never been this stressed out before and that is saying a lot. Every single muscle in my legs are tense and hurting because of how much stress I am in. I mean my dad made Fourteen Fucking thousand dollars last year. How hard can it be for me to get a grant? What the hell. I want to talk to Becki but can't tonight. I am just going to go lay down and sleep. Maybe it will make me feel a little bit better to get a good night's rest.

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Monday, October 15, 2007

Taged

I gots tagged By Kogasgirl4ever Name: Nikki Gender: Female Eyes: Brown Hair: Brown Height: 5'2 Weight: None of your buisness. shoe size: 8 Skin: blotchy/pale Hobby: Reading, writing, talking on the phone, listening to my music. Grade: 12th Reads: A lot, mostly fantasy Fears: Porcelin Dolls, Chuckie, Heights, Spiders, rejection, clowns, and the dark. Watches: Kyle X Y, Shot at Love, Real World: Australia. Moods: Depends. IQ: I think mine is like 118. NickNames: Nik, Nik-Nik, Foo Foo, Punkin, Smurf, Smurfy, Niwi, Snick. Dreams: To become a successful Criminal Profiler, and to become a published writer. Pet Peev: People who don't type correctly, and when My name is mispelled or mispronounced. Funniest thing I've done: A bunch of things. Probably when I fell out of the Hamack at Kayla's house. lol Words that describe me: Colorful I tag: Mercury Dragon Mercury Tiger Kytten Jyushin captainobvious SNIFFLES_OF_DOOM

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   Sinuses

I didn't go to school today because I am sick. My mom wants me to go to a ear, throat, and nose specialist. I am scared. I think I might have sinus cancer or something. I don't know. Anyways I had fun this weekend. Went to the Opening of the Attic in Jonesboro. Saw four bands, one was a rap band, Renu, they were actually good. Then we saw a really hardcore band, Asteios. I almost killed some people hardcore dancing during them. I almost hit them, because they got really close to kicking me in my face. I like all GRRR. Then we saw this little cute band called FederatedCrush, they were adorable. I loved them. Then we had to leave halfway through the final band, but they were cute and emoey. They were Kingsdown. All of them were christian Bands. It was awesome. I have been working on college stuff all day, it is stressful. :( Well that is about it. Laters. Nikki

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Monday, October 8, 2007

   Update

Well I don't have much time so this will be short, sweet, and to the point. Becki and I are back together. We realized We couldn't stand the other one to be in any other relationship, unless it was each other. She is the only woman I will ever want. I love her so much. I will elaborate later, but that is it for now. Because I have to go catch the bus. Ps. Sorry for all the Soap Opera Drama. Nikki

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Sunday, October 7, 2007

   Damn it all to HELL!!!

I am a horrible person. Becki is all depressed because of me, and Kayla is pissed at. The two most important people in my life. FUCK. I am just a failure at Life I guess. In case you couldn't tell, Becki and I broke up. I thought it was a mutual descion but now she is all sad. I feel horrible. The hole in my chest is getting bigger.

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

   Stuff

WEll I got tired of the brightness of the Kyo stuff. So I moved to my second favorite Character of FB and that is Rin. Next I will do Hatsu Haru. I might do an Akito background before I am done with this Comic. Next Comic will be Saiyuki, and will have Hakkai. *dances* Depressing things: I think Becki and I are really over. I think she is breaking up with me. So yeah. I don't want to go into details yet. I will when I figure it out or not. Nikki

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