Monday, July 23, 2007

   Good Ole' Days.

Don't you just miss the good ole' days? I mean when you were content with what you had? I mean when you were a kid, you could get sit down with a Lisa frank coloring book and crayons and be occupied for hours! Now what do we have to have keep us from being "Bored". I mean, I looked in the closet for my old hot wheels, so My mom's friends grandson could have something to play with. When I showed him the cars he brightened up. Something that had been collecting dust for like 3 years in my closet made that little kid so happy. I mean when do you make that change from being content with a good episode of "Rocko's modern life", A barbie doll or DBZ Figure, and nice cold push up. To needing porn or violence, Ipods and computers to be content. What is wrong with our generation? I mean I am just as guilty as anyone. But still it makes you think you know? On Other news, I got my new pretty 10g earrings today. w00t w00t. Everything in my life is going pretty well, I suppose. Me and Becki are doing well. Hopefully I can start the job soon, get some money and go shopping with Kayla. I have just been a lazy bum all summer sleeping and relaxing. So I really have nothing to complain about. *gaspers* Well I will leave ya'll with my words of wisdom, "Take a stroll down memory lane, Dig out your old toys, it will bring back some good memories. [[Just don't almost let a 50 pound bag of DBZ and Wrestling figures fall on your head in the processs. {Not Fun}]]

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

   Eh.

I may have a job for a while. Just until school starts, it won't be an everyday thing. But I will be working at the waterplant. From 7 in the evening till 7 in the morning, basically staying up and watching a computer screen. X_x but I get like 60 dollars a night so I guess it is all good. More money for when me and Kayla go shopping. On August 6. Anyways, I am bored as hell. Someone save me please? I am on the rag and kind of bitchy, (Sorry Becki). Gah, I feel like blah. Anyways I guess I will go.

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Friday, July 13, 2007

I fucking Love Her. ♥

I don't if ya'll realize this or not...but... I Fucking Love Becki

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Monday, July 9, 2007

So bored.

I am really bored. Anyone care to save me? Please? Someone? -sighs- Fucking mosquitos are annoying. AHHH THEY ARE COMING FOR ME *grabs bug spray* Yeah what now fuckers? *ahem* Sorry had a moment. Anyways, *tries to not be bored* well I have found some new piercings I want. -gaspers- Just out of boredom I shall show ya'll great people what I want. Anti-Brow Anti-Tragus Tragus And possibly a Medusa And I really like the Cheek Piercings, But I will probably not get it done. To Much of a pussy. Well that is all, I am bored as fuckers, if Anyone is online, please save me. lol

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Sunday, July 8, 2007

   Damn it all to hell.

My nasty ass brother watched porn on my computer and got like 7 viruses on it, and I don't know how to fix it. :( Then Fuzzy, wasn't online, The time I needed him was the first time in his life he wasn't online. lol. Hopefully the computer man of doom will be able to fix it. Anyways, everything is fine other than my nasty ass brother killing my computer. I think me and Becki are okay after the "incident". So I am an okay Smurf.

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

   My Mother

My Geeking messed up mother, is deeply agravating me. Have a nice Night. *annoyed smile*

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Sunday, June 3, 2007

Mental Suicide

Ever felt like you were commiting Mental Suicide? Like Opening up a can of worms, that was finally closed, but then you like open it up again...-_- I am such an idiot...WHy do I do stupid things, then Knowing me, I think of it, over, and over, and over again...WTF?? WHen I am finally happy, I think of my past...anyways I shall end this blabbering...and go lay down, I am starting to feel a little dizzy!

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

   Sterffs

Stuff with family is getting bad again. Thursday night a lot of shit went down. I am finally done with. I am tired of all this. I am through with after all the fights acting like nothing ever happened. So fuck it. I am going to stay out of all the shit, and keep to myself. That night my brother called me a cunt, said that nobody cared about him, and he was going down to the river bank to hang himself. He told me this, waking me out of a dead sleep at 3 o'clock in the morning. There was nothing I could do about it. He didn't kill himself, but yeah, I am still upset about it. Who does that to someone? Anyways, I have been at Kayla's and Kitty's. Basically away from my house. Kayla really helped me Thursday night, I called her in the middle of the night and she was there for me. I love you Kayla, My cuddle bear. Other than that shit I have been good I guess. Becki and I, are still doing really really really good. I am really glad. She is very few of the reasons I am here. I have never thought of suicide, but Thursday night it crossed my mind, If it wasn't for my Dad, my close friends, and Becki, I wouldn't be here. I just can't hurt those few people. Becki made me promise on our relationship and love that I wouldn't cut. So, I haven't and I won't. I love you Beautiful. Anyways I shall end this long entry now. Until next time.

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Monday, May 21, 2007

   Dirty South Tour

Very kick ass, except for the fact that kayla wanted to be two hours early, so thats two hours standing out side, then the doors opened thats an hour standing inside. Lol but it was fun. First was glass ocean, they were...okay ig uess lol * cough cough* WE GOT CAUGHT IN A MOSH PIT WHILE THEY WERE PLAYING, IT SUCKED, I was like kayla, we will get in a mosh pit, she is like no, well we got caught in one, I got out, then Maylene and the SOns of disaster played it was kick ass they rocked, and I got to touch the lead singer fun fun, Then there was norma jean, THey were the best in my opinion, they kicked so much ass,and everyone got a little to happy when they played Memphis will be laid to waste, and then there was Underoath they were really good too. I had a lot of fun, My feet are in pain from standing and my neck hurts from head banging but it was worth it, I got a Norma Jean hat, and There Redeemer CD, I had a blast. WOOO HOOO :D

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

A to Z of Gothdom (FREAKING FUNNY)

A to Z of Gothdom. A - is for ashen face B - is for black (any colour as long as its...) C - is for crimpers D - is for death - and related topics E - is for effeminate make-up F - is for fags (Marlboro) G - is for gloomy outlook on life H - is for hair-dye black, of course... I - is for "I saw (insert band name) in (insert first year of touring) J - is for jewellery - silver and rattly K - is for king - Eldritch for... L - is for leather jacket (biker style) M - is for melanin - lack of... N - is for "no, I don't like the Mission (although I do have four of their albums)" O - is for "Only teeny-goths like the Cure" P - is for pretentious Q - is for quack, the noise a duck makes R - is for ridiculously pointy boots S - is for skin-tight jeans T - is for "Their earlier stuff was better" U - is for unnatural preoccupation with image V - is for vampyres are sooooo cool W - is for "Well, of course I don't dress like this for the image" X - is for X-iting personality Y - is for younger than 17 Z - is for zzzzzzzzzzz! How many are you guilty of? I am guilty of 16!

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