myOtaku.com: MorbidSmurf

myO Still <3's You

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Birthday
• 1990-04-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• Arkansas
Member Since
• 2006-04-07
Occupation
• Student by day, Member of the Suicidal Butterflies X Squad of the Mercury Force by night
Real Name
• Nikki

Personal

Achievements
• National Honor Roll Society, Who's who among America's High School High School
Anime Fan Since
• Manga fan since 9th grade
Favorite Anime
• Black Cat, Bleach, Blood Sucker, Death Note, D-Gray man, Fruits Baskets, Full Metal Alchemist, Kumai, Saiyuki, The Cain series, The Tarot Cafe
Goals
• To Graduate from high school and College. Then to be a criminal Profiler. And to be with Becki Forever!
Hobbies
• Reading, writing, talking to my friends.
Talents
• I write Poetry, and the Mercury Bat can Fly...

myOtaku.com: MorbidSmurf

Friday, March 23, 2007

SO yeah,

Well First and Foremost I want to say how much i love my baby, baby you mean more to me more than you will ever know. I want to thank you for always being there for me....And im sorry you had to hear me how i was last night...But because of you i WILL not cut. I care for you to much to do that. i love you baby. Well last night my parents got into a huge fight, (gasp big surprise) well they were screaming and cussing and shit, and i locked my self in my bathroom and room, then my brother kept trying to come in, but i didnt want to talk, well he got pissed bc i wouldnt,then me and mom got into a fight, she told me fuck you and i said it back and yeah then my mom said i betrayed her...i dunno wtf she was talking about...yeah i think its because im taking my dads side, even tho my dad is still kinda upset with me (for reasons i dont know) well i think my mom is strung out on that shit again, and i think my brother is getting strung out again too...which is fucking stupid he just spent 14 months in fucking jail because of that...-sigh- oh well, i wanted to cut so bad last night, i came so fucking close but i thought of Becki and how much it would hurt her so i didnt...i love her way to much to hurt her. SO i made a promise to her that i wouldnt cut...well i need to stop talking about this shit before i start to cry again.....well i g2g im in english and the bell is about to ring...

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